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Hey
I like you! Msg me now. Haven't heard anything from you these past few days. I may have seen-zoned you last time, but that will be the first and last. You know what, i'll give it a try. Wont put my ego first anymore. I'll risk it all now, i need to try things for me not to end in misery anymore. I like you, hope that is enough for you to be mine. I dont want any regrets and what ifs anymore.
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I've been wishing this for so long
I’ve known you for so long. We’ve seen each other grow as fine individuals. I’ve known you to be a very tough guy that has a good heart for your fam. I saw how you look at things, how you stood up and faced every struggles your family had.
I’ve seen you loved someone with all your heart. But never I witnessed how you broke their heart, or how they broke your heart.
I’ve been wishing for so long that somewhere, somewhat, you’ll give me a piece of your heart. God knows, how was I wishing to be with you in good and in bad times of life. I have prayed to God for your happiness, even if it doesn’t include me in the picture. I prayed that you find the one your heart wishes for, and I know it isnt me.
But these past few days, i’ve been asking God to give me a chance, a chance for you to get to know me, a chance for you to love me, and a chance for me to love you back without any reservations. I asked and beg God for you to find me.
Then you found me. And Im starting to ask my self, “is it worth the risk?”
I know, i know how long I have waited for this. But, insecurities sucks. Im starting to feel and realized all my flaws, that Im not beautiful, that im just an ugly duckling from the beginning to the end, i was never pretty and never will be. I dont have curves, i dont have a dolly body. I have scars and stretch marks in every angle of my body. I dont have a nice nose, eyes, lips. Everything’s ugly.
I dont know if Im ever willing to let you see all that flaws. I dont know when will I be ready for that. And Im not the lady you’ve been describing your friends to be with you forever.
For so long I have wished for this thing to happen. But am I ready to reveal the real me? The flaws, the imperfections? Am I ready to accept the love you are about to give me, even if i havent loved myself yet?
Ladies
There is some things i would like to say to you If he's not putting so much effort in making you feel loved and he's making you rush things, stop. Dont say yes to him. If he isnt willing to wait and put so much effort, he isnt worth the time you're about to spend in loving someone. Its better to love a decent man who is willing to wait and love you despite of wasting time in building the foundation you two need for the future challenges you are about to face. Its better to date a man who's willing to be infront of the parentals to give respect for bringing a beautiful child like you. Its better to love someone who knows you so well that no rumors,are shallow circumstances can break you apart. Girl, you are worth more than the diamond and gold in this world. You are so distinct and precious to be wasted. You are so much better than this world is. You deserve all the love and nothing but the best. So better think multiple times before loving a jackass.
Just a little advice guys.
. A lot of things come into my mind. About relationships, since feb 14 is about to release its full potential power. So yep, you'll see a lot of hearts everywhere this coming feb 1. And as a single lady, im sharing some thoughts in courting someone. Or in my own perception how one should court and how the other party will/shall react. When a guy likes a girl: (Guys, be sure that are really into that girl before trying.) Okay so, a girl knows when someone is into her or just a plain crush. And if the guy is pursuing her. And if she say's she doesnt have any inch of a clue, guess what, she knows it!! She's just kind of in a stage of denial, shy-ish part to admit it. Or we can say kind of afraid to giving it a try. And if she feels that way, put an E-F-F-O-R-T to everything you do for her. You dont have to tell her always that you like her. Show her. I know time is gold, but give her all the time she needs to adjust to the situation you are putting her. You dont wanna culture shock her. And its not always all about giving gifts when it comes to effort, call her sometime, text her inspirational things like, "i know you are going thru a hard time, but i know you can do it, just pray" that will make her kilig. Bring and fetch her, sometime? i mean, ladies need time to be themselves, Ms.Independent it is. And dont rush her, you'll get your yes soon but not as soon as possible. Build a good foundation for you two. Nothing can break or destroy your relationship with a good foundation. Give her time to think if she's really into you. Remember this, if a lady doesnt like you, she wont waste time texting back, or meeting you somewhere else. She wont say yes to any of your plans on going out. If you felt the aloofness on her actions, you better ask her if there's a chance or not. If there isnt. Stop. Let her be. Let her feel your absence and regret it. Anyways And its not always putting her first. Come on! I know girls are so demanding but when it comes to a lady, she prefer you to have your Me time as well. You can go play video games, basketball and etc but never date another girl. Or even go out somewhere wherein you are with a different girl if she's not related to you. Related? As in blood related. Go to her house. Ladies would love it knowing that their parents like her guy. It doesnt mean its a yes already but you know, Its always better to date a guy that the parentals approved off than to date a guy who doesnt have any plans on meeting the clan. You know, its always about putting an effort. Making her feel special, that she's as import as your mother. Making her realize that her worth's more than the diamonds here on earth.
Happy Birthday to this Man, who taught me so much in life. To this man, thank you for your love. Thank you for loving me despite of knowing all my short comings. You were my rescue, my strength. There will be no man like you Pa.
No one will ever shout my name then say’ Smile gie, I’ll take a picture of you" No one will ever take me out whenever Mom scolds me. You were there to comfort me Pa, you were there to teach me to say sorry. You were there to hug me, to take all my nightmares away.
Thank you for the memory Pa. Thank you to your genes, never will I wish to be belong to any family, I can call a house a home knowing you are waiting there.
Forever i will cherish you. Forever I will cry because i know you’ll never be with us. You’ll never see me holding my certificate, you’ll never see me receive my License as an Engineer. And especially you can never be able to walk me down the aisle.
How can I be a Soldier when you are not here, how will I know how to survive, now that you left.
No one will know my pain Pa. I can never share ( to any who knows me ) how painful it is for me. No one saw me cry and beg for God to give you back to us. Because I know you know how strong as a person I am. This is the most painful thing happened to me, this is the scariest thing, you not being by my side.
Forever and Always Pa. i love you Pa. there will never be You in my life. I love you so much. You are my King next to God, Pa.
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I'm not okay
Im crying. Literally. Im writing this one because Im sad. The emptiness inside me’s killing me. Longing for d’ presence of a human being who once taught me what Love really mean. What family really mean.
It was a painful night when someone called, and told me that you’re gone. I felt my heart shattered into pieces. I felt the hollowness. I felt the pain! I felt that I lost everything.
You never said, goodbye. I never said I love you before you left. I’ve never seen u for quite sometime. And it breaks my heart! I tell myself that I was the one who did wrong, that I did nothing to help you. That I never noticed what you felt the past days before u left. I didnt notice that you already want to rest, that you’re tired already. Im so selfish to think that you can make it till im old too. Im so selfish to think that you’re still strong. Im so selfish!!!
Im so angry at myself that I didnt do anything. I miss you, Pa (lolo). you never did say Bye to me tho. I know you are in God’s arms at this moment, and happy to be with your Mom, and Dad, and God. I know you’re jumping out, with a full smile on your face. I know you are watching us and telling God to take good care of all of us. I know you are now playing a guitar and taking pictures, and speaking in English with everyone. And I know, you are sharing your love with you co-angels. Because thats what you do best, make everyone feel loved.
All the people you left here, will have a space, just for you, in their hearts. And thats 100% sure.
I will cherish all the moments we spent together, the laughters and tears Pa. the lessons u taught me. The hugs and kisses.
You became my father the day I started to distinguish beauty. You became my best friend. You became my everything Pa. you are my inspiration, always. And you’ll still be. I love you Pa.
Love yourelf
you have scars on your knees n arms, stretch marks on your butt, your body`s no good for fashion show, your hair`s not for shampoo commercial, see those split ends, your nose aint pointed thats no good for camera whtvr angle it may be, your legs aint long to be a supermodel, you dont even have boobs they`re so little seems like a chest of a lad.
insecurities kills u day n night. 24//7. You aint perfect. No one is. People would make you feel small, would make u feel u aint worthy of any love. People would treat u as if ur ugly as fck.
But you gotta believe in yourself. You are beautiful. whtvr word they may use to put u down, to make u feel nothing. Just try a little, try to love yourself. You gotta try. And you`ll see how wonderful it would be, to be you. You`ll see how far those are people behind you. You just need to see that little shinning star inside you.
You gotta try. Believe and love yourself.
Save me.
Trying to talk to myself the same thing over and over again. Been seeking for some guidance from above to have what it is in my heart. Havent been complete for so long. Keeping it to myself too long. Shattered heart of mine cry for cravings. Begs for love, for happiness. Heart becoming stone but still resisting for so many reasons. Thirst for some affections. Lurking in the shadow of my own fear. Trying to find the light that’s still within me, who’s hiding.
Save me from this. I need truth.
