Thereâs absolute silence for a few seconds, and then thereâs this broken and wounded sound.
Eddie bolts up in bed, heart racing in his chest, âBuck?â
âH-heâsâŚheâsâŚâ Buck chokes out another sob. He sounds likeâŚwell, like heâs dying.
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Itâs just past midnight so I can post this before going to bed!
@febuwhump day 2: Holding Back the Tears
Warning: Potential MCD, CPR
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She was standing at the window, looking out over the back yard where he assumed Gordon and Alan were splashing in the pool while Scott supervised and Virgil pretended to be meditating on what he would paint next but was fooling no one with his snoresâŚ
John couldnât see her face but he knew his Mom would be smiling while the bowl on her hip was furiously whisked. He leaned against the door frame and continued watching.
The light was on the side of her hair so that one side looked almost fiery red with golden highlights while the other stayed a little duller, the loose curls bobbing in time to the beating whisk.
Mom was dressed as always â a simple combination of slacks and blouse with a bright emerald scarf tied around her head to keep her hair out of her eyes. Upon her feet were the mismatched house socks she favoured â never the same together in a way that used to make Johnâs OCD itch but now made him smile sadly.
Something outside made her laugh and she turned as she put the bowl down, catching sight of him and grinning at him.
âJohn! Youâve joined us!â
âMom.â
âCome! Come over, letâs go see your Grandpa and Nanna England.â
But John didnât move. He fought his emotions, holding back the tears that threatened to spill over at any second.
âJohn?â
âI canât, Mamma.â
Mamma. That was Scottâs name for their Mom. John had grown out of that name when he was three years old. But today it felt right.
Lucy didnât pause but she did frown. It didnât stay there long as she held her hand out for John to take.
âDonât be silly, John. Letâs go.â
Her words were light but the tone of voice had shifted a little, and before John was aware of it heâd stepped forward, taken her hand and they wereâŚ
âŚthey were on Grandpaâs farm.
Blinking, John looked around for his brothers, but there was no sign of anyone. The air smelt as it always had when the wheat was ripe and the sun was shining, and once more John found he was holding back tears.
There was a groan of metal hinges. He looked over to see the barn door open and Grandpa Grant came out, leading Johnâs and Scottâs horses behind him. John had taken a step forward when he realised that his Mom wasnât holding his hand any longer. He turned to see her walking away but she didnât answer him, she just opened the back door and disappeared indoors.
âMom?â
âYour Momâs a little busy right now, Johnny.â
âGrandpa? Whatâs going on?â
âYou donât remember what happened?â
âWhat happened?â
John frowned. Grandpa stopped just in front of him and held out Antaresâ reins to him, and John took them. Grandpa had an apple in his other hand, and John absently took it and held it out to Antares who happily munched it.
âWait â why is Scottâs horse here? Grandpa? Why is ScottâŚMom? Mom!â
John dropped Antaresâ reins and turned to run back into the house but the door opened and his Mom stepped out before heâd got very far.
She wasnât alone.
Scott was with her, blinking in the sunlight.
âAh, there you are Scott.â
âGrandpa?â
âI got Blackbird ready for you, Scotty. Johnny â you dropped your reins.â
âGrandpa, whatâs going on?â
âYou and Scott have some decisions to make.â
âWe do?â
You do. Your Mom and me will be here no matter what you decide.â
âDecide?â
But the scene had changed already.
Grandpa and Mom, the farmâŚeverything had gone. Just Scott and himself on their old horses, walking along one of the desert trails at Gran Roca.
Scott had yet to say anything to him, but he kept looking around as if he was puzzled as to where they were. Occasionally he stole glances at John, and John pretended not to notice. But as they continued walking John began putting the pieces together of what had happenedâŚ
Suddenly Scott pulled on his reins and brought Blackbird to a stop. He looked at John fully for the first time since heâd appeared.
âI â I think Iâm gonna go back.â
âScott â no, I donât think thatâs a good idea.â
âIâm tired, John. And I wanna go home.â
âPlease, Scott. Please, stay with me!â
âI â I donât think I can. Iâm sorry, John.â
And without waiting Scott wheeled Blackbird around and set off back the way they had come. John didnât hesitate to send Antares after him.
âJohn!â
Gordonâs voice came out of nowhere and with it a sudden piercing pain in his chest.
Written/set the day before the end of the war. @lyssarose, Lyssa, I dedicate and write this for you. Thank you for all you've done lately to encourage me and just generally be an amazing friend. Here's some angst <3
I don't have much time. But I'm not sure if I'll have a chance to do this when most people do. I also have no idea if I'm doing this right. My only experience with this was with Dumbledore, and to be honest I didn't pay much attention to the wording.
But either way, if you're reading this, please make sure it gets to the right people.
The Last Will and Testament of Harry James Potter.
To Molly and Arthur Weasley, I leave all of the contents of the Potter vaults. Thank you for accepting me into your family and being the guardians I never had.
To George Weasley, I leave the Cloak of Invisibility. I know you'll put it to good use. Thank you for the map; I hope this is enough to return the favor.
To Neville Longbottom, I leave the Sword of Gryffindor. You're one of the bravest, most Gryffindor people I know. This should belong to you.
To Hermione Granger and Ron Weasley, I leave 12 Grimmauld Place. Yes, this is for the both of you; to share, even if you're both too shy to admit you're in love with each other. Maybe this will help you both get your heads out of your arses.
(Is that bad, to curse in my will? Whatever, I don't have time and I don't really care. Sorry 'Mione.)
Thank you both for being the best friends I could've asked for. I hope you have the happiness and life you deserve.
Finally, to Draco Malfoy, I leave your wand (thanks for that by the way), and this snitch. It's not too late.
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Drarry Kiss Prompt : 37. Itâs-the-end-of-the-world kiss
Hey Nonnie!
Thanks so much for this. Honestly, this is the first thing Iâve written in I donât know how long and it felt amazing to just sit and write this, so thank you! I hope you like what I did with the prompt, I added in number 11, the âI almost lost youâ kiss because it fit with my idea!Â
TW: Nightmares, canon MCD (kinda, itâs Harry), panic and shock associated with that, and crying. Hope you enjoy! Itâs definitely angsty!
Gasp.
Thatâs all he can do.Â
As the world fades of colour. As the icy chill floods his body. As the maniacal laugh grows louder.
Gasp.Â
Each heartbeat pounds, yet his chest stutters. His eyes dart around, yet time seems to slow. He keeps talking, keeps sneering, keeps professing his victory, yet the words are lost, drowned by the ringing in his ears.Â
He fights to swallow, mouth parched as he stares at the limp body, as his stomach roils at the evil, smug grin, as he watches the last flicker of hope die as he merely stands by, useless, horrified, and mute. Until suddenly, one word breaks through the haze.
No.
Itâs barely a thought before the choked whisper escapes him, drowning immediately in the sea of cruel cackles that echo off the stone walls. But he hardly has time to draw in another breath before heâs screaming.
Hands claw at him as he lunges forward, as his throatâs torn to shreds, as the bastard laughs. But still he fights as his soul shatters. And as his howls ricochet, slowly, a light blooms before him.Â
It tugs at the corners of his vision, wrestles with the darkness, and somehow, battles it into submission. But still, terror claims him. So still, he wails, even as sobs begin to choke him.
âDraco, Draco shh.. Shh, itâs only a dream,â a voice murmurs as the grip of harsh talons slowly shifts, slowly morphs into gentle hands. âItâs okay, gorgeous, I promise.â
But itâs not. Nothingâs okay. Heâs deadâHarry Potter is deadâand though he can no longer scream through the tears, whimpers, unstoppable and barely coherent babble forth.
âIâm right here, gorgeous,â the voice croons as fingers tenderly caress his cheeks, wipe them dry. âIt was just a dream. Open your eyes, Draco, look at me, Iâm here, I promise.â
âItâs a lie,â his mind whispers, forcing his eyes to remain shut, even as the warmth of the hand sends soft ripples of reassurance through him. But as quiet hums and murmurations continue, urging him gently, he canât help but squint through the tears.Â
Like a mirageâa gorgeous, heart-quickening, breath-taking mirageâdark skin, emerald eyes, and a disastrous mop of untamable hair appear before him. As Draco drinks him in, checking for his scar, the mole just before his right ear, the dimple in his chin, heâHarry Potterâbreathes a soft âheyâ. And immediately, Dracoâs breath stutters again.Â
Desperately, Draco lunges, scrabbling for purchase on Harryâs shoulders, his chest, his hair as his mouth seeks Harryâs, demanding proof. And somehow, with a heavenly âumphâ, glorious lips meet his.Â
Instantly, the band around his chest loosens. Instantly, warmth floods his veins. Instantly, he sags into Harryâs chest, sighing into his mouth as he drowns in the taste, the tenderness, the firm, reassuring sucks on his lower lip. And still, he demands more. He nips on Harryâs lips, mouths at him hungrily, explores deeper with his tongue, and all the while he shivers, revelling in the fingers tangling themselves in his hair.Â
âI almostâalmost lost you,â he pants between sucks, between whines, between reckless, feral licks into Harryâs mouth. âIt was likeâlike the end of the world.â
âYouâll never lose me, Draco,â Harry says back, quiet but firm, claiming his mouth in a long, unhurried, kiss. The reverent caresses of his tongue against his, the loving, lingering tugs on his lips, the soft stutters of Harryâs breath send quivers down his spine; send his eyes fluttering closed.Â
With each caress, each tender brush of his lips, warmth pools in Dracoâs chest, steadily drowning the scrabbling need, until finally, after a few more needy, urgent kisses, he can breathe. Can let out a sigh. Can let his forehead rest against Harryâs and savour the gentle heat of his breath against his skin. As Harry cradles his close and brushes the backs of his fingers across his cheeks, he shudders, burrowing further into his chest.
âI love you, gorgeous,â Harry murmurs, squeezing softly as Draco drowns in his smell, in the softness of his skin, in the undeniable, glorious proof that heâs alive. âAnd I promise, Iâll always be here when you wake up, okay?â
With a determined swallow, Draco nods, whispering a shaky âI love you tooâ, and after a gentle squeeze, Harry carefully manoeuvers until Draco can curl onto his chest to listen for the steady boom-boom, boom-boom, boom-boom of his heart. Only then, with the reassuring rhythm in his ear, fingers running through his hair, and tender kisses being pressed to anywhere within reach, did Draco allow sleep to claim him once more.