I wish I didn’t have a heart to love you
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I wish I didn’t have a heart to love you

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Hi
This blog is dedicated to my self-healing journey post wedding break-up with my long-term ex-fiance due to infidelity. If you experience the same thing, I hope this blog will also help you heal and move on with your life.
Someone cheated on you? Read this.
To anyone who is hurting out there. It is not your fault. You are on the right path. You chose dignity. You have a pure heart. You have moral, values, integrity. You have a loyal heart. Do not let any circumstance change that. We need more people like you in this world. A kind heart is what we need more of. Lift your head up! Never give up! You did the right thing! You will prevail! Love never fails!
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you will hold me in your arms and tell me that you will protect me from any harm but the harm is you
~i thought you loved me but you cheated

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The worst thing about being cheated on was the fact that I knew it was going to happen, and yet I didn’t do anything to stop it.
I ask myself, to remind myself, what is your favorite colour or what did the smile on your face look like when you saw me? Some days, I forget what you did, just so I can seem happy. Other days, the darkness swallows me, whole. I ask myself, to remind myself, how good did you feel in my hands, how good did we feel together? Did you feel just as good to her? To them? Some days, I forget the details and names. Other days, the weight of the description crushes me. I ask myself, to remind myself, what did I do, to deserve this treatment? What did I do wrong? Some days, I blame you. Other days, I cannot help what I've done to myself in hatred. I ask myself, to remind myself, how am I not supposed to question myself when you went for them? How can I not feel at fault for your actions? Some days, I ask what I could do better. Other days, I ask if I am worthy of life. I ask myself, to remind myself, why?
I do not forget (tw 2017)
There's really nothing like finding out you were cheated on 🙃 fuckin awesome.