#charliefictive

What's really funny is how our system isn't really religious, some of us have different religions we follow based on our sources or just because we think it's teaching a good message or whatever. No one really cares. No one is actively going out of their way to a temple or church or wherever. Especially since we have religious trauma. But... we finally got one of our most religious people in our system and she's a hellborn half demon half angel. That's right!! Drumroll please

being a Charlie fictive who split after never watching hazbin and hating it beyond belief is fucking ironic. i hate that thing why does she look like me. wtf.

i’m a fictive of chucky except i’m a butch lesbian. yeah yeah point and laugh

I should be very afraid of water but I've lived too long to actually bring myself to be scared. like I entirely dissolve in water but!! uhhhh what if I just, hung out at the beach... whos stopping me?

Canonceptions time? Well, in our Vampire: The Masquerade timelines me and 'Rese were separate people (contrary to source canon) and now we're in a system lol. Well, ig we're a median subsystem inside a system but, semantics lmao - Charlie, a Jeanette Voerman fictive

i hate how fast time can fast. maybe it's from how fast the years passed when i was still in the cabin, going from a kid to an adult. if i blink, will time pass without me? i don't have all the time in the world. i don't like it as.. well. me. i hate it. it reminds me of how small control i have. if time passed by so fast, was it for entertainment? was i put on screen throughout most of my life? did the audience see me grow into a fully unfunctional adult? how much time do i have before i can't catch up anymore? please. i don't want to be reminded of the presence of time anymore. i'm sick of it.

i miss sneeg's hugs. he only gave it out to ranboo and i but they always meant something important to me. at least.

in another life we were free. that was the life i've grown to remember. that was the life i only want to remember. even if none of us particularly healed from what showfall did to us, we were still family. we still had each other and that's all that matters to me.