Confession #6150: Yes, it was and still is your dream to be there, and lead. I understand, but, make time for me too :( onti na nga lang time natin, yun pa rin pinaguusapan mo and i feel so left out whenever you do so. Alam ko namang mahalaga talaga yun para sayo, kaso lng natatakot ako na baka di mo na ako iniisip at baka may makilala ka dun at papalitan mo na ako. Oo, nagseselos ako tuwing may kasama kang iba, o kahit ‘acting’ lang yun, brad, masakit tignan. Ang hirap mag panggap na okay lng ako sa reinactment nyo dun sa isang love story scene. It hurts especially whenever I see you with another girl that’s not me and you get so close with her and laugh with her and all those fun things. It hurts to see that someone could make you that happy. I’m scared that maybe you’ll get bored of me and replace me with her. I want you all for myself. I know I get possessive but you’ll always be mine right? Assure me, please.
-j07












