#chem rant

I'm getting so fucking antsy about buying a pipe because like shit I want this thing but also I need to save up the money and also I need to keep it on the DL for my parents because they wouldn't understand that it's actually a vaporizer and I use it for herbs like fucking sage and lavender and not dat weed. So like I have a plan and a hiding spot for it and I have 30 of the 60ish bucks I actually need which is fab. And just I keep thinking like omg this is too much it's going to be way too much to wait the month and a half until August when I will get it and like I also have to grow the herbs and dry them out but then I think about my tablet escapade last year. I found out about and decided to get a tablet in like December ('11), even Maybe January ('12) and I promised myself that I wouldn't get it until the end of the school year beause that's about when my grades weren't my-parents-accepted and even then I still actually got the tablet in like idk April maybe even March and that shit was like just. I couldn't wait to get a tablet because like guys expanding my skill of the artses. So I suppose bottom line is that a month and a half is really not that bad compared to 3-5 months I mean neither are deathly long waits for things but idk. Just that I hVe it easy buying this thing in less than 2 months. tl;dr waiting 1.5 months to buy a vaporizer isn't bad at all and it even gives me time to save money for it.

And I don't even think I can call it a snap. She all of a sudden got really hostile toward me for this thing I said. It wasn't a bad thing, it wasn't offensive or inappropriate. I just voiced my preference to have piano lessons on Sunday (not Saturday OR Sunday) due to my high involvement in theater during the school year that takes up all five days of my week after school. And I like my Saturdays being free. As in I don't have to schedule things on Saturday around lessons either in the begging of the day or at the end of the day. And my mom got so mad at me. I'm really feeling bummed out right now. Mostly due to the fact that I feel so insufficient with my piano abilities right now and my inability to do anything during a production due to the amount of time that it takes up. I'm in such a low mood right now.

I mostly started thinking about it a lot recently because it's currently relevant in my life. Straight guys who are self-proclaimed non-homophobic who say the classical "As long as they don't come on tome" something something like that. But fucking. Just don't fucking say that if you're going to turn around to a woman and come on to her. Don't you fucking do that!!! If you expect gay men to assume that you are straight, and to not hit on you, then don't fucking assume every woman is straight or even wants to be hit on by you. Just fucking don't. I don't care if you feel uncomfortable with being hit on by a guy, just tell him you're not interested and fucking TA-DA. Problem fucking solved. Straight males have the luxury to hit on women, but not be persecuted for it. Because, meh, they're men, right? But gay men can, by accident, maybe assume you're gay as well, and they're damn faggots who should stop flaunting their gayness in your face. Fucking just shut up and go and think about how to not be a hypocrite. I'm really hyped up and pissed now. But had to get it out of my system. asdfggfgjkl;

I mean seriously. I'm 17 and my mom is literally still using both of those when trying to get me to take a shower. Never in my life have I ever "felt dirty" unless I have been literally coved in mud. Yes, how often I clean myself has a lot to do with my general laziness, though that is not my point. I have never taken a shower just for the sake of feeling clean. What does that even mean? "Feeling clean." That's the worst thing to use on me to persuade me to bathe because what even. Bleh.

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