Hi Sky π Would absolutely love to see a levi fic (maybe one shot?) with some angst & some NSFW elements as wellπ₯΅ maybe fem reader & levi got into an argument but Levi felt terrible, apologized & made it alllll better π€ i love canon-verse Levi but anything works! Thank you!β¨ -Nic
author's note: ahhh my first request i am throwing up right now. I'm in the middle of another rewatch so this is the perfect time to do a little canonverse season3!levi inspo not
request: make it all better.
the volatile energy charged the very air you both breathed. the argument had spiraled, what was this even about anymore? each bitter word exchanged would tear at the fabric of the fragile understanding between you and levi.
"there are lives on the line and I can't have someone with a death wish slowing me down." levi's voice echoed, his usual stoic demeanor shattered. their world was shattering. "you're a goddamn liability." your chest tighten, words hitting exactly where they were aimed. you were no stranger to the harsh realities of the world outside the walls, but his accusation cut deep.
"im not some helpless child," your voice trembling with a mixture of hurt and anger, "I can handle myself, and I don't need you treating me like a burden, captain." "handle yourself? you call that handling yourself?" he gestured around the room as if it were a battlefield. "this isn't some training exercise, this isn't just about you- you're not the only one at stake here."
the room felt smaller, you felt smaller. the walls closed in around you both, the clash of wills, of pride, the weight of the space was unbearable.
"i thought you cared about me, levi," you shot back, please care about us. you've never sounded so desperate, how did you get here? A bitter laugh could only escape levi's lips, "caring about you doesn't change the fact that you're a liability. you should reconsider whether you belong here."
his gaze turned to a mixture of anger and frustration as you stood holding back tears, "you're not fit for this, and you're not fit for me," his words cut mercilessly. his judgement had lingered in the distance that suddenly grew between you two. with your gaze falling low, defeated, you turned away, unable to bear seeing anymore rage in his eyes.
as the door closed softly behind you, leaving levi in the wake of the haunting resonance of his words. the aftermath felt like a battlefield, the casualties scattered across the shattered remains of their boss. humanity's strongest found himself engulfed in this unrelenting mess of conflicting emotions. regret was gnawing, a reminder of how toxic he had been. the silence suffocated him, and the realization hit, that he could have done irreparable damage as he stood alone in the wreckage of a connection he knew meant more.
days passed, each one a slow toture of avoidance and silence. until tonight, when levi suddenly showed up at your door, you could tell in his eyes he was haunted. his pride had been swallowed by that regret. "i shouldn't have said those things," he lowly and remorsefully admitted. "i was angry and i took it out on you."
the scars of his words remained, you couldn't simply forget. "you can't just apologize and expect everything to be okay," you replied, "you can't do this to me anymore." levi's gaze dropped, the guilt was eating him alive. "i know. i messed up but i need you to understand..my life is unforgiving, this life is unforgiving. i can't afford to have any distractions."
bitterness swelled within you fueled by his words. "distractions? a liability? a distraction? is this all I am to you?" levi's eyes met yours, a tumult of conflicting feelings swirling. "no. you're more than that, and that's why it hurts."
the "apology" hung between you two; the bridge was being built, this was as far as he could go. as the silence stretched, you felt an overwhelming surge of emotion and pulled levi into your room. your lips found his, a desperate kiss tasted of bitterness and unspoken truths. it was a silent plea,an attempt to drown anything that was said.
levi couldn't help but succumb to the moment's intensity. his walls crumbled utterly, revealing a vulnerability only you were allowed. "i can make this better," he said between desperate kisses. "yes, levi," your brain could only focus on his lips and the magnetic pull of your bed. "I don't like hurting you, I messed up," he eagerly pulled off your shirt and kissed down your neck to your clavicle. "I can make it all better," he affirms while unlacing your bra, you whined as the cool air hit your chest. "you're more, you'll always be more." he whisper these sweet nothings down your body.
shared touches, boundaries blurred, and the room sharing the secret of these tangled emotions neither of you could fully articulate. the night wore on, unspoken words translated through tangled limbs and whispered confession, in the chaos of a world torn apart, you've always found this solace in one another.
and as the sun rose on the sheets they shared together, reality crept back to you both: the scars from the argument remained but the complexities of your relationship with levi won every time . as he pulled you closer to spoon and kiss the back of your nape, you can't help but who he made it all better for.
author's note: um...scary. first post so just let me know how you like it!!! taking all feedback and submissions :)
