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星に願いを 'WISH UPON A STAR' Gouache This is a wannabe pink monochromatic practice painting that ended up taking a turn for actually the better. Hahahaha The painting process went something along the lines of, 'oh shit, this is amazing!!....Omg am I blind??? This is horrible!....woah, why am I so kickass....fuck this, I should quit painting now, to- you know what, this isnt actually that bad!' Lol does anyone else struggle with this! Gah! Its emotionally draining! it's still not how I want it but sometimes the best thing a person should do is to just put the brush down and move on and that's exactly what we are doing here. Hahahahaa Prints are available in my shop/original is for sale. . . . . #absoluteama #artprogress #artprocess #artistsoninstagram #instaart #fantasyart #popsurreal #surreal #drawing #artmotivation #eyes #beautifulbizarre #highfructose #lowbrowart #lowbrow #gouache #painting #linework #chicoartist #chicoart #chico #pastel #星に願いを https://www.instagram.com/p/BrgCTpXgZru/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1ddrobo4a2mqi

WIP Still lots to go with this babe. Fixes in the eyes are needed and many layers still needed in her hair. This piece has been a battle. I've been so irritated with every bit of it. Not giving up. Not yet! AND for some reason, the camera doesnt pick up her pink skin??? It comes out yellow and it doesnt seem to edit properly either! Wth! Nonetheless, I like this piece so far. . . . . . #absoluteama #artprogress #artprocess #artistsoninstagram #instaart #fantasyart #popsurreal #surreal #drawing #artmotivation #eyes #beautifulbizarre #highfructose #lowbrowart #lowbrow #gouache #painting #linework #chicoartist #chicoart #chico #wip https://www.instagram.com/p/BrYSiUBgLd6/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1qut2lqq5b9vd

CONSCIOUS BEGINNINGS It's amazing how most of the beginning of this year I had hit a major burnout. One that left me struggling to produce anything. I was battling health issues and being unproductive felt almost as if it was end to barely a beginning. But then at the same time, towards the mid/end of 2018 I have made the most solid works out of the whole year. Exploring a new medium and achieving areas I didnt exactly have planned for this year but it happened anyway, things freaking changed for the better. Especially in a time I almost gave up. I just want to tell you, that things can turn around so fast. When it feels like you cant push through anymore, and all looks impossible, you'll be surprised what a few months could do. Things might just fall into place. Maybe not as perfectly as envisioned but still. Whenever I get in a gross rut, I try to tell myself that this is the universe preparing somethig amazing for me. But in order to truly appreciate these gifts, I must endure hardship. I want to try and remind myself this, going into 2019. The moments I hit my lows and feel like shit and it feels as if nothing good can happen. I want to push positive thoughts that time heals all and blossoms beautiful opportunities. You just have to wait through that rain. I'm hoping for big things to happen in 2019. And I'm going to work my ass off for them. I have good feelings and I'm going to run with it till I cant run anymore. . . . . #absoluteama #artprogress #artprocess #artistsoninstagram #instaart #fantasyart #popsurreal #surreal #beautifulbizarre #highfructose #lowbrowart #lowbrow #gouache #painting #linework #chicoartist #chicoart #chico https://www.instagram.com/p/Brdp4nxA3lZ/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=t0t78t4by3b3

INNER REFLECTIONS Gouache 9x12. May those who speak poorly of me, who wish me to bitter ways, look forth upon their their own selves and realize their own pain. Prints available for purchase through my shop! Link is in the bio. Absouteama.com/store She/they are complete! Holy crap! Took a WEEK to paint this piece which is the longer I've ever spent on a piece! Too many details, gah! I'm happy with how she turned out though! Onward to the next painting! Huzzah! Which head is your favorite? I'm torn between the closed eyes or the straight forward stare. Hmmm. . . . . . #absoluteama #artprogress #artprocess #artistsoninstagram #instaart #fantasyart #popsurreal #surreal #drawing #artmotivation #eyes #animeeyes #anime #beautifulbizarre #highfructose #lowbrowart #lowbrow #gouache #painting #linework #chicoartist #chicoart #chico https://www.instagram.com/p/BqVX8oZBEcL/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=14qbby72i8a0u

#inktober day 2 GODDESS A higher form of light & love. One who guards the city of Noövelheim, has made her yearly appearance from the stars above. Today she comes to bless all those who've hearts have been broken to live another year in peace. May we see another light of day. Swipe to see offspring's take on GODDESS. He made a person on fire, a cat God, and some other snazzy effects. . . . . #absoluteama #artprogress #artprocess #artistsoninstagram #instaart #animeart #mangaart #ink #penandink #pen #dirtydoodle #sketch #sketchbook #inktober2018 #starsandspells #spellsandstars #elven #goddess #witchesofinstagram https://www.instagram.com/p/BocGoQaBD5u/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=yjfuencjbcz0

Heres another #tbt / #drawthisagain ! 2016 vs 2018. I've been going through and slowly redrawing my fav inktober sketches from 2016 to see how I improved! And on top of that, this redraw was actually a commission which gave me even MORE reason to get that redraw in! . . . . . #absoluteama #artprogress #artprocess #artistsoninstagram #instaart #occult #witchy #witchesofinstagram #popsurreal #surreal #drawing #artmotivation #inktober #ink #penandink #pen #throwbackthursday https://www.instagram.com/p/BmysAjmhkZJ/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1l6f4g12wobu9

WIP 'MATRIARCHY' Almost completed her during yesterday's stream but still have quite a bit left to do! Guys, I'm so tempted to finish her up, but I promised I would LIVE stream the rest of her on Monday. So stay tuned! Twitch.tv/absoluteama . . . . #mixedmedia #gouache #absoluteama #cyberpunk #cyberpunkart #linework #watercolor #painting #twitchcreative #matriarchy #surreal #popsurreal

In case you haven't heard, there's this new pillow that's surfaced from Japan. It's called the sexy radish pillow. Comes in two sizes, both to guarantee a satisfying cuddle buddy for those lonely nights. I want one. Since I cant have one, I gifted one of my babes the ability to have one. Obviously she's content, who wouldn't when they get to come home to a sexy radish pillow being hella fine on their bed. 🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️