The room is dark, curtains drawn shut. It's stuffy and stifling. Chris isn't playing video games. He's just sitting on his bed, shoulders hunched and head bowed.
Gingerly, Buck sits next to him. "I miss him too, buddy."
"He wasn't your dad," Chris says flatly. There's no spark of anything in him anymore and Buck doesn't know how to help him. Too much of his time is taken up by Theo that Chris gets lost in his grief.
"No," Buck says slowly, "but he was my best friend and we both love him."
Head bobbing, Chris lets out a bitter laugh as Theo cries out Buck's name. "Your kid needs you," Chris says.
"You're my kid too," Buck rasps, eyes wet and hot.
With a careless shrug, Chris mutters, "only 'cause both my parents are dead. And his." He peers up at Buck, eyes dry, face impassive. "Evan Buckley, collector of orphans."
***
Eddie disappears leaving behind a pool of blood in an elevator. Buck is left to pick up the pieces.
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the sun set long ago.Â
we light the candles anyway.Â
I say Kiddush, let the words wrap
around our tiny dining room, the same words
that have wrapped around a million dining rooms
and dorm rooms
and sanctuaries
and hovelsÂ
for centuries.Â
I ask my partner
(goyische, bashert, beloved)
"what was the best part of your week"
as we sit down to Shabbos dinner
of takeout.Â
"choir rehearsal at synagogue,"
they reply,
and my heart swells.Â
I grab my phone
to wish a slew of friendsÂ
"good Shabbos! may you get the rest you need!"
in the morning, I will wrap myself
in a tallis of silk I choseÂ
not one I was given
and daven to the music of an acoustic guitar.Â
some will say
that I have not kept Shabbat.Â
but I have remembered.Â
and I say
Ava Silva x Sister Beatrice
Rating: M
Word Count: 17k
Multi-Chapter (3/3)
Summary:
overture (n.): in music, an introduction, the orchestral piece that signifies that something is about to begin
Itâs funny how quickly things change.Â
Almost two years ago, Beatrice Young and Ava Silva were strangers, separated by hundreds of seats and one fateful door. Now, in the mountains of Switzerland, they face an important question together: who is going to propose first?
Snippet:
Beatrice Young smiles as the wheels of the plane hit the runway, rattling both the plane and the woman asleep on her shoulder.Â
âWhat the fu-â Ava startles awake.Â
âWeâre landing,â Beatrice says, voice laced with humor. (Not skittish and proud.)Â
âMhm,â Ava hums through a yawn. She lifts her head to sit upright, taking a deep breath and blowing the air back out fast and angled high enough to ruffle her bangs. âHow long was I out?âÂ
âAn hour or so.â Beatrice says, gently fixing a stray strand of hair that had flipped to the wrong side of Avaâs part. âYou slept most of the flight.âÂ
âDamn,â Ava laughs. âI keep forgetting how close Switzerland is to England.âÂ
âClose?â Beatrice raises her eyebrows.Â
âListen, Shannon talked Mary and I into taking spring break in California one year, and the flight from JFK to LAX was like five and a half hours, if I remember correctly,â Ava says. âIn the states, this is practically nothing.âÂ
Beatrice hums in understanding.Â
âThe flight from London to Moscow is four hours,â she muses. âSo I suppose I can see why it could be considered close.âÂ
âLook at me, right as always,â Ava teases, attempting to kick her feet up for emphasis but having not nearly enough room to do so. She puts her feet back down with an impressive amount of dignity. âI love winning.âÂ
âI wasnât aware we were in a position to be winning or losing.âÂ
âThatâs cause you arenât in the winner mindset,â Ava says, tapping her own forehead with one finger. âIf youâve got it up here, then you can get it anywhere you want.âÂ
Beatrice laughs.Â
âSure.â
The fasten-seatbelt light turns off above their heads, and a wave of clicks from all around them sound as people get out of their seats and gather their belongings. Beatrice stands and opens their overhead compartment, lowering Avaâs tote bag and her backpack into Avaâs lap and her empty seat respectively.Â
âThank you,â Ava smiles up at her, hair staticky and indentations from the creases in Beatriceâs shirt on her cheek.Â
Really, it shouldnât be as charming as it is, but even after all this time, Beatrice revels in how easily sheâd bend to and follow Ava's every whim. She reaches and brushes her cheek with the pad of her thumb as she sits back down, like sheâs trying to smooth down the marks on her face, but itâs more an excuse to touch her than anything else.Â
The rows in front of them slowly begin to clear, until thereâs only two rows in front of them left. Ava unfolds her cane beside her, and, once thereâs room, they squeeze through the narrow aisle until they hit the jetbridge, where Avaâs wheelchair is waiting. Beatrice eases her tote off of her shoulder as Ava collapses her cane, placing it into her lap when she sits down.Â
@cathcer1984 gifted me what is the best story I have read in my 25 years of reading fanfic so far.
I'm not sure I am able to describe exactly how I felt while reading it. By the first 3k words, I was wishing I had taken the day off work just so I can read without any interruptions.
My feelings were all over the place: I was frustrated and happy and livid and angry and hateful and loving - and that's not all what I was feeling.
Do yourself a favor and read it. You won't regret it.
https://archiveofourown.org/works/65928742
Thank you, Cath. You made my day so much more special and memorable. I knew this was a special birthday - 40 is a daunting number after all. But you, you just made sure that I will remember it for all the right reasons.
So! Since my old blog got hacked and deleted, I'm finally ready to come back! I'll just be posting a few of my faves for now, and this is number one to come back out! I love Mirio so much, and this was a labour of love for me to write but I'm so happy with it and I hope everyone enjoys it <3
Pairing: Mirio/Reader
Word Count: 14,031
Warnings: Soulmate AU, violence, awkwardness, smut but this one is fairly vanilla I believe? There is a creampie though!
Thank you and enjoy!
You were 16 when your mark showed up.
Everyone in school had laughed when it showed up, the child-like sun showing up on your wrist looking absolutely ridiculous. Most soul marks were a little more refined, looking like fancy tattoos more than anything.
Yours looked like an 8 year oldâs interpretation of a sun, minus the cartoon sunglasses and poorly drawn smile.
It was so basic. One of your friends had an intricate rose across her ribcage, another had a detailed mountain range on his back-
And you had a simple sun.Â
What the fuck did that even mean?Â
In a world full of quirks it was always difficult to know whether your soul mark had something to do with your soulmateâs personality, hobbies, or their quirk; and with one as plain as yours, you figured that youâd never find your person. Were they someone with a light based quirk? Did they just like being outside?Â
Years later, you still didnât know.Â
You stared down at your wrist, sighing as you leaned back on your sofa. The TV played on in the background, but you were unaware of what was on anymore, mostly using it as white noise at this point. The paperwork youâd been doing for your students was scattered around your coffee table in various piles, only half done. As a developing quirk advisor, you spent your days helping kids whose quirks had recently manifested to learn to control them, and spent your nights marking their progress through various reports for their parents and teachers. It was rewarding work, even if it took up almost all of your time in order to keep up with the number of kids under your care.Â
A glance over at the digital clock on your oven revealed that youâd been sat there for longer than youâd thought- it was starting to get late and you still hadnât even thought about what to eat. Stretching your arms over your head, you groaned in satisfaction at the way your joints popped. Leaving your paperwork on the table, you ran a hand over your pomeranianâs head as he napped next to you on the sofa, ignoring his little grumble as you stood up. You smiled at his grumpiness as you padded over to your kitchen, only to groan when you opened the fridge.
Nothing. Nothing you could use to make a substantial meal anyway, and the way your stomach was growling at you said that a snack wasnât going to cut it. Your eyes dragged over to Chibi when he raised his head to glare at you, as if he knew what you were thinking already. As you closed the fridge you smirked, tilting your head at him.
âHey buddy, you want to go for a walk?âÂ
Chibi snorted, turning around in place on the sofa and flopping down, his back facing you.Â
After 20 minutes and a lot of unnecessary furry struggling, Chibi was reluctantly trotting along the pavement beside you as you headed to a nearby ramen shop that knew you by name. You smiled down at him fondly as you walked, knowing that even though he likely hated you right now heâd be back to snuggling you in bed later.Â
A small commotion further up the street stole your attention away from your companion, your head shooting up at the shrill scream that tore through the air. A woman was on the ground, having been pushed down by a large man that was running around the corner-
A man who was currently barrelling toward you.Â
Before you could even react, heâd crashed into you and sent you crumbling to the ground, Chibiâs leash flying out of your grip as you fell. You cried out as you hit the pavement, the breath knocked from your lungs momentarily as you registered the footsteps of more people running towards you. Scrambling to grab Chibiâs leash, your heart was in your throat as you watched him jump away from all the people sprinting past. He yelped as he ran out into the (thankfully empty) street, little legs pumping and taking him away from you.Â
You watched him go with frantic eyes, only looking away from him briefly to glance at the incoming group of people.
Heroes.Â
While part of you was relieved that the brute that knocked you down was going to be taken care of, your focus was quickly drawn back to the rapidly disappearing canine that was running still. Pushing yourself up quickly, you took to chasing him on your own, the other civilians in the area too distracted by the hero chase to really pay attention to your frantic calls of your dogâs name.Â
Youâd been searching for what felt like hours already, calling out his name between sobs. As your only companion, Chibi was probably an attachment that would be considered unhealthy at this point but he was your world. Losing him would be a huge blow, and it had your heart pounding in fear at what could have possibly happened to him.Â
âExcuse me, Miss? Is this little guy the one youâre looking for?âÂ
Whipping around quickly, you gasped at the sight of Chibi panting heavily in someone's arms, not even looking up at the person straight away. You choked out his name, your arms shooting out to grab him as you sobbed out a yes to the stranger. Chibi happily snuggled into you as you held him close to your chest, licking at your cheeks before settling in your arms. You finally looked up to thank the stranger, relief flooding you as your eyes flicked up to meet-
Blue. His eyes were so blue.Â
And he was big . The man towered over you, the brightness of his outfit surprising you for a moment before you realised that he was a hero . And not just any hero either, this was Lemillion . His grin was still boyish despite the fact that he had to be in his mid twenties by now, not too far from your own age. Your mouth hung open, your eyes rapidly tracing over him as he chuckled at your response.Â
From what you remembered seeing back in your school days from the sports festivals, Lemillion had always been big, but now that heâd graduated and become a pro hero, the baby fat was completely gone. He was all hard planes of muscle, broad shoulders and massive arms, and god damn those thighs looked powerful. But as your eyes returned to his face, a heat coming to your cheeks at so blatantly checking him out, you realised that there was definitely a boyish charm to his look.Â
âSorry it took me so long to find him! I saw the whole thing before but heâs fast ! And even when I caught up to him he was so grumpy at first! Youâve got a little spitfire there!â Lemillion was looking down at Chibi in your arms with almost the same fond expression youâd had before everything happened. You reached a hand up to swipe the tears from your cheeks, sniffling once before getting yourself together and smiling at him.
âThank you for finding him for me, I didnât think itâd really be a priority when there was something like that going onâŚâ Lemillion blinked at you for a second before laughing, reaching out to stroke the top of Chibiâs head softly.Â
âThere were plenty of heroes around to catch that guy, and he was nearly out of steam anyway! When I saw this guy run off I knew I had to do something to help, so I split off and hunted him down. Heâs a smart cookie though! Knew to take the back streets and alleys, and when I found him he was huddled in a bush!â Lemillionâs hand moved down to scratch under Chibiâs chin, the canineâs eyes squinting in satisfaction. âNow that youâve got him though⌠Itâs pretty late, you should be getting home! After all that excitement, both you and the little guy probably need to rest.â
You opened your mouth to thank him one last time before you left, but halted when your stomach grumbled loudly. Your face flushed with heat once again as Lemillionâs eyed dropped to your stomach, his eyes widening in understanding after a moment.
âOh! You havenât eaten yet? Well, if itâs okay with you⌠dâyou wanna grab something to eat with me? My patrol is over now and Iâm starving!â
You blinked. Lemillion wanted to have dinner with you? You knew from the various people who posted about him online that he was a friendly hero, but this seemed a little over the topâŚ
But the look on his face was open, genuine, like it was something he did all the time. You couldnât help but nod, a small smile on your lips.
âSure, but you have to let me treat you, okay? As a thank you for rescuing ChibiâŚâ You raised the arm holding your dog, gesturing to him with your head and rolling your eyes playfully. Lemillionâs face tinted pink, his head shaking and a protest that you could already hear starting to form. âAnd I wonât take no for an answer, mister, so just accept it.â
Lemillion almost seemed bashful as he nodded, even though he was the one who boldly offered in the first place. As you led him back to your favourite ramen shop, you chatted amicably about mundane things. You didnât pick up on it straight away, but by the end of the walk you had caught him staring at you a few times as you walked, eyes always tracing over your face. As you sat down at the table in the little shop, placing Chibi on the chair next to you, you gave him a curious look.Â
âIs something wrong?â Lemillionâs face blazed at your question as he sat down across from you, rubbing his hand on the back of his neck and chuckling nervously. His eyes avoided you, instead focusing on the menu as he cleared his throat.
âNothing! Itâs fine, donât worry about it!â
You ended up dismissing the thoughts and focusing on food yourself, and soon enough the two of you had your orders and were tucking into them heartily. The shop owner (who knew you very well from your years of coming here, and absolutely loved Chibi.) even provided your little man with some strips of meat, patting him softly on the head before toddling off to serve other customers. As you ate, you stole glances at Lemillion, catching him watching you a few times again and both of you quickly breaking eye contact and looking away.Â
You couldnât shake a nagging feeling in the back of your head, a feeling you werenât able to identify constantly swimming at the edges of your mind. It felt⌠warm. Like even though you two just met, youâd known each other longer than that, and that this was just another comfortable hangout among many others.
In reality, his costume was drawing curious eyes as people passed the ramen shop. You bristled slightly when a couple of teenage girls came up to your table requesting an autograph, unsure of why you had a pit in your stomach at his resulting smile. The girls were fawning over him and somehow, it put you off the rest of your food, making you put down your utensils and push it away from you slightly. You focused on stroking Chibiâs head, giving the dog your full attention as Mirio fielded their questions and signed some of their belongings. When he finally waved goodbye to them and turned back to you, your previously happy mood had dimmed and you were simply getting tired, the emotional nature of the evening finally catching up with you. Lemillions eyes widened as you yawned, pulling his phone out of his pocket and checking the time before slapping his forehead dramatically.
âOh man! I didnât realise how late it was! We should get you home, right?â Nodding your head, you quickly pulled out some money to pay for both of your meals and picked Chibi up once again. You waved to the owner of the restaurant as you walked out, ignoring her pointedly raised brows when she looked between you and Lemillion, and stepped out into the cool night air. Crossing your arms over Chibi, you were glad youâd pulled a hoodie on before you left the house earlier, the night having cooled considerably already.Â
Lemillion took a deep breath and set his hands on his hips, smiling up at the night sky for a second before turning to face you.
âThat was some good food! Thanks for showing me this place, I might have to come back sometime.â His head tilted to the side as he noticed you wrap your arms a little tighter around Chibi, a frown twisting his face slightly. âAre you cold? Here, let me justâŚâ
Lemillion reached up, fiddling with where his cape meets his costume for a moment before the fabric came loose, reaching out to wrap it around your shoulders gently. Your eyes widened for a moment as you unwrapped one arm from around Chibiâs belly, clutching the cape closed and looking down to the floor sheepishly, heat rising in your cheeks again. Lemillion fiddled with the fabric until he was satisfied with its placement, smiling at you gently and gesturing for you to lead the way.
He was going to walk you home?
The heat in your cheeks stayed firmly in place, your stomach flipping even as you internally berate yourself. Heâs a hero, of course heâs going to be nice to you. Donât look into it too much, it doesnât mean anything to him . Forcing your feelings to chill the fuck out, you started walking toward your home and gave Lemillion a soft smile as he fell into step beside you. The walk wasnât all that long, the two of you chit chatting as you went and Chibi resting comfortably in your arms and panting as he watched the world go by. Lemillion seemed to be showing actual interest in you and your work when he asked questions, throwing you for a loop and making your stomach flip flop dramatically even though you knew he was just doing his job as a hero.Â
As you walked, your mind started to wander. You couldnât understand why you felt so⌠relaxed? That wasnât quite the right word, but the feeling in the back of your mind refused to show itself any further to let you identify it. This was a hero, a man youâd never met before that night, but you were walking and talking like youâd known each other for years, laughing and poking fun at anything and everything. Lemillionâs sense of humour was⌠odd at times, but you found yourself enjoying it nonetheless. You almost felt⌠upset when you arrived back at your house, a soft frown on your face. Lemillion noticed, because of course he did, and raised a brow at you in question.
âAre you sure youâre okay?â His voice was softer than it had been all night, and it made something in your chest twist. You ignored the feeling, schooling your features and smiling up at him with a nod.
âOf course! Well, this is me! Thank you so much, Lemillion, count me as one of your âmillion people savedâ, okay?â Your joking words had him smiling widely, hands going to his hips once again.
âDonât mention it! Have a good night, okay?â With those parting words, Lemillion turned with a mock salute and headed off into the night. You smiled after him for a moment, before making your way into your house, letting Chibi down and removing his harness. The dog immediately ran over and settled himself into his spot on the sofa, huffing as he lay down to fall asleep.Â
You groaned when you realised that Lemillion had forgotten to take his cape from you. As you held the material in your hands, you sighed and buried your face into it for a second. It still smelled like him, something citrusy and light, but still distinctly masculine, and you cringed when it occurred to you that this was super creepy . You canât just sniff a guyâs cape like that!. You folded the fabric carefully, placing it on the small table by the front door in case he realised and came back for it, before removing your hoodie to hang it up by the front door.
You failed to notice that rapidly fading glow of your soul mark on your wrist, too focused on staring fondly at your canine companion.Â
Lemillion never came back for his cape, but you saw a news story a few days later about a rescue heâd been part of and he had a new one, so you figured he wasnât all that bothered.Â
You started using it as a throw on the sofa, snuggling up with Chibi under it when you were watching TV in the evenings, hoping he never came back for the damn thing. It was the perfect thickness to provide comfort, but thin enough not to overheat you, and it was so damn soft . You loved it.
The whole encounter became just another crazy story you could tell your friends and coworkers. Lemillion found your lost dog, had dinner with you and walked you home- who else could say that? In the weeks following the event, you told it countless times, until everyone already knew and it started to fade from your repertoire. Some of them were jealous, others told you you should have dragged him into your home and had your way with him. You always felt heat rise in your cheeks at that, shaking your head vehemently to deny the idea. He was hot, sure, but he was a hero , and you were just a simple everyday woman.Â
Once the novelty wore off, you threw yourself back into your work. One of your students had been struggling a lot with her quirk- it had manifested recently and was a mutation, so none of her family were really able to help her all that much with learning how to control it.Â
Your own quirk was almost perfectly suited to your job: Empathy. You were able to feel the emotions of others when you concentrated on them, and with time you learned how to influence their emotions too. This meant that when your students were scared, frustrated or angry, you were able to calm them down a little and help them see the situation clearly.Â
Growing up, you hadnât really known how to apply your quirk most helpfully. Youâd never really wanted to be a hero, but that didnât mean you didnât want to help people, and it was only when you were volunteering to help a neighbor out with their young child that it occurred to you.
Man, I wish I had your quirk! Being able to calm this little one down during a tantrum would make my life ten times easier!
And with those words in mind, you realised what you wanted to do. Helping others by helping the next generation of heroes get to grips with their quirks, help them grow and flourish- it was perfect. Many years of studying and internships later, you were finally one of the best in the city, sought after by many schools for their problem children. It was exhausting, but youâd never trade it for anything now.
This particular little girl- Mika- had a quirk that allowed her to create storm clouds. Not just rain, but thunder and lightning too, and since she came from a family with all ground based quirks they were out of their element with her. The school had contacted you a while ago when she accidentally started making clouds inside the classroom when she got upset or didnât understand something, and then became scared at the thunder. It would make her produce more clouds, only making the situation worse and ending with lots of the students in tears.Â
Mika was a quiet girl, a little on the shy side but with a heart of gold, and you wanted to help her so damn bad. She idolised heroes, and wished for a different quirk every day because she didnât think she could become one with hers. As you were walking home from your most recent session with her, lost in your head, you didnât even see someone exiting the shop next to you.Â
You crashed into what felt like a brick wall, your ass hitting the ground harshly as you dropped your work bag. Your eyes had closed in surprise, but shot open when you heard a familiar voice.
âOh-! Iâm so sorry- Hey, itâs you!â Lemillion stood in front of you yet again, although this time in civilian clothes. You gaped up at him and blinked, before scurrying to your feet, grabbing your bag and shaking your head.
âNo! It was my fault, I wasnât paying attentionâŚâ Your eyes drifted to the takeout bag in his hand, before glancing up to see that-
You were outside the ramen shop. Heâd come back after all. Noticing your wandering gaze, he looked up to follow your eyes and chuckled, one arm coming up to rub a hand over the back of his head sheepishly.
âI uh- I really liked our dinner the other week, so Iâve been coming back here a few times since then.â Lemillionâs cheeks flushed, and you raise a brow. He almost seemed embarrassed, but you didnât understand why until he spoke up again, uncharacteristically quiet. âAnd I was- well, I was kind of hoping to run into you again to be honestâŚâ
Your heart kicked into overdrive for a second, your stomach flipping again until you realised- his cape. He probably just wanted it back, not to actually see you , because why would you even register on his radar? You were just a person heâd saved once. One of his million.
âO-oh, of course⌠If youâd be willing to walk home with me I can give it back right away, sorry for taking it in the first place but I didnât really know how to give it backâŚâ Your eyes didnât lift from your hands, readjusting your bag and making sure all of your files were in place and that nothing had fallen out. When you finally looked up, Lemillion had a confused look on his face, his head tilted slightly. You raised a brow, your brows furrowing slightly. â...Your cape? Thatâs why you were trying to find me, right?âÂ
Lemillion blinked at you, before bursting into laughter. All you could do was stand there, confused, people passing by giving you odd looks as they hurried past the hysterical man. He managed to reign it in, swiping at one of his eyes as his breathing began to level out.
âOh, man! I forgot I even left it with you! Iâve had so many spares made over the years so I donât really notice when my team swaps âem out.â The smile he gave you was genuine- and the softness in his eyes as he gazed down at you made something in your chest flutter before you could stop it. But you do- you had to stop being like this, youâd only met the man once and he saved so many people in one day, there was no way you were ever going to register on his radar and you refused to get your hopes up.
Besides, you had a soulmate out there somewhere who was waiting for you, you couldnât let yourself get hung up on him just because he was lovely, and had nice eyes and you wanted to bite his thighs and rub your hands all over his pecs and-
Stop it .
You took a deep breath, shaking your head slightly. If it wasnât his cape, then why the hell was he looking for you? Opening your mouth to ask, Lemillion cut you off before you could even speak.
âI wanted to speak to you about the kids you work with and if maybe we could set up some kind of group meet and greet, or something. I know it always motivated me to work hard at figuring out my quirk when I saw heroes in action as a kid, so imagine what it might do to actually meet one!â And there it was. The rational explanation that helped cut your thoughts off, despite the fog of hurt that suddenly swirled in your chest. This was for the best, you didnât need to obsess over a man whoâs world was so far removed from your own. You cleared your throat, adjusting your bag over your arm as you smiled up at him.
âSeems like a good idea, yeah! If youâre not too busy, that isâŚâÂ
âOf course not! I wouldnât have offered it if I didnât think Iâd have time.â Lemillion rubbed at the back of his head, digging into his pocket for a moment. âSo, I think it would probably be a good idea if we swapped numbers- to organise something, of course, just to keep in contact more easily.â
There was something odd about his face as he pulled his phone out of his pocket, but you didnât have a chance to dwell on it before he was handing you the object and prompting you to fill in your information. Once youâd shared your contacts, you asked him if heâd like to wait at the shop for you to go retrieve his cape. The hero laughed, waving you off.
âLike I said, I didnât even realise it was gone! You may as well keep it.â You went to protest, only to be cut off by his phone ringing in his hand. As he answered the call, he gave you an apologetic look, muttering softly to the person on the other side before hanging up. âShoot, they need me back at the agency- here, I wonât have time to eat it now, so you may as well have my order. At least it wonât go to waste then, right?â
Without waiting for a response, he placed the bag in your hand and darted off, your jaw dropping as you looked after him. With a heavy sigh, you trudged home and set the takeaway on the kitchen counter, Chibi circling at your feet in excitement. Opening the bags to inspect what heâd bought, something fluttered in your chest when you saw the contents.
Lemillion had ordered the exact things youâd both had on the night youâd met.Â
You shouldnât be feeling like this about a man youâve only met in person twice .Â
Lemillion was just too nice, too lovely, though, and as you texted back and forth in the weeks following your second meeting you couldn't help the little flip flops that your stomach went through when you saw his name light up your phone screen. The man was always so happy in his texts, so understanding when you ended up delving into the more serious discussions about your students.Â
It was playing absolute havoc on your heart.Â
It was finally the day before Lemillion would be coming into your afterschool class to meet your students, the whole thing set up as a surprise for the youngsters. Putting down your phone after sending him a text to confirm that everything was still good to go, you sighed and turned your hand over to stare at your soulmate mark. This wasnât fair. There was someone out there for you, and here you were getting all worked up over a man way out of your league. You shook your head, letting your arm drop down onto your bed, curling up further onto your side and closing your eyes.Â
âWhat are you doingâŚ? Just- stop it. Itâll never work. He probably already has his soulmate, so thereâs no pointâŚâ Murmuring to yourself softly, your eyes shot open when your phone buzzed next to your face on the pillow. Lemillionâs name filled your screen, your heart kicking up a gear as you swiped to open the message.
Lemillion: All good on my end! As long as thereâs no emergencies tomorrow, I should be there around 3! I canât wait to see you!
And there was your heart, pounding even heavier as the chat bubbles came up again, signalling him typing once more.
Lemillion: And the kids, obviously! Haha, thatâs the main thing tomorrow, isnât it!
Your heart calmed down a little, but heat remained in your cheeks from his words. He hadnât corrected himself, heâd just added on the kids. Did that mean-?
Groaning, you turned your face into your pillow. You really needed to stop this, damn it. You peeked one eye out when your phone buzzed with an alert. Tapping on the notification, you were taken to a news page about a fight that had broken out earlier in the day. Your heart swelled when you caught sight of a certain blonde hero, a video showing him engaged in a hand to hand fight with a villain that was attempting to rob a bank. The villain couldnât land a single hit, Lemillionâs permeation quirk frustrating him more and more as the hero kept punching him over and over. Eventually, the villain fell to the floor after a particularly solid hit to the face, knocked out and drooling on the floor.Â
The determined look in Lemillionâs eyes throughout the fight only made you admire him more, his drive to protect the civilians from harm and save as many people as possible⌠He truly was an inspiration. You tapped out of the video, going back to your messages with the hero. Sighing once again, you decided to turn in.
After sending him a thumbs up and wishing him goodnight, you plugged your phone in and turned over, closing your eyes once more and attempting to fall asleep so you wouldnât be completely knocked out the next day. The last thoughts in your mind swirled around him, head filled with visions of his eyes, the sounds of his laugh.
Hot. It was so hot, sweat dripping down your spine as you perched on the edge of the bed, your ass raised high and your face buried in the covers. Hands were clasped around your waist, big and reassuring as the man leaned forward to place kisses across your shoulders, a whine sticking in your throat as you arched into him. You felt his lips stretch into a smile at your movements before he straightened, one of his hands leaving your waist to move between your legs, the tip of his finger circling your clit and forcing a moan from your chest. Starting at a teasing pace, his finger gradually got faster, making your legs shake and hands grasp the sheets where they were stretched above your head.Â
Somehow you were already dripping wet, your walls aching to be filled, clenching around nothing. A deep chuckle met your ears as he removed his hand, the feeling of something much thicker taking its place as he rubbed the head of his cock against your clit. Trying to push back against him, you gasped when he softly swatted at your ass, laughing once again.Â
Your wishes were granted when you felt him start to push into you, your jaw dropping open at the stretch of him- long, thick and heavy inside you. He gave you a minute to adjust to him, before he started to move. His thighs hit against your ass with each pump of his hips, leaving you achingly empty when he drew back and pulling moans from you when he pushed back in.Â
You jolted awake, sweat covering your skin and the sheets kicked off around your legs. Chest heaving, you reached up to wipe the sweat from your brow, noting the mess of wetness between your thighs.Â
That voice⌠That was LemillionâŚ
You shook your head, reaching over to grab your phone and check the time. With only about 20 minutes before you had to get up to get ready for work anyway, you switched off your alarm and slunk into the shower to clean up. It felt so real, the warmth of his hands on your skin almost lingering on you even in the heat of the shower.Â
After staying under the hot spray for much longer than was strictly necessary, you managed to pull yourself together and sat down for a small breakfast, wondering how the fuck you were going to look Lemillion in the eyes today after that dream. Taking a deep breath, you closed your eyes and forced yourself to calm down.Â
Damn it, Iâm a professional! I can do this. Â
Breakfast cleared, you grabbed your bag and your files, patting Chibi on the head softly before leaving for the day, the dog looking up at you with a huff to see you off.
âWhyâd we gotta wait âtill after school? Tell us!â
â Please? âÂ
The kids were practically frothing at the mouth when you told them you had a surprise waiting for them during their last official lesson of the day, many of them getting frustrated when you refused to tell them what was happening during your session after official school hours ended. While most of the kids in this class had a good handle on their quirks, there were more in here that struggled than any other class so for the time being you had a group session with them one day a week. The kids with more difficulty had individual sessions with you on other days, like Mika.Â
Your eyes drifted over to her where she sat quietly in the corner of the class, fiddling with a keychain on her backpack. As the other kids began packing up their things, you wandered over to where she was sitting and crouched down to her height, smirking when you realised what she was messing with.
A Lemillion keychain.
âDo you like Lemillion, Mika?â The little girl jumped at your voice, but smiled when she realised you were asking her about her accessory. The smile spread as she looked down at it and nodded, her fingers tracing the raised metal that framed a cartoon version of the hero. You pulled the sleeves of your cardigan further over your wrists as you raised a brow at her.
âHeâs my favourite! Heâs strong, and nice, and he saves so many people!â Resting your hand on the top of her head softly, you gave her a grin. âI wanna be a hero like him! I wanna save lotsa people just like Lemillion!â
âI just know you can do it, Mika! Work hard, and you can be just like him!â You straightened and headed back towards the door, leaning against the frame as you waited for the kids to be ready to leave. A buzzing in your pocket had you pulling out your phone.
Lemillion: Iâm in the gym, ready to go! Canât wait!
Placing your phone back into your pocket, you clapped your hands as the kids lined up in front of you, getting their attention. They quieted down quickly, eager to find out what their surprise was. You led them easily through the school grounds until you got to the gym, pausing outside the door and clearing your throat as you turned to your group.
âOkay guys, I need you to listen to me closely! Your surprise is in here, and I know youâre all gonna be excited, but please remember your manners, okay?â Murmurs erupted through the group, brows furrowing in confusion until you opened the door and ushered them in. Collective gasps filled the room as the group finally saw their prize: Lemillion, in the flesh, standing in the middle of the gym. Your eyes strayed to Mika, taking in the shining of her eyes and the way her jaw dropped before she looked back at you. She grinned, a look mirrored on your own face, before her eyes returned to her hero.
The next hour or so was mostly Lemillion fielding questions, signing things and hyping the kids up, many of them leaving with their parents afterwards with smiles filling their faces, as well as new determination. You had to hand it to him- heâd been right about this encouraging the kids, but there was one more thing you wanted to squeeze out of the experience.
âMika?â the girl in question looked up at you, still clutching her backpack with careful hands. Lemillion had signed it for her, and you had a feeling that it was now her prized possession. âCan you come here for a moment?â
Having already cleared an extra fifteen minutes with her parents, you knew this would be just what the girl needed to help with her quirk. As she approached, you looked over to Lemillion once again, meeting his eyes and tilting your head down towards her. A look of understanding filled his face as he walked towards you, his smile returning as he approached Mika and yourself. Mika looked sheepish, especially now that everyone else had left, but Lemillion gave her a soft smile as he crouched down.Â
âHiya Mika! I hear youâve been having a little trouble with your quirk?â The girlâs smile fell, her eyes drifting down to the floor as she nodded her head. âWell, would you believe me if I told you that I had a really hard time with my quirk when I was your age?â
Her eyes shot up to meet his, shaking her head slowly. The smile never left his face as he began to explain his quirk to her in a little more detail, telling her how dangerous it had been for him at first. Mikaâs eyes shined at the information, her fists clenching slightly in front of her chest.
âIt was hard work, because even though my pops has the same quirk, he never learned how to use it like I do! I had to figure it out all on my own, sorta like how youâre figuring out your quirk too! And a lot of the time I was scared of my quirk, so me and you are practically the same!âÂ
Mika froze, her eyes widening. You held your breath, hoping beyond all hope that this was what she needed to get her out of the slump sheâd been drifting into. Lemillion tilted his head with a broad smile, and Mikaâs eyes filled with tears as she smiled back at him. Her posture straightened as she swiped at her eyes, that same determined glint in them that youâd seen on the other students. She gave him an intent nod, sniffling slightly.Â
âIâll work hard, Lemillion! Just like you!â Mikaâs parents entered just as she made her bold claim, Lemillion laughing and ruffling her hair as he stood up. They came over, thanking the hero profusely and chatting for a moment before ushering a highly excited Mika from the gym. You heaved a sigh of relief as the door swung shut behind them, resting your hands on your hips as you swung your head around to look at Lemillion.Â
âThank you for that, I was really struggling to get through to her but I think you did it!â A smile on your face, you rubbed at one of your arms with your other hand, a little bashful. âI think sheâll be okay thanks to you. Another citizen saved, Lemillion.âÂ
Lemillion grinned, giving you a thumbs up and nodding his head. As you helped him pack up, you kept feeling his eyes on you, always averting when you turned to make eye contact. When you finished, he cleared his throat and approached you, a faint dusting of pink on his cheeks.
âThanks for letting me do this! It was super fun, and I think it helped the kids a lot.â You nodded to him, giving him a smile in return. As you exited the gym with your things, Lemillion holding the door for you, you looked up to see the sky darkening with clouds rather quickly. He came up beside you, letting the door swing shut behind him and glancing up himself. âOh shoot, looks like itâs gonna rain pretty hard⌠Did you walk here?â
You nodded your head, searching through your bag for your umbrella and raising it with a flourish once you dragged it from the depths. A frown seemed to be cemented on Lemilionâs face, making you raise a brow at him.
âIâll be fine, itâs only about fifteen minutes from here if you know the shortcuts like I do!â He shook his head once, placing his fists on his hips as he sighed and looked at the floor, only raising his head again when you made a questioning noise.Â
âOnly one thing for it. Iâll have to walk you home again to make sure you get there safely.â His words made your jaw drop, a scoff escaping before you could stop it. A grin snuck onto his face once again, that same pinkness returning to his cheeks. âItâs my duty as a hero, and itâs starting to get late! Donât say no- Iâll do it either way so you may as well accept it.â
With a sigh, you decided that maybe walking home with him again wasnât so bad. The fluttering in your chest was impossible to ignore, and it gave you more time with the hero so- who were you to complain, really?
Ten minutes later, you were sure heâd regret his actions.Â
He was dripping wet, the rain having come down hard and fast shortly into your walk and the wind picking up to the point where your umbrella was useless. You werenât faring much better yourself, trying to shelter your bag as best you could with all your files inside it. The duffel bag he had with him was a little more resistant to water, but even that would only go so far and you could see the bag changing colour as the water started to seep into it. When you finally saw your house in the distance, you sped up a little, jerking your head toward the door when you finally got there and trudging into the hallway with a groan, Lemillion following you in for a brief respite from the rain.Â
Looking up at him with his hair flopping into his eyes limply, water dripping off it, you couldnât help but admire him. He still had a sparkle in his eyes even as he shivered slightly, trying to wring out his cape a little in the entryway to not let it drip all over your floor. Chibi came barrelling over, sniffing at the newcomer with intent as he realised someone had come home. Lemillion smiled broadly as he bent down, stroking the top of the pomâs head and tickling under his chin.
âHey little guy! Good to see you again!â You dropped your bag to the floor, looking at the hero with a scrutinising eye. He turned to you, tilting his head at your study of him and looking down at his outfit with furrowed brows. âWhat? Is something wrong?â
âAre you done for the day or do you have to rush off?â
He blinked at you. You blinked back at him.Â
When he finally shook his head no, you nodded yours and started removing your shoes.
âYou can shower and wait here for the rain to stop if you want, donât want a hero like you catching a cold, now do we?â You tried to sound as nonchalant as possible, though your heart was thundering in your chest. Would he take this the wrong way? You just didnât want to be the reason he got sick, and it really was throwing it down outside. He seemed to hesitate, making heat rise to your face as you finally wriggled a boot off. âYou donât have to, but I just thought Iâd offer.â
When you looked up at him, his face had softened, making your heart thud painfully for a second at the look in his eyes. He sighed, reaching up to rub at the back of his head again.Â
(You definitely didnât admire the way his arm flexed. Nope. No sir.)
( You did. )
âYâknow, I think thatâd be gre-â His phone rang in the side pocket of his duffel bag, making him wince as he checked the ID. Tamaki . He raised a finger to you, an apologetic look on his face as he spoke quietly into the phone. You tried not to listen in, frowning as you headed further into your apartment and scratched at Chibiâs head softly when he followed you.Â
Tamaki. That was the pro hero Sun Eater, Lemillionâs close friend- or were they more than friends? Theyâd always been very close from what the tabloids reported, even close enough for a few to claim that they were together romantically, but it was never confirmed. What if they were soulmates? It would make sense, they often spent days off together, often worked together extremely well on missions, so it wasnât that much of a stretchâŚ
âSorry âbout that! I- uh- I have to go meet someone, he really needs me right now and-â
âItâs fine! You go do whatever you gotta do, no harm, no foul! Just try and get out of the rain fast, okay? I donât want you getting sick.â Your words came out fairly neutral, you hoped, the smile on your face only slightly forced. Lemillion frowned, another apology spilling from his lips as he left your house quickly.Â
You looked down at Chibi with a sigh, the dog tilting his head at you and wagging his tail slowly.
âIâm screwed, arenât I?â
Chibi simply huffed, heading over to his food bowl and placing a paw on it, looking at you imploringly. You shook your head fondly, going to feed the little gremlin before he got too grumpy with you.
How you ended up here was beyond your comprehension, really.
Your talks with Lemillion never ceased after the meet and greet. The hero always found time to text you, or call if he needed his hands free while he was cooking or something, forming a rather⌠odd friendship? There was no one else you spoke to as often, but you also still hardly knew the man. Your little crush, however, didnât care in the slightest and continued to grow with each day. Trying to hide it was getting easier with time, though, the way you two spoke becoming more and more comfortable, and you didnât understand why he was really bothering with you in the first place. When you asked him, he had simply chuckled and said a very cryptic I just have to! Iâm not too sure why, but I always follow my instincts!
Whatever that meant.
The colder months had creeped in, the leaves changing colour rapidly and the weather turning almost before your eyes. Lemillion- no, Togata , as he had started insisting you called him- was telling you about an upcoming hero gala while you cooked dinner. You had him on speaker phone as you cooked, the man walking home from his patrol as he chatted away. Not properly listening as you cooked, you only caught the end of what he was saying.
â-So you should come too! Itâd be fun, and I can introduce you to the others!âÂ
You choked, lowering the heat on your stove as you scrambled over to your phone on the opposite countertop.Â
âIâm sorry- what?! You want me to-?âÂ
âYeah! I think itâd be great, donât you?â Swallowing thickly, your tongue felt too big for your mouth and you sputtered slightly. âNejire has been asking about you, and Tamaki wants to meet you too! Plus we can hang out properly for a while, please come with me?â
Your face flushed, your heart kicking up a gear as you thought about it. He wanted to go with you? Youâd be out of your element around a bunch of heroes but- you couldnât deny that you wanted to spend more time with himâŚ
âSureâŚ?â Togataâs answering cheer had you smiling softly at your phone, shaking your head slowly in fondness as you returned to cooking your dinner.Â
Which led you to the situation of incomprension.
Weeks later, youâd procured a beautiful long sleeved dress, just thick enough to stave off the cool temperature without a jacket so you could be comfortable. Youâd made your way to the venue in a car Togata ordered for you, texting him on the way and smiling when he said heâd meet you at the entrance. As the car pulled up, you saw him standing at the edge of the curb and your breath caught.Â
The suit he was wearing was perfectly tailored, sharp lines and fabric clenched around his thick arms and thighs. His face lit up as the car stopped, his hand already outstretched to get the door for you. When you stepped out, his jaw dropped as he took you in.
âW-Wow! You look amazing!â Heat flooded your system at his words, forcing you to look down and tuck a stray lock of hair behind your ear.Â
âYou donât look so bad yourself, TogataâŚâ He chuckled as he closed the door, gesturing toward the venue with a grin. You made your way inside with him, looking around nervously at the expensive decor of the hotel the event was being held at. There were heroes everywhere; Creati, Mirko, Chargebolt and- holy shit was that Deku ?Â
What the hell were you doing here? You were nothing in comparison to all of these people, saviours of humanity and fucking heroes and-
And then Togata grasped your wrist softly, and it felt like the world stood still. All you could feel was the warmth of his hand, the tension leaching from your body almost instantly. The noise in the room became a dull echo in the background, all of your senses focused on that single point of contact.Â
Heart pounding for an entirely different reason now, you looked up at Togata with a curious face. He smiled down at you, tugging your wrist gently and inclining his head outward one of the quieter corners of the room. As you followed him, you frowned down at his hand, prompting him to drop it.
(You missed the warmth of his hand almost instantly, but youâd never tell anyone.)
âSorry, Tamaki and Nejire are this way. Tamaki isnât exactly fond of the big crowds at these kinda things, so you can usually find him in the corners.â Togata had to speak up a little for you to hear him over the din, but as the crowd thinned and you approached the edge of the room, the noise levelled out to be much quieter. Just ahead, leaning against a wall, you recognized Togataâs friends and swallowed thickly. Nejire, as you more commonly knew the hero- looked absolutely stunning in her seafoam green dress, her shoulders bared elegantly. Her hair fell in soft curls around her shoulders, wobbling slightly with every pat on the back that she gave the other person standing against the wall.Â
Sun Eater looked like heâd rather be anywhere else- at least, from what you could tell from where he was seemingly trying to become one with the wall by attaching his face to it. Nejire patting his back seemed to be doing absolutely nothing to make him feel better, unintelligible words falling from his mouth in a near constant mumble. As you and Togata approached, Nejire spotted you and immediately lit up, smacking Sun Eaterâs back a little harder.Â
âOoooh! Amajiki! Theyâre here! Look!â Nejire smiled brilliantly as you both came to a stop beside her, finally ceasing her assault of the shy hero. Mirio went to introduce you, but had hardly gotten your name out before she was cutting him off. âI know who she is! Oh wow! Weâve heard so much about you, itâs so nice to finally have a face for the name! I love your hair, and that dress is to die for! Hey, Togata has told us about your quirk and stuff, whatâs it like working with the kids? Was it hard to get started in your line of work? How did you know you wanted to do it? Have you been-â
âOkay! Nejire, let her breathe!â Togata ended the questioning, placing his hand on your shoulder gently. âThis isnât twenty questions, weâre just here to have a good time. How are you holding up, Tamaki?â
The man in question groaned, turning his face to the side slightly but still not turning around. Togata left your side to go to his friend, placing a gentle hand on his back and leaning in to continue his conversation, leaving you and Nejire alone. She leaned toward you, a grin on her face that you nervously returned.
âYâknow, Mirio talks about you all the time . Like- heâll be walkinâ around and see something and just- talk about how much youâd like it! Itâs adorable!â You flushed at her words, looking down at the floor and grasping one of your wrists with the opposite hand.Â
He talked about you? It almost sounded like he- but there was no way! You really hadnât done anything to earn Togataâs attention. He was more likely just excited about having a new friend.
That must be it.
Togata coaxed Nejire away before you could respond, enlisting her help to get Sun Eater away from the wall. It took a few minutes, the two of them making you giggle at some of the ways they tried to get him to move, but eventually they got the reluctant man away and you all headed into the main hall of the venue.Â
And it was stunning.Â
Tall ceilings, gold ornaments, thick red velvet curtains. You were miles out of your element.
The event was being held as a fundraiser- an auction where all of the items would be sold and the money would go to charity, and it seemed they were ready to start selling items off. You nudged Togata and pointed towards the refreshments table, letting him know to come find you there after the auction part of the evening. Grabbing a drink and settling into a chair at one of the tables, you watched as pro heroes bid their money on seemingly useless objects for people who made as much money as they did- spa hampers, signed merch from other heroes, tickets to a local play; all things donated by local businesses and the other heroes themselves.Â
As the heroes were preoccupied, you took a moment to admire the room, and the outfits of some of the heroes and their dates. Even the waiting staff were dressed to the nines in well pressed suits and-
Wait.Â
⌠Why are there so many waiters gathered by the doors?
Pausing mid sip of your drink, you tilted your head and frowned at the three sets of double doors, watching as the waiters all seemed to have some kind of meeting. You placed your drink down on the table, rising slowly when the waiters spread out across the doors. A person in front of each one leaned their hands against the closed doors, and your heart rate picked up as one of them sealed the door by turning it to stone. Another door became locked shut when roots and vines cracked through the wood, knotting around each other until it was nearly a solid wall, and the last one was encased in what looked like a thick purple paste. Some of the partygoers nearby cried out, prompting the heroes to turn and notice what was going on. A few of the waiters grabbed nearby guests, grasping their hands behind their backs and holding up syringes right over their necks.
Unfortunately, you were standing near one of them. You gasped as your arms were grabbed, twisting behind your back uncomfortably and a needle held just above where your pulse was pounding.
âHello, heroes! Hope you donât mind if we crash the party!â The heroes swung their heads back to the stage just in time to see the MC for the auction fall to the floor, blood dripping from a wound on his temple. A large man stood behind him, a cane in his hand with a carved raven on the handle- red liquid dripping from the beak. Draped in a dark cape and a tailored suit, thick sunglasses on his face, the man was grinning widely at the group of heroes before him. âPlease, donât move a muscle! If you do, Iâll be forced to do something- well, just awful. That means you, Deku! And you, Dynamight!â
The two heroes in question had moved to the front of the crowd, but halted when the man reached up and took hold of his glasses. The villain slid them down his nose slowly, looking down at the two top heroes with a sick grin. Dynamight growled, moving his arms to his sides, his palms lighting up as he prepared to attack the villain-
Until it suddenly stopped. With a green glow surrounding his body, Dynamightâs body began to turn an odd grayish hue. Deku turned to his friend with a gasp, panic filling his features as the number two hero was turned to stone.
âLike I said- I donât want to have to petrify so many of Japanâs top heroes in one go, after all! Not to mention- all those lovely hostages around the room would suffer so much if you disobey meâŚâ The villainâs words seemed to echo with how quiet the hall got, your chest beginning to ache in fear as your eyes searched the crowd. Togataâs eyes met yours, his gaze focused entirely on you. Through your tears you could see how tense he was, his teeth bared in a grimace as he realised he couldnât get to you. His head swung to look over at the villain, your eyes widening at the absolute rage that seemed to vibrate through him. Youâd never seen him like this before, how could this be the same man who called you in tears a few weeks ago when he watched a video online about some rescue dogs?
At the front of the crowd, Deku had turned back to the villain. His face was grim, a deep frown directed straight at the stage and his eyes hardened.Â
âWhat have you done to Kacchan?!â
âNow, now, donât worry! Iâll be more than happy to undo it once we get what we came for! And I hate to be so boring as to ask for it, but- we want your money. You came to donate to charity, correct? Well, I have a very worthy charity case for you to donate to! All you have to-âÂ
A cry sounded from within the crowd, one of the lower ranked heroes launching himself at one of the waiters nearby with a hostage- if you remembered correctly, it was his date. All three of them hit the ground, his date scrabbling back to him as the waiter moved away quickly.Â
To your dismay, the waiter that was next along jammed the needle into the neck of his hostage.Â
The guest began to scream immediately, the womanâs skin starting to sizzle and steam as she was thrown away from the waiter, her hands scratching at any bare patch of skin and ripping it off of her, as if it was barely even attached. She looked to be in absolute agony, bubbles of skin growing on her face before they popped.Â
It was horrifying.Â
Tears were falling thick and fast down your cheeks, your body shaking with fear. That same needle was hovering above your neck, above the necks of about 20 people in the room, and it looked like even saving one would result in the death of another.
âI did ask you all to stay perfectly still, you know. I wanted to avoid thisâŚâ The villain shook his head in mocking disapproval, as if the womanâs screams werenât still echoing. âNow, as I was saying⌠We have a lovely bank account just waiting to be filled with all your precious money, and itâs for a very good cause. Me and all my friends here could really use it!â
The screams had finally died down. The woman was lying on the floor, her skin mostly melted off, still steaming in places. Your eyes found Togataâs once more, his own looking frantic as it really set in that he couldnât do anything, he couldnât save you or anyone right now .
You could see the same look on the faces of all the other heroes present.Â
Deku looked like he was going to combust, Nejire-Chan and Sun Eater looked at each other with furrowed brows, as if they were trying to figure out their next step.
Togata couldnât take his eyes off you.
There was a level of desperation there that you didnât quite understand. Even though the other heroes looked upset at not being able to help their dates and friends, Togata seemed especially upset when his eyes were latched onto your figure.Â
You hated it.
That look in his eyes, it was so unlike his usual smiles. Something inside of you bristled at the lack of brightness in his expression. Blinking a few times to try and clear the tears from your eyes, you made sure he was looking at you before giving him a small smile. Reassurance.Â
Itâs okay.Â
Togataâs eyes looked watery, although you couldnât really tell from this distance, before he suddenly broke eye contact. He grit his teeth, his eyes screwing shut for a moment as he swung his head to glare at the villain.
âAll this?! All this just for money ?! You just killed someone !â Togataâs voice cut through the silence, the heroes around him gasping at his outburst. He was shaking with anger, his eyes blazing as the villain simply laughed.Â
âAh-! Not quite! I didnât kill anybody! After all, I did warn you all that Iâd have to do something awful if you didnât listen!â The villain sounded so full of glee, so proud of what heâd done here.âBesides, itâs only cause of this stupid hero system that people like me struggle to get work and need to resort to this shit! If we could all use our quirks freely then things would be different!â
⌠wait.
The villain was still ranting, but you couldnât even hear him anymore. Use your quirk freely⌠What if you could influence someone? Your eyes roved over the villain, unsure about how this would go⌠you didnât have a licence to do hero work, but you did have something of a concession for using your quirk due to working with the kids. No one would even know, thereâs no visual representation with your quirk on you , it only shows around the person youâre influencing. So the only people in the room that would know it was you would be Togata, Nejire and Sun Eater⌠You didnât know if you were covered with your partial-licence, but surely you had to try.
The other risk was whether or not taking the leader out would impact the waiters. You were hopeful that if you took him out of the equation, in the chaos theyâd just drop their hostages, but there was always the risk that theyâd just inject their hostages anyway. You had to get a message to someone, somehowâŚ
Togata looked at you again. Locking eyes with him, you schooled your face into the most neutral expression you could, and activated your quirk. A subtle blue glow, almost like a very tiny glitter shower, began around Togataâs ears.
Calm. Collected. Relax.
His face melted from itâs disgruntled rage, his mind clearing for a moment as you stopped your quirk, your eyes shooting to the other hostages and back to him before looking at the villain again. When you looked back at Togata, he didnât seem to understand for a moment before it seemed to click.Â
A nod. A smile.
Togata turned and kept his voice to a low murmur, saying something to the other heroes as subtly as he could while the villain kept yelling about the inadequacy of hero society. You really hoped that he got your idea right.
Please.
When Togata finally looked back at you and nodded, you realised that many of the heroes seemed to be bracing themselves, each one angling their body slowly towards one of the hostages. Relief flooded through you as you turned your eyes toward the villain at the front, focusing on him directly.
Activating your quirk, you were suddenly filled with a chaotic swirl of emotions. What this man felt wasnât just rage, there was sadness, fear, pain. You didnât want to do this to him, but there was no other choice. You grunted softly as the blue glow, much stronger this time as you were concentrating so hard, began to sparkle around his ears.
Relax. Calm. Peace.Â
He stopped talking. The manâs face, previously screwed up in anger, relaxed swiftly as he stared off into space for a moment and you held onto his emotions as tightly as you could.
A moment was all the heroes needed.
All at once, the heroes jumped, each one launching towards a hostage and knocking the waiters over in the same breath, a coordinated attack. At the same moment, Deku jumped at the main villain, tackling and subduing the man as you finally let your control go, a splitting headache taking up residence in your mind immediately.Â
Togata came for you, because of course he did.Â
His fist flew past your head and rammed into the waiterâs, the man behind you dropping the needle and falling to the floor, the hand gripped around your wrists ripping your dress as he fell. You stumbled forward, Togataâs arms pulling you into his chest immediately and securing you there. Sobbing immediately, you buried your face into him and clutched at his shirt, eyes screwed closed.
âI knew my soulmate would be smart, but youâre a genius, you know that?âÂ
... What?
You opened your eyes, ready to question him when your eyes caught on your soul mark, bared thanks to your ripped sleeve on your dress.
Glowing.
Eyes widening, you looked up at Togata, seeing the soft smile on his face even as around you the other heroes were busy dealing with the waiters (who had immediately panicked at their leader being taken down with no fighting) and working on getting the doors open again. He chuckled at your confusion, one of his hands leaving your waist to reach up and cup your cheek carefully.Â
âYou-? But-? What?â Your brain seemed to grind to a halt, nothing making sense even as you absolutely relished in the warmth of his hand on your cheek and his arm around you. Togata burst out laughing this time, leaning back enough to put a bit of space between you both. He reached for the hem of his shirt, lifting it slightly until his lower abdominals were on display. You would have blushed if your eyes hadnât locked onto the glowing mark on his hip.
A little seed, with a sprout coming out of it.Â
You frowned, looking back up at him and shaking your head slowly until he started speaking again.
âI had a feeling it was you when we first met. It felt like coming home even though weâd never even seen each other before⌠But I didnât understand until you explained your job. Youâre nurturing the next generation of heroes, your own little seeds, helping them grow. Thatâs when I really knew it.â Togata looked down at his hip again, smiling fondly at the mark and then back at you. âYouâre amazing. Iâm so glad itâs you.â
Your eyes filled with tears again at his words, at the soft grin he gave you as he lowered his shirt again, at the pure joy that you could feel radiating off him now that you were out of danger. It was too much, you couldnât handle it, all the emotions of the day catching up to you as you sobbed. Togataâs eyes immediately widened in panic, his arms shooting around you again and pulling you close.Â
Comfort. Safety. Love.
Your quirk was working on itâs own, opening you up to Togata, letting you feel his emotions and pouring your own back into him, his arms stiffening as they registered and he realised they werenât his own feelings this time, that you felt the same .Â
How could you not?
He leaned you back again, hands cupping your face and wiping the tears from your cheeks as he beamed down at you, uncaring that your face was soaked, uncaring that your makeup was running-
He leaned in, and he kissed you.
Just like before, the world stopped.
There was nothing other than you, and him, and the fact that youâd been denying it for months but he was your soulmate . You finally felt like you could breathe after being underwater for so long, like you fit perfectly against him, in his arms. It was intoxicating.
The kiss, while it started loving and almost chaste, a relief that youâd made it through all this, quickly became more desperate as you realised that this man was yours .
And then Nejire cleared her throat.
Togata and you broke apart, faces flushed with heat as you stared at her wide eyed.Â
âIâm so psyched that you guys are together and all, but we kinda need to finish up here you two! Câmon, you can suck each otherâs faces later !â Nejire walked towards the (now open-when did that happen?) doors, making you realise that in the few minutes you two had carved out together in the chaos, everything had calmed down. Police were escorting the villain and his waiter-lackeys from the building, the heroes were giving their statements to other officers, and ambulances were arriving to help the hostages. Togata helped you toward them, noting how weak youâd become after using your quirk under the circumstances.Â
What followed was a few annoying hours of being checked over by the EMTâs, police taking statements, and a lot of suggestive looks between you and Togata. He knew what he was doing, the bastard, taking off his suit jacket and placing it around your shoulders, his smell surrounding you in both comfort and frustration. Rolling up his sleeves so you could see the muscles in his forearms flexing.Â
Now that you werenât yelling at yourself for being attracted to him, it seemed like the flood gates had opened. You were openly ogling him even as they announced that you were free to go, your eyes laser focused on him. As soon as you were standing you made your way straight over, Togataâs eyes catching your movement before you reached him and prompting a smile.
It wasnât one of his usual smiles.
It seemed that, like you, Togata was feeling the effects of that kiss, an edge of hunger in his eyes and on the curve of his lips that had you aching in your core. As you came to a stop in front of him, he reached for you automatically, pulling you into his side and resting his hand on your hip to keep you pressed against him. He bid the heroes he was talking to goodbye quickly after that, pulling his phone out to get a car called and looking down at you when you were waiting at the curb for it to pull up.
âCan I take you home? Wanna make sure you get in safe.âÂ
Togata pulled you toward him, wrapping his arms around you and planting his lips on yours, your own arms wrapping around his neck as you pressed yourself against him. The adrenaline from nearly dying had worn off, but in its wake a new excitement was building in your veins. The thought that this man was all yours was still swirling through your mind, and now that you were pressed up against all that muscle you were aching between your thighs.Â
Togata pressed you against the wall in the hallway, parting from you and panting heavily, his forehead pressed to yours. Your hands moved to cup his cheeks, your nose nudging against his gently as you tried to reconnect your lips, feeling him smirk at your insistence.Â
âTogataâŚâ A soft utterance of his name had him growling, pressing his lips to yours once again. His hands smoothed down from their place at your waist, moving over your ass and squeezing gently. When he pulled away, he pulled your hips against him, letting you feel his hardness against your stomach.Â
âMirio- Call me Mirio, okay?â His voice had dropped, a roughness to it that wasnât usually present that made a thrill run down your spine. You nodded, leaning back against the wall and looking up at him with hooded eyes. Mirio took your hand, lifting your wrist- the one with your soul mark on it- to his lips without letting his eyes leave yours, and brushed his lips across the mark itself. Your lashes fluttered at the soft contact, the air around you charging with each movement, your chest beginning to heave.
âMirio, pleaseâŚâ With his eyes sparkling, Mirio lowered his head slowly, moving past your lips to your jawline, his hand coming up to tilt your head further and allow himself better access to your neck. You gasped as his lips and tongue assaulted your pulse point, your hips nudging toward him in pleasure, the feeling making you throb in need. âM-Mirio, bedroom, n-nowâŚâ
The distance seemed to evaporate with how quickly Mirio dragged you through the house, following your directions between heated kisses. As soon as you were in the bedroom, Mirio flung his jacket from your shoulders with a solid yank.Â
âI really love you in my clothes, but I also really want you out of âem right nowâŚâ He murmured against your lips, reaching for the buttons on his shirt and swiftly undoing them, shrugging it off as soon as he could. Your hands had a mind of their own as they roamed his chest, dragging over his nipples and relishing in the little twitch he gave.Â
Mirioâs hands moved to your hips once again, starting to drag your dress up by bunching the fabric at your waist bit by bit. Despite the heated atmosphere, and how much the both of you wanted to move this along, Mirio was taking his time where he could, teasing you when he finally pulled it up and over your head. Once your hands were free, they immediately moved to his belt, working it open as he dipped his head down to reconnect your lips. Your dress fell to the floor, his hands fastening to your waist once more as he moved you backwards towards your bed. Mirio helped you lay back, before straightening and undoing his pants properly, letting them drop to the floor and leaving him in some rather tight boxer briefs.Â
The outline of his cock was daunting, but it made your mouth water with how thick it looked, the idea of it stretching you forcing wetness to pool between your legs. Mirio made to step forward and out of his pants-
Only to get his feet tangled and fall over, barely catching himself on the edge of the bed.
You burst into giggles, covering your mouth to stifle them when Mirio shot you a look of exasperation. He struggled to unhook his feet from the fabric, groaning in frustration before ultimately deciding to use his quirk, letting the fabric pass through his feet as he crawled onto the bed.
You reached for him as soon as he was done stepping out of his pants, grasping his shoulder and neck to bring his lips back to yours. With only your panties and his briefs in the way, you could feel him pressed against you so much clearer, the pressure on your clit forcing a whine from deep in your chest.Â
Mirio smirked into your kiss, rolling his hips forward as he settled between your legs, eliciting a gasp that he took full advantage of, slipping his tongue into your mouth.Â
Having his hands roving over your body, feeling each and every curve, squeezing at your flesh- you felt like you were on fire, Mirioâs desire for you evident in the way his hips rolled desperately against you, the cling of your panties to your soaked core betraying just how much you wanted him in return.Â
âBeen thinking of you like this for so longâŚâ Mirio muttered between kisses, moving his kisses back to your neck, down to your collarbone and nibbling at the flesh there. Your back arched, Mirio taking advantage of the opportunity once again to reach behind you and start undoing your bra.
After a moment of struggle that elicits giggles form the both of you, he finally gets the damn thing undone and drags it off. He stops for a moment, leaning back and admiring the view of you utterly debauched below him, eyes hooded, lips kiss swollen, chest heaving. Reaching to cup your cheek for a moment, he rubs your cheekbone with his thumb and chews at his lip for a moment.
âI donât- Iâm not super experienced , if you know what I meanâŚâ His face flushed at his admission, eyes focused on tracing your jawline instead of making eye contact. You giggled at him, reaching up to cover his hand with your own as you turned to nuzzle into it.Â
âIâm hardly the queen of experience either, you know. But this already feels so much better than anything elseâŚâ Mirio smiled at your words, finally looking into your eyes again. He leaned down, nuzzling at your breast for a moment before sucking your nipple into his mouth, dragging his teeth slowly over the peak and watching as your face contorted in pleasure.Â
The air between you became charged with tension once again, Mirioâs hand moving between your thighs and softly stroking at your slit over your panties. He groaned as he felt how soaked you were already, his teeth biting down a little harder on your nipple. Your legs flexed around his hips in response, a soft moan escaping that he relished in.Â
He suddenly growled, leaning back and letting your nipple go with a soft pop as he focused on practically ripping your panties from your body. Considering he said he wasnât overly experienced, the way he flipped the switch and had your knees by your ears, his mouth covering your cunt and eating you with fervor- you wouldnât have thought he was even the same man.
You cried out at his assault, his tongue flicking over your clit between itâs journeys into your walls, his hands pressed behind your knees to keep you folded over. Hands flying to the sides of your head, you screwed the sheets up in your fists with how hard you gripped them. Your mouth hung open, pants and moans constantly falling from your lips as your eyes screwed shut, almost overwhelmed already. The pressure was already building so rapidly, the knot in your belly tightening by the second. You panted his name, Mirioâs efforts increasing even more when he heard your voice so strained.
When you finally crested the wave of pleasure, your head thrown back into the pillow, Mirio took every drop you gave him, your cunt crying out for something to fill it, aching with need. When he finally let you drop back to the bed, your legs flopping either side of his hips, you pushed up and latched your mouth to his instantly.Â
Youâd never wanted someone so bad in your whole life, something in you snapping as you pressed up into him. Desperation laced your movements and you reached down, pushing his briefs down enough to free his cock and wrapping your hand around it, swallowing up his answering hiss and pulling him back on top of you, maneuvering your hips to line him up instantly.Â
Mirioâs hands flew to your hips, stilling their movements and ripping his lips from yours with a growl.Â
âYou definitely-â
âMirio, if you donât fuck me right now, Iâll take care of it myself. I have toys in that drawer.â He froze at your words, tilting his head as he processed your words. He shook his head, reaching down to replace your hand with his as he rubbed his cock up and down your slit, bumping against your clit to tease you.
âWeâre revisiting that later, but right nowâŚâ Mirio pushed his hips forward, his jaw going slack as your walls engulfed him in slick heat. You yourself werenât fairing much better, eyes rolling at how thick he was, at the little burn of the stretch even though youâd already come once, your wetness helping him slide home until he was filling you to the hilt.Â
Mirio waited for your go ahead, waiting until you gripped his shoulders tight and gasped out a please âŚÂ
And then he started moving, and you were soaring.Â
The drag of his cock in your walls was heaven, his big hands gripping your hips and lifting you into each thrust and slamming his cock into that spongy spot inside you pulling sinful moans from your lips. Mirio watched your face as you writhed in pleasure, his heart hammering in his chest at finally being with his soulmate, your own heart pounding in time with his.Â
âSo beautiful like this⌠you really were made for me, huh?â He punctuated his words with an especially harsh thrust that had your vision whiting out for a moment as you nodded, your nails digging into his shoulders making him hiss and screw his own eyes shut. The view above you was glorious, his broad chest and shoulders with their rolling muscles with every movement. His face, torn between watching you and enjoying his own pleasure, teeth bared with his efforts to make you feel good. You couldnât take it, your climax approaching too rapidly, your legs tightening around his hips as you tried to gasp out a warning, to tell him you were close-
â Fuck - I can feel you, baby, come for me, please âŚâÂ
Your head threw back once again, throat bared to him as you were overcome by pleasure, your soul mark shining brightly for a moment as you clenched down onto him. He grunted through it, his own mark glowing as his hips stuttered, burying himself deep inside you as he filled your walls with white, until both of you bonelessly fell to the bed. Your marks glowed for a moment longer, before their lights slowly ebbed away, settling down once more.Â
Mirio panted above you, holding his weight up on his elbows so he wouldnât crush you while you caught your breath too.
When he finally pulled out, you groaned at the feeling of emptiness as he pulled you into his arms, flopping onto his back beside you on the bed. Youâd both need to clean up soon, go to bed properly, but as you stared at your soul mark resting against his chest, you couldnât quite bring yourself to move just yet.Â
Looking up at Mirio, you smiled when you caught him already watching you, a cheeky grin on his face. Thinking back, you had no idea how you hadnât figured it out sooner.
Mirio was of the purest, childlike glee. The sunshine of anyoneâs life, whoever knew him could attest to that. Your mark made more sense than any other mark youâd seen in your life.Â
â... So... toys?âÂ
...You were going to hit him, sunshine man or not.
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The night is a symphony. You can hear it, when you stay up late, late enough that you can hear the stars singing to each other, hear the earth humming as it moves through the emptiness which is not emptiness, which is everything.
It was made for those humans who had half that song waiting to be completed inside each cell, who would stay up late to protect the tribe from the dark which they secretly worshipped, the night which made them whole and complete. Alice had been one of those humans.
She had always wished she could drink that night, call the song to her and let it fill her up with its gentle melody. It was only the music that pulled part of her from her chest, the high soprano melodies so opposite to the deep baritones yet made so whole by them, the hundreds of voices working together just for you to feel incomplete, for you to know how your soul drips with need.
For now she laid a beautiful girlâs head to rest on her knee, the body pale and drained, and tried to ignore the taste of the saltwater.
â
Lily. She liked that name. It flowed off the tongue so naturally, full of love and appreciation and trust, the vowels tall and choral and beautiful, the consonants soft and light. It would do well for the night, Rowan tossed off like a threadbare coat. It would do well for the occasion. It would be known.
The coat she wore now was dark and tailored, supplementing the hard lines of her cheekbones and the sharp ebony blades of liner at the corners of her eyes. Ten thousand years have not dulled those blades, still honed enough to cut a man with no less than a look.
And tonight was a night like none other had been but one before.
Lily could already feel Alice there, that festering contamination fought against so harshly. She was always the only one who could, who would fight it.
â
What is your name? No query of less use could leave your lips. You know my name.
No.
Vampir, in your language. The one and only. Iâve been watching you.
I donât want to go with you. I donât want to go with you. I donât
Oh, but you do! I feel the need in you. Come with me. Together. We will face the end of days as the only beings who can know it. We will see the darkness and call it friend. Dance with me, Elena, to this night-symphony.
I wonât take othersâ lives to sustain my own!
What irony. You already do. See the blood on your hands? The countless livestock who have lost their lives to your consumption?
Do you remember Andreea?
All I ask is that you take my hand. Thatâs all I desire.
â
And two eyes met again, thousands of years pushing against that force that called them to each other.
âElenaâ was the whispered harmony, gathered by the symphony and twisted to the unknowable composerâs whim. Aliceâs hand dropped.
âTake that off your neck. I donât want to see that ever again.â
âI canât,â Alice murmured through her tears.
âAlice. Is that still the name you use?â
âYes.â
âWhy are you doing this? You knew I had to come.â
âI had hoped you wouldnât.â
âAlice.â
âWhat did I do to you? What did I make you?â
âYou did nothing, Alice. I am the way I am of my own volition.â
âThink of the lives I took! The people I destroyed!â
âAlice-â
âElena. I loved you.â
âThen take that rope off your neck. Come down here. Let me hold you.â
There was a thud, and two voices joined the night-symphony with their tears. Neither spoke for some time.
Finally, a gentle voice said âWhy did you leave?â
âI needed time. I was going to come find you, Alice, I swear.â
âYou never did.â
âAndreea stayed with me. She taunted me every night. But I tried, Alice. I promise I tried. I love you.â
âI love you.â
âI love you.â
There was another silence. Some time passed.
The morning came. Neither moved. The otherâs arms were too comfortable.
They stayed together in that gentle comfort for a long time. Their home had many bookshelves and windows, and a cat. Their bed was soft.
When the end of days came, they saw the darkness together. They called it friend.
below the mark is chapter two of my thus-far-unnamed novel. iâm really proud of what iâve done here and iâd love to see what you think of it. you can find the first chapter here. major tw for death.
II
Esther tilted her head back and opened her mouth to accept the rain that tumbled from the heavens, to clean her out from the inside, to wash away the matter that clouded her being. Southern storms were rare but exceedingly fierce, and this hard-driven rain was soon to be followed by the deep war drums of thunder sounding from the north. Lightning gave itself over to sight already, rending the sky in two. Esther wondered at the beauty, and suddenly she understood the idea of the old gods deeply. What else could create a violent display of power so heart-rendingly beautiful?
Days fell and rose in unison, but Esther always looked forward to the rain. It was the newness, she thought, the beginning of the new world that came after the storm. It rained and everything was okay again. Everything was clean.
Clean, she thought, watching the other womanâs blood run down with the rain, like a shower when youâve got too much dirt on you. Clean, like the first wash after dying your hair, the extra colour dripping down your back, down the drain.
The gun was useless now. Esther dropped it.
A new day was dawning as the sun opened its young eyes into the now-pouring rain. It seemed almost unsure, as if the thunder would scare it back into hiding. Esther let her hair down and walked away.
The other womanâs glassy eyes reflected the light. Her name was Cate. She had been alive once.
Where was she now? Where did those rapid pulses of electrical signals go once they were no longer needed in the body?
The law of conservation of energy states that energy can neither be created nor destroyed. So the energy that had once been called Cate was not destroyed. It was changed.
As the rain pounded at the body, washing out the colour of the skin as the blood pooled in the low parts, the changed energy pulsed outwards, gasping the first breaths a new life, a reincarnation of sorts. Esther closed her eyes and opened her mouth, ever so slightly, in deep concentration.
The body once known as Esther crumpled to the wet concrete. The newly changed energy was already communicating with something great and powerful, a reserve of changed energy immeasurable by any living standards.
Heaven.
Estherâs mind reached out, sharing flows of itself, building a connection.
i bring another (are you proud are you proud are you proud) i show her home (are you happy are you happy are you happy) i shepherd her here to this place
The signal sent back through the shared flow of energy cannot be interpreted properly in any language known still to man. Below is a rough approximation.
WE ARE INCOMPLETE STILL. WE NEED ANOTHER ANOTHER ANOTHER
i bring so many
ONE REMAINS ONE REMAINS ONE REMAINS
IT STEALS FROM US
IT PULLS FROM US
IT GIVES NOT BACK
BRING!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The force of the final pulse of energy pulled Esther back into her original body.
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