CONSCIOUS BEGINNINGS It's amazing how most of the beginning of this year I had hit a major burnout. One that left me struggling to produce anything. I was battling health issues and being unproductive felt almost as if it was end to barely a beginning. But then at the same time, towards the mid/end of 2018 I have made the most solid works out of the whole year. Exploring a new medium and achieving areas I didnt exactly have planned for this year but it happened anyway, things freaking changed for the better. Especially in a time I almost gave up. I just want to tell you, that things can turn around so fast. When it feels like you cant push through anymore, and all looks impossible, you'll be surprised what a few months could do. Things might just fall into place. Maybe not as perfectly as envisioned but still. Whenever I get in a gross rut, I try to tell myself that this is the universe preparing somethig amazing for me. But in order to truly appreciate these gifts, I must endure hardship. I want to try and remind myself this, going into 2019. The moments I hit my lows and feel like shit and it feels as if nothing good can happen. I want to push positive thoughts that time heals all and blossoms beautiful opportunities. You just have to wait through that rain. I'm hoping for big things to happen in 2019. And I'm going to work my ass off for them. I have good feelings and I'm going to run with it till I cant run anymore. . . . . #absoluteama #artprogress #artprocess #artistsoninstagram #instaart #fantasyart #popsurreal #surreal #beautifulbizarre #highfructose #lowbrowart #lowbrow #gouache #painting #linework #chicoartist #chicoart #chico https://www.instagram.com/p/Brdp4nxA3lZ/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=t0t78t4by3b3