#cd 2

I just found out

MissDream has the BSSM Sound Drama CD 2 up and fully translated!!

(It’s the episode at the theme park, with the meat-buns)

Okay, so I finished the 10 days of progesterone to trigger my period, and on the very next day i had a bit of brown discharge.

Now, I faintly remember the nurse telling me to take my Letrozole pills at the first sign of period, even if it was a little bit. So while hesitating, I took the first dose. I didn’t know whether to consider it my period...but i did it anyway. But obviously I feel like I just ruined my chances for this month. :( I’m trying not to stress too much about it but its so difficult. This journey is difficult. 

Today I’m counting as day 2, and i still have the dark discharge, its a bit more though. Still not red but very dark....maybe maroon/black...idk how to describe it. I hate my reproductive system :(

I feel so depressed because of this, idk if its the medication, if its just me, or the journey. 

I was talking to my cousin about it, and she started crying. She’s currently pregnant, but having the worst symptoms ever. She was like “You want to be pregnant so bad, but i’m here miserable”. I felt really bad for her.

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I should probably get a doctor to take a look at that constant pain I’ve had in my left pelvis since May…

I just really don’t want to, because if it’s something serious they’ll send me to a hospital - the same hospital I work at.