#buppos

You guys are... really, really nice. Now, I’m sorry I didn’t get to these sooner, but I’ve been preoccupied turning my closet into a place where writing is an absolute breeze for me.

Now that I’ve made myself an actual little work environment, I can safely answer things without being as easily interrupted with lots of room around me.

I want to address the fact that you two were kind enough to come off anon while voicing your opinions. It shows that there are people who, as I’ve said before, are completely willing to put their kind comments with their own name. @weburythesunlight22 and @vivianwjw123, thank you! I’m glad I can personally thank you for coming to our aid.

To be completely frank, people are going to be rude no matter what you do. It’s just something that comes with the whole tending to an ask blog for a fandom thing on tumblr, but it still sucks. We know that they aren’t worth our attention, but it doesn’t stop us from getting angry or upset. I’m normally the one who gets upset while the other mods who frequent get absolutely pissed and end up answering just because they’re angry. Words tend to spill without an emotional censor.

I’ll be completely honest with everyone here and tell them that I think my writing sucks ass. I do my best to make sure everyone gets the content they come for and that the mods on the server do things (but not forcefully because I don’t want to take the fun out of modding the blog with my best friends), but some things end up just not turning out perfect in my eyes and I get frustrated. I also still feel really upset with myself when I write such long things like I’m doing right now because they often seem to go overlooked on these blogs. Maybe it’s just... too long for people on tumblr.

I don’t know.

The point of me sitting her addressing the both of you is to thank you, though. It’s people like you and the positive anons that make writing more rewarding. For someone who often wonders if their work is even worth reading, it makes me happy to see people who enjoy my work and are willing to wait for me to write it.