#butsosad

Priscilla is such a good,,, just,,, good Priscilla's painted world, a lost forgotten land for lost forgotten creatures,, with a kind and caring halfdragon-scythe wielding-magic mom looking after everyone and everything that no else cares for,,,,,,, its so good and pure,, The priscilla's grave theory makes me so sad because where would all those lost creatures go?? They have no one to look after them and protect them from the rest of the world,..,,,

Last night I had the weirdest and saddest dream ever T–T me and aph characters were on a trip and we stayed in a hotel for a few days. Everything was so good. America was so cheerful and he laughed a lot, however, there was something wrong with his left leg. England and France kept fighting playfully with each other and other people were very nice. And I had a crush on Romano but Romano loved Spain so yeah… hahaha I remembered talking to Canada for a while. He was so so nice. He played hide and seek with America and tried to hide at my place. I dont remember what we talked about but this boy was so kind and adorable. It was a nice day i guess, they had to go upstairs which meant the 10th floor of the hotel, I dont remember why they had to do that. Only me, Spain, a strange old man and a dog stayed waiting for them. A few mins later, that old man received a phone call and he told us the most painful news ever. Everybody on 10th floor died. It was about the pressure or something making the 10th floor explode like a bomb and the hotel was gonna explode soon. Me and Spain were completely frozen, we couldnt believe what we just heard. Spain coudnt move while I was so calm. I told him we had to get the hell out of here before this fucking hotel exploded but he just kept asking the old man about this hotel’s stuff. After that, the old man helped us escape from this hotel. We just ran and ran and got out of this fucking hotel by a secret way that only this old man knew. We were safe and watching the hotel explode. Everything happended so fast. I couldnt hold my tears anymore and started crying like a child. I kept asking Spain “Is this a dream? Please tell me this is a dream, please slap me, please wake me up!!!” This did hurt so much when I imagined they tried to escape but there was no possible way to do so. Spain was crying too but he tried to comfort me and wiped my tears. We were both crying, we didnt know what to do. We lost our people. A few mins later, a woman told us there were some people from the 10th floor trying to escape but only 6 survived. The only word appearing in my mind at that time was “Romano”. We ran as fast as we could to find the survivors. But only 6 survived.. this just kept repeating. I dont remember who the survivors were but I remember there werent Norway, Denmark, Sweden, some other people and… Romano. I felt like being in hell. Then I… woke up lol this was a dream omg!!!! Hahaah phewww xDDDDD but oh god i still felt so sad even tho it was just a dream ;-;

Testament of Youth fucked me up tho.