Things about the new (242) chapter that I noticed and I want to mention
Okay the Dokkaebi is evil, but I can't ignore that they are also insanely traumatised.
They won't let themself allow to trust a human anymore. Or anyone anymore. The origin story is one thing but have you ever wondered how many times they "played along" with humans even though they didn't want to? Dokkaebi's ability is literally controlling people. And they truly believe that that is the only way of getting something good, because humans' true intentions won't cause anything good for them. Every Time Nagyunn Appears. The Dokkaebi is already convinced that he wants something from him. Which is true... but imagine living your life and everyone around you is someone that will use you sooner or later so you're convinced that you have to use them first. Am I making sense...? ^^" I feel like I'm not phrasing this super well.
HOLY SHIT IS THIS WHY THEY WANT KAMELSIA'S ABILITY SO MUCH?? TO UNDERSTAND HUMANS AND-- okay that's probably stupid.
You know who isn't stupid though? Luzian. She will figure it out and it will be very tragic. You know who is stupid? Myusa. How do you let something like that slip out. I have so many trans friends (who I knew before and after their prefered name) and over the years I BARELY fucked up their prefered name at all and you're telling me that Myusa, someone who is supposed to be more intelligent than me, and didn't know Nagyunn at all, and only ever heard "Najin" answer to Najin fucks it up. No way bro
IT FEELS SO RIGHT THAT TYR EXPLAINED EVERYTHING TO MYUSA THAT'S MY NONBINARY CHILD!!!!! You and your honor Tyr, you will make it far☆ I already headcanoned them having a similar dynamic, Tyr also covering for Myusa but differently than they do for Luzian and this is fire it's becoming canonnnnn
I miss my boy Lauzun. What on EARTH is he doing and where?? Tyr was outside the capital. Luzian and Myusa are there. Yulnia, Kamelsia and Lauzun are fuck-knows-where. But I will never forget that Lauzun was right beside Luzian, not hesitating for a moment to help Nagyunn so that's a win for me.
Have you noticed. The narrator is doing the thing again. xD "There was no way to know" when the narrator doesn't know either... I also love when Nagyunn is subconciously having a converstation with the narrator, it happened before....
So yeah. Nagyunn your gaslighting is cool I guess but it feels so wrong. Everything about this feels so wrong. It's not the first time he's emotionally manipulating someone (for example Racoon) but this is going too far. Even the fact that he cut/using his own hair tie.... it feels like (it most likely is not) a metaphor of self destruction and offering parts of you for the greater good and that is bad. Not just because it's the Dokkaebi he's talking to but because he's Nagyunn and he already has problems with trading his true self for other things he deems more important, if that makes sense.
Maybe it's my personal moral code that wouldn't let me do this...? No matter how deadly the situation is, I am NOT willing to put this much lie into it, I'd rather gaslight myself into believing that what I'm saying is true than fill a broken heart's cracks with pure bullshit. and do that without empathy. Sure, I can be brutally honest, and I can tell people to suck it up but I'm above THIS. ....Maybe I'm judging too early, like Parrot does. I wrote all this in the heat of the moment.
The Dragons have a Monster Dragon, the Knights having a Demon Knight huh. Interesting.
The tie. The tie the tie the tie. Think Ked. You surely know something about that tie other than it was a matching accessory of Dokkaebi and their child there's surely something more I forgot....... same thing with Nagyunn experiencing something like this before. You can do it Ked pull your brain apart and push it to its limit, today's the best day to say something smart
So yeah that's all. What do you guys think? I personally- I want Lauzun back I'm having withdrawals.
