Monday, 04/06/2018.

Omg

Hey! I wasn’t really planning on doing an entry today since I don’t have much interesting things to say yet but I was really emotional to not post anything ;; dlfkdkdkskdk first: I made a new friend today uwu a baby ladybug fkfkdk second: my last post actually had interactions ???? Someone liked it and someone even reblogged it!!?!?!!!!??? Like I know it’s nothing but to be my first ever post and not putting much effort on the hashtags I’m really impressed it got interactions within the first 2 days of existing. Sorry, I’m too emotional todayyyyy.

Yesterday I did a very difficult exam. It’s one of those exams that kind of define your future you know? It was really exhausting. I didn’t put much effort in it for reasons I’m going to talk about later. But I could very clearly feel the tension among the students there, and it somehow got to me. Studying in my uni is really a privilege so of course people would be very pressured to do well, and it made me think of how everyone always worries except for me. Why am I like this? Am I taking everything for granted? Am I nor caring enough? Maybe I can’t bring myself to care anymore.