❤️ my first roleplay memory
🌸 the blog/s that most inspires me
🎹 the worst roleplay trend i ever saw
🛍 the one thing i wish all of my followers knew about me
time to yap about the rpc ♡
❤️ my first roleplay memory
i already talked about the first character i ever roleplayed which kinda answers the question. so i think i'll just go more with an early memory. i rmr my real life friend kristina and i rly loved rping through neopets. we rp'd ocs tg, and i rmr going to her house (she lived a few blocks from me!) and we'd just stay silent and reply to each other. and just be like ' i replied !! ' and take our turns on the computer (cuz we only had one) and it was sooo wholesome and fun and we made like 30 replies a dayyy.
🌸 the blog/s that most inspires me
🎹 the worst roleplay trend i ever saw
tiny container themes. tiny anything tbh. OR the themes that were just so insanely maximalist where your eyes just didn't know where to go and the actual threads just got lost in between 40 images and flash gifs and floating links, and you had to search for a good while on the background where on earth the links were. what an insane time. also the really fried graphics era where you couldn't make out a single expression or even face. what was the point of that ?? isn't the point of icons so you can see something ?? skdmslkdm. anything that kills accessibility or ux i loathed.
but also, we were all just getting access to these things and kinda going crazy the same way 2016 makeup was just a lot for no reason and just a signal that everyone was excited and trying things out. so it wasn't like. the end of the world or anything lol. just a growing pains era but it WAS frustrating at the time.
i also generally really hated google docs,,, miss me what that shit. to be honest.
🛍 the one thing i wish all of my followers knew about me
i try to play if off cool but i'm just a really, really anxious person and it affects rp a lot just like any other aspect of my life. i will always assume i'm bothering u by default cuz i went through a couple things that severely hardwired my brain into feeling guilty abt being excited about anything, and therefore guilty abt feeling generally more active / faster than average for the tumblr rpc (i don't have a lot of time but one thing i rly was good at in my life is time mgmt and just being a fast-ish writer). and if i think i'm bothering someone i just withdraw kjnkjn and that's so dumb and baby mode of me. but that's just my anxious avoidant personality slkdm. it takes me time to get over that. this isn't ANYONE's problem to accommodate for btw, it's a mental block i have to work on. but it's good for ppl to know at least what my current state is i guess, the same way ppl disclose their shyness or other mental stuff, esp cuz i don't tend to like being vulnerable for fear of, again, bothering ppl so it's not i tend to say this stuff often.