#captain-rez

🎵 MUSIC 🎵

Her favourite genres are rock and industrial. She'll dance to pretty much anything if she's at a party or club though. And her guilty pleasure of pop music gets outted at karaoke events (especially after a few drinks).

Less enjoyed genres include the screamo side of metal (she kindas hates it), and country/western.

🎞️ FILM 🎞️

Luki's very much into action, horror, and sci-fi flicks. She's also love Disney animation (if it exists in FFXIV), but she won't watch them with you as she's likely to cry at whatever character death they throw in there. And she doesn't want you to know she cries at movies sometimes.

She doesn't like westerns. Unless they're space westerns. Or involve some level of thirller/horror.

🎭 THEATER 🎭

Unless it's specific to her interests, she's unlikely to watch a play.

🎨 ART 🎨

She no interest in renaissance type of art, or standing around in museums looking at any world renowned works, but she'll go crazy for something you made.

I can't think of all the specific arts types, so if there's something I missed that you're curious about, feel free to ask away. There's so many, and every ask helps me shape Luki as a character.

At times, yes. It’s something he tends to intentionally ‘forget’, but it does come back crawl around in his head on occasion, usually late at night.

All in all, he still considers her Rue and loves her all the same. The fact she’s from AU Draenor doesn’t change that.

“I’ve had many relationships most did not end well at all... my first was with a mistress who fell in love with me and I thought I loved them back. In those days I did not know what to expect from others and didn’t understand my feelings fully. I found out it wasn’t the way I wanted it to be in my life so moved on. But that was my first of what I thought was romantic love. I knew nothing back then and feel a little embarrassed about it still.”

A card for Rez's Blue Skies Transportation is somehow in a pocket with "Call me" written on the back.

“Oh... I uh--”

Fun question, thanks!

I’ll choose my Sith Altaire falling for my Bounty Hunter Diefenbaker, because I actually wrote about that moment in a small fic:

The Last Dance - Peter Gundry

Keeping on that macabre circus music mood with a little instrumental ♥Now all Kee needs is a dance partner to murder/waltz with :3c

The creation of a Ranger is never... ever glamorous. 

Deep down, neither is being one.

They can die, just like any man at any given point in time, they are plagued by the feelings of those they fail, of those they save, of those they know. Destined to a life of constant strife that only so few ever truly get away from.

That’s one thing that Bella never really.. tells anyone. That... guilt, of taking on everyone’s troubles onto her shoulders, of having a team to do such. When you’re sixteen and you take that weight onto your shoulders, knowing an entire people rely on you and others to save them? That is something that goes with you to the grave.

And not a day goes by that she wants to spare others from the same pain. She regrets having brought back the Rangers in a way. Having people carry on the legacy and pain of it. Having gone and found people to be apart of this... travesty. 

Her “Hell loop”? 

It’s seeing someone take on being a Ranger... it’s a new situation, with different variables every time it loops, its a new face, it’s a new soul, a new body, a new memory that’s stowed in her mind. A near thousand faces whom she knows that carry a potential that should never be shown. 

It’s that Guilt, of having someone take on the struggle that shouldn’t be theirs. That Guilt of someone saying “I Accept”. She’s seen the damage it does, the toll it takes, the weight it bears onto people. She and the Creator know most of all..

Hell is full of mistake and tragedy, but Guilt? 

That might be the worst.

@captain-rez