cn/ sh scars
dear 14 year old me
I am so so sorry for what you had to go through. but you made it out alive. you're still here. and look what we achieved. it's been in the making for so goddamn long.
from the #butterflyproject on tumblr to being in therapy, in actual recovery and being 723 days clean as of today.
there where ups and downs I won't lie to you, you still have a long way to go. and a lot of yourself to figure out to and get to know to. I know it feels like the end of the world, it always does. and it still sometimes does but we're here. we are still here. it's been almost ten years and we're still here and I am in love with the world. sometimes I also forget who I am fighting for and it still feels like the end of the world. but I am here because of you. because you never gave up.
and I know you had to go through it all by yourself. you're not alone anymore, I promise you that. you are so loved.
- with all my love, your 23 year old self.
