Apr 22
went to conservation panel and got to hear women tell their stories about how they got into that line of work
pros: gives me some ideas of what to do to get there, loved hearing their stories, got to eat a Burger
cons: extremely stressed that i am wasting my time and doing everything wrong bc they all had way more experience than i do at this point in my undergrad
#im in danger#also im stressed bc im UGLY and i have terrible skin i keep picking at WAHHH. my own fault truly#but still..#one of the women there.. mullet. tats. piercings. TWO carabiners. womanspreading when she sat#could not take my eyes off her until i remembered i am actually gross n lame and then i just got embarrassed for being alive LMFAOO#ok sorry i'll stop vent posting soon i've been having a rough few days. my period is soon in other news
