#cheerupmyself

Hi from Los Angeles

Good news is you're really achieve your dream and stay in US, to pursue your education and also your career. Bad news is you're still trying to find the job, you're still trying to find your partner. Life is not easy huh? It's 2026 already, you've been through all the things. Struggle, Happiness, Survival etc etc You proud of yourself right? Yeay!

Let's talk about love How's your love life going? I know your still don't have boyfriend yet since 2012 and now 2026. You're focusing on your self and your self development. You're not really available actually because you also close with other men. You're trying to understand them. Even now you already change your type, you are fall in love with the foreigner. Not a men from your place. You're changing a lot, you're different in good way. But what is not changing is you're not really open to your mom and dad. You never told it to your parents. You know what? next time if you're in relationship with a men (hopefully soon) you need to open to your parents, you need to say that you actually seeing him, you got with him and you travel with him, just be honest. Showing that you are ready to get married and build your family by your own. I don't want to do something that bad to just get the partner. I want still respect you, God. So please guide me through this and don't let me to be lost in the dark. I know You're kind, and always protect me God. So please help me to go through it. I love you, God. "Will I ever get married? Will I have my own children? Does my husband love me so much? Can I get a relationship just like what other people have? Can I pursue my own happiness? Will I ever be a wife? Will I ever get pregnant? Will I ever cook for my husband?" I have to be patient and have faith with God that He already arrange everything for me. I love Him and I will wait His time while also prepare my self. Let's talk about Career

Now you're looking for job after graduation from university in States. This wholesome experience and this is good start for you. It's difficult but this is not impossible. Don't give up and please always praying eventually you will be there. Arrived. Got new job and you will be happy again. Fight for it! I would say, please enjoy every moment of it, God will guide you the light. May, 28, 2026.

I know this may be your hardest time, this time that you may feel difficult is normal, you're only human, you have feeling and you don't know everything. The good news is you're strong! (yeay!) Thanks for always being strong and still productive until now. Life is so unpredictable, you meet people that you never think he's gonna your dream man. You cherish every moment with him, you're happy and that's good. However your episode of happiness can come to end. Maybe God knows there is something not good on this person so if you still continue with him, it won't let you go anywhere. I think you should be aware and grateful that, this is part of God's to protect you. You always trust God's timing right? I know you've survive this far because you're strong. So don't give up on God's mercy and blessing. You're in the right path. If right now, you're unsure about life, you feel like you've achieved everything in life but still you have some emptiness in your heart because you don't have family. That's your homework to ask it to God you know that, in the past, you always skip if everything went bad about relationship part, you never give your time to thinking about it. I hope now, you're aware that you need to fixed it and as for your payment you need to use your time to pray to God and sacrifice your bedtime so you could be focus in asking to God. Another thing, just focus on what should you do. Don't worry about what will happen next. DON'T LOOKING BACK! you know you went through everything, you can finished everything you've started. Remember, "God never let me down with no reason, God must be have purpose. You're nice and you're talented. You can going through this, you can nail it!" I believe you can...... Someday you will married and have you're little family. Until that day coming, you just don't give up. Always stay true to your self. God is always besides you. ALWAYS. Best,

and i hope my lacrimal glands hear what my eyes said.

in the other hand my brain said “uh no that guy doesn’t deserve your tears baby calm you know he is that rude.”