#bug problem

They never truly loved me like I loved them so it must be a good thing, it couldn't have gotten worse. I just wished that I never knew.

I must have done something, I must have messed up in some way that made them not love me. Right? Yes. Yes, it must be my fault, it always is.

I feel empty without them, they were always there and now they aren't. Its good right? It has to be.

I can't take Jonah, Mads should take care of them, I trust her too. She's doing better than me and I'm scared that I will mess up.

It feels like forever I have been, I know it has not been long.

I miss them. Why did I leave her? I left her alone, I feel awful about it, but I do not wish to see her.

I can not remember much, memories are fading away...

Its my fault this happened, somehow I messed up and they don't love me, one day they will all be gone. Like everyone else.

I don't know how I could go on without them, they keep me away from the fog I had once called my home, they keep me whole. I don't know how I could survive without them, they're the ones who keep me fed and loved.

How would Wren do without their crows? How would August do without the fog? What about that Jane Prentiss, what she do without her worms?

Would they eventually get better? Or would they spiral back into the loneliness they were once part of?

Am I just weak? Unable to get over problems without shutting down.

I just need to keep trying to find out how to solve this by myself, I need to do something right for once.

The Flies had left them thats all Creature knew, nothing else. They won't tell it why or how, but just they wouldn't speak.

No stories to tell, no valuable information, no teaching on how to speak or be a proper avatar. They had left all of that up to it to figure out

Alone.

At least it had some to be called "friends" who would help it understand. Though they knew that one day, in some way, it would all end.

Maybe my flies are just planning something they can't tell me, like.. like those things were they need to surprise you? Is all Creature can think to take away the thought that the flies won't ever speak again.

This was its fault wasn't it? It always is. It was always their fault and they end up losing another thing they love. It happens all the time.

But they must keep these thoughts out of its head so it doesn't go back to that place. They must keep being careful around others. Not create bonds and act like everything is alright.

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