Aug 11
Hi, so sorry if I'm not posting too much, and being less whimsical, but I've been going through my standard August mental health decline, lol.
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Hi, so sorry if I'm not posting too much, and being less whimsical, but I've been going through my standard August mental health decline, lol.
Tw for a vent-ish? Tw cuz I mention loosely animal death
Delete later
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very big on āthat was still a good try thoā being mackās first love confession!!! like itās alllll about hockey and mack falling in love with willās hockey first and foremost
alllll abt the hockey! that boy has been dick(trick)matised ever since hockey east. they fell head over heels during dev camp and started daydreaming about retiring #2 and #71 in the rafters together before it ever occurred to mack that two boys could kiss.
whatās super buzzy to me tho is how quickly that love became an ouroboros. like. mack loves will bc will is good at hockey bc mack loves will. like. mack loves will like he loves hockey, which means will is hockey, which means mack will never have to choose!
to be clear. will IS good at hockey, but he still has another level to unlock (and iām hoping ā and expecting ā he will this season). but mack simply refuses to acknowledge that, at least in public. like. remember rookie year when will was lowk playing like heād never heard of putting a āpuckā in a ānetā on āiceā and mack just kept repeating how heād gone 4OA for a reason!! shouldāve won the hobey baker!! will tripping last season on a shootout and mack just kinda shrugged and laughed (in fairness that should absolutely have been called as goalie interference on rewatch ā but did mack know that at the time?). will quivering in his little anxiety doom corner during a bad game all panic! at the disco and mack jerking his head like no! no! no! HERE come HERE youāre doing FINE. mackās winger for mack! nobody else gets to say shit to him! lest we forget. warso publicly admitted on main that he canāt even call out the terrible two for their fuckass wannabe soulmate pingpong passes bc everytime heās like hey that led to a turnover maybe just shoot next time, the tweedles are like uhhhh ackshually that was hidden genius there was just. like. a guy in the way. but there WAS a play. poetry in motion in fact. THIS GUY (pointing at each other except theyāre holding hands so itās just them waggling their interlaced fingers) is a hockey genius and if you canāt see that well i fear you just donāt know puck!!!
real fanatics know
They posted and ran. Did a drive by and ditched. Feel free to read their rant. I didnāt finish it. All I got from the ramblings is they got triggered by being called out on their hate-filled rants and created a sock account (how interesting).
Anywayā¦ here it is if youāre so inclined.
Playing veilguard again. Trying to give it a second chance. Its fun but I still dont love it.
But I am definitely having fun with the equipment effects. This particular combination of equipment has made my rogue nightmare run a very fun challenge:
Crown of leaves (ultimate charge rate & damage buff and full moment on ultimate activation)
Merediths legacy (weapon leaches on hit while disabling healing from potions and companion abilities)
Enchanted longblade (necrotic weapons will leach life from enemies with necrosis)
Reptile recurve (+6 necrosis stacks and applies necrosis on hit)
Glorious ultimatum (increased ult charge rate, potions grant 35% ult charge, ult heals to full)
Essence vortex (abilities cost +50 momentum but do 30% more damage and heals you 1hp for each momentum point spent)
Runes: divert (enemies attack companions not you), dominate (momentum generation converts to ult generation), and fortify (invulnerability)
I would have added iron cage to this (bscly boosts necrotic power) but i only have the rare (blue) version unlocked so far and im about to beat the game so i went champion's brilliant regalia for the fire resistance lol. the other two accessories i am still playing around with lol. but this rly challenges your survivability and its a lot of fun. id recommend trying it out to change things up a bit. all equipment is either unique or legendary status.
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you know what I just thought of? i can take a bucket and dump soil in it mix my amendments and repot my plants.
this has been a problem in my head the last couple of days. i have a huge bin of soil but not the soil i need to repot. but its too full to add new soil to. but i found a solution to said problem
now to repot some plants (-:
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v came over today and we smoked a joint and watched dropout tv and cuddled and napped on each other š¤
ended up being a pretty social rest day, but i only saw folks who donāt drain me (and in my own house). caught up with my neighbor while he did laundry, clover was on my side of town so they popped in and we debriefed about the market. and v came over and we smooched and enjoyed my air conditioning. j sent me a really cute selfie and reached out about planning his visit this weekend(!)(!!!)
i made a pizza with spinach, goat cheese, green olives, lemon zest and garlic scapes from the garden for dinner for kyle and i. it was so good, i fucking love garlic scapes! kyle made a cob salad with fancy lettuce and nasturtium leaves from the garden last night. creatures ate my strawberries as usual, and my sunflower seedlings fried in the heat. but the scarlet runner beans just reached the top of the trellis and we have our first snap peas.
why am i like this :ā-)
trying to combat my general sense of anxiety towards crush visit next weekend but i donāt have hardly any room in my brain until after this weekend! hosting my one big event for the year and i have to think about one thing at a time apparently. iāve been so busy with work the past week! sent out patron mail, finished a huge wholesale on the heels of a zine fest all while doing market prep and filling orders. next week is a little busy for my taste but will hopefully be more manageable than the multitasking chaos iāve been up to as of late. itās nice to have some money for a change tho lol.
ANYWAY i am hosting my crush for the weekend soon and i havenāt had a date sleep over here since like 2022. wish me luck. would be chill if i was feeling more emotionally stable but oh well lol. liking someone this much is humiliating and terrifying :) iām sure itāll be a lovely time in spite of my neurosis.