#ch05ab

(Spoiler poll)

Ever wished to cause harm to some bench who's living rent free in your head whose influence you just want to kill

Over. And over

And over and over

If that's what it took and I could have done, I would've done it until nothing was left of me or them. That's the kind of person I was and that haunts me even now because the Game the other person seemed to want me to play was unwinnable

All they wanted to do was drag me down for how I reacted and I didn't see any way out. No compromise. No fairness. I was the unfair one but I was being trapped in an unfair game