First of all: I am absolutely sorry. I really did not think or know that so many people had texted me.Ā
Iām very sorry for being absent.
Itās been so long since Iāve checked or used Tumblr. As you might have read in the previous posts, I wasnāt doing well.Ā
It basically went even more downhill after that / during the time I was absent. Mentally and physically I hit rock bottom and it got so far that I even had to pause school and make drastic decisions. My life has changed so much both in positive and negative ways. I donāt want to go too much into detail for now but maybe along the way Iāll share more.Ā
But after years, I am on my way to recovery! There is still a lot to do and my physical health still isnāt the best but Iām here :)Ā
About the theories:
The last theory I updated was Singularity. I do think thatĀ Love Yourself: ēµ Answer and Map of the Soul: 7 have some songs that are connected to the theory, the notes and we also still have the webtoon.Ā
Iām not sure when or if Iāll upload the theories for those because with the songs I feel like - after reading my theories - you can kind of understand what they are about? (Some songs have no connection at all in my opinion)Ā
I might, some day in the future, analyze the webtoon and the notes but as Iāve said, right now Iām focusing on recovery. Of course I am always up for answering questions and all.Ā
That being said, I am SO sorry for leaving your messages/asks unanswered. I deleted Tumblr back then and I did not get any notifications and to be honest, I did not think that people would text me so I never checked. Iām so surprised at the amount of positive messages and questions Iāve gotten. And at how many people are interested in my theory.Ā
Thank you so so so much. And once again, Iām sorry for not knowing all of this and leaving it unanswered.
I just checked my Tumblr for the first time in years and saw all the notifications and messages and I am so grateful :( It put a huge smile on my face and I really appreciate all of you. I do feel very sorry though.
I will go through every message and answer all of them of course! Might take me some time though since there are quite a few.Ā
Thank you so much.Ā
Oh, and about Demian:
I have SO many asks about the document and Iāll look for a way to upload it on Tumblr and if that doesnāt work then I can send it per mail to whoever wants to read it!Ā
If you have any specific questions about the newer songs I will of course try my best to answer. And if I notice that there are common questions about them, I might make a post with questions and answers. Depending on your guysā wishes, Iād be up to do something.Ā
For now, Iāll focus on answering everyone - be it questions or just anything else.
Feel free to share your opinion and thank you all!Ā
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Dionysus' Magic Shop Deal with AbraxasĀ (BTS Theory)
In MOTS: Persona, there is a song called "Dionysus". Now, it's obvious that this song is referring to the greek god Dionysus, as seen by the lyrics. But this song may be much more important than you think.
First, let me explain the gist of who Dionysus is:Ā
Dionysus is the god of wine, madness, vegetation cultivation & religious ecstasy. The story goes that Dionysus was the son of Zeus & Semele. Zeus seduced & impregnated the princess of Thebes, but then a jealous Hera trickedĀ Semele into demanding that Zeus reveal his true form to her. As a mortal, Semele could not look upon a godās true form without dying. Zeus managed to rescue the unborn Dionysus by sewing him into his thigh. A few months later, Dionysus was born from Zeusās thigh.
Thus, Dionysus was known to have been twice-born and was sometimes called ādimetorā (of two mothers), which is also constantly referenced in BTS' song "Dionysus". Being born and reborn:
Now, like i said, since Dinoysus is the god of ritual insanity, he has the ability to make people go insane at his will. He makes people go into a trance of ecstasy and euphoria, where they lose all awareness. Dionysus uses his powers to make people forget about their pain and misery.Ā
On the other hand, Abraxas is the god of Heaven & Hell + everything beyond that. He is the Supreme God. He has been mentioned throughout āWINGSā, especiallyĀ āBlood Sweat and Tearsā several times. Abraxas is also the snake who tricked eve into biting into the apple in the Garden of Edens, which led to the fall of Adam & Eve. However, he did it to open Adam & Eve's mind and enhance their knowledge.Ā
Essentially, Abraxas puts people through "hell" so that they can learn from their pain & mistakes and eventually ascend to enlightenment. So, Dionysus in a sense is very similar to Abraxas. Dionysus is the god of vegetation and Abraxas is the "life of vegetation in the course of one year". Dionysus uses his powers for good and evil and so does Abraxas.Ā
They are alike in power, BUT different in intention.
So what's the difference between Dionysus and Abraxas?Ā
Ā In very simple terms, Dionysus is the god of Euphoria, and Abraxas is the god of Enlightenment/Nirvana.Ā
There is a stark difference between Euphoria and Nirvana. Euphoria is a state of extreme happiness, often to the point of abnormality and usually caused by use of drugs. Nirvana is a transcendent state in which there is neither suffering, desire, nor sense of self, and the subject is released from the effects of karma and the cycle of death and rebirth. Nirvana is beyond heaven and hell.
Euphoria in a sense, is a mock Nirvana, because Euphoria is temporary, while Nirvana isn't.Ā
So... what if Dionysus wanted to become like Abraxas? Because, Dionysus isn't actually a full on God. He was a demi-god, since his mother was Princess Semele of Thebes, a mortal.Ā Dionysus can be seen as a rebel probably from the shame he felt for having a mortal mother. He could've been a god, but because of his mother, he is merely a demi-god. He could never possess the powers he wish he could as a full-on god. Because of this, Dionysus would never thinkĀ he was enough. He would crave power more and more. He always wants MORE. His craving for more power is driven by his ego and fear of being seen as weak or inferior to other greek gods. He would use religious ecstasy to hide this weakness of himself from others. If he could makeĀ other people forget who he really is, including his fears and weaknesses, he could make other people see him as the perfect all powerful god that he always wanted to be.Ā
People could see him as Abraxas: the SUPREME GOD.
But how would Dionysus have obtained this power, or persona?Ā
Well, remember the Magic Shop in Fake Love?Ā
"Magic Shop is a psychodramtic technique that exchanges fear for a positive attitude"Ā
Each member traded their fear for a positive attitude:
It's important to also note that, Abraxas is most likely the owner of the magic shop, because the word "Abracadabra" originates from the word "Abraxas":
So what if, Dionysus was so desperate to become Abraxas, he walked into the magic shop, and like the members of BTS, traded his fear for a positive attitude?
What if, Abraxas made a deal with Dionysus:Ā
In exchange for Dionysus' fear, Abraxas would give Dionysus a chance to take over the Magic Shop, in a sense experience what it's like to be Abraxas.Ā
Ā And perhaps, this is the reason why he has the ability to send others intoĀ a state of euphoria.Ā
Ā And this makes sense, because where do we see the boys at the end of LY: Wonder?Ā
Euphoria MV. They all seem really happy, but we know the truth is Euphoria is merely a temporary state of happiness, in truth their fears are still present and haunting them.
Dionysus would never actually become Abraxas, because the deal Dionysus made with Abraxas was merely to trade his fears for a mask of perfection, or PERSONA.Ā
The positive attitude that each member traded for with their fears, was their personas.
It's why, at the end of Fake Love, we see each of the members wearing cloaks and masks.Ā
The masks represents their personas. And this is also why we see the owner of the magic shop wearing a mask and a cloak. Because the owner is Dionysus.
And Dionysus traded his fears for a mask of persona as well.Ā
So I was watching bts mma performance and made a discovery. Don't know if any found it. The placement of the lightbulbs make a constellation called Corona Borealis.(funny timing) It is to represent a gift to Ariadne from Dionysus. Corona borealis translate to northern crown. Which was a gift to ariadne from dionysus.
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On Bangtanās music video since day one is eventually part of the HYYH plotline. NO MORE DREAMS, who tackles about the youths who try to understand the adults but at the same time trying to do what they want. N.O, is about adults who force their desire and try to control the younger ones. BOY IN LUV, looks like where the boys experience the love for the first time in their life, but in my point of view, Jungkook was the first and most experience it for the first time. Now letās all take a look at Danger MV where it tackles and shows a rage of a boy who just rejected or cheated by a girl he loves and War of Hormones where the boy is back in track and still head over heels to the girl.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Now letās include their Concert teasers and VCRs. I donāt know I was confused at first THE RED BULLET TOUR was considered as an EPISODE I while BTS BEGINS was EPISODE II, then the WINGS TOUR was their last part of the trilogy and yes the whole plot inside this trilogy is also part of the HYYH or in short the whole BTS songs and message. Like argh it blows my mind while doing this. Anyway, let's get back in track. I re-watched all of their VCR in the said tours. I donāt know if the title just messed up because if we follow the release date and the title itself, it will really confuse. Nevertheless, if we will follow the storyline it makes sense despite of its title and date releases. THE RED BULLET TOUR shows the boys being rebelled and mad followed by THE BTS BEGINS where they show how the boys meet each other for the very first time and thereās a part of their VCR and teasers, that you can see SeokJin is still living in the word ābe a good kidā where he wears an earphone to listen to the principal. You can also picture out the room that the boys used to hang out that mention in the webtoon save me and the HYYH NOTES 1. While the WINGS TOUR is different but also includes in the plotline, I will tackle it later because it is one of the high lightened part.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā After THE BTS BEGINS, BTS finally revealed the MV of I NEED U and the era or new chapter, HYYH begins. But thereās a twist, we all thought I NEED U was the beginning of their whole plot line. I also thought that but itās not. I NEED U is one of the main part and one of the upside down of the story along with HYYH on stage: PROLOGUE where we can see the consequence and result of their lifeās situation but at the same time they are refusing to see it. RUN and FIRE MV also show that the boys trying to find the feeling of being home with each other. EPILOGUE: YOUNG FOREVER, shows the boys finding itās way out to the maze that represents their youth or their life situation. Ā
Between the release of RUN and YOUNG FOREVER MV, I NEED U AND RUN JAPANESE MV released and still the scene inside those MV are play a big role.
After party effect shows in the SAVE ME MV, the message of these songs tackles how the boys finally waking up and the realization hits them that they need to save each other and themselves.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā WINGS era came through, I can say that we can consider this as the most high lighten part. The WINGS Short Film from number one to seven, BEGINS, LIE, STIGMA, FIRST LOVE, REFLECTION, MAMA and AWAKE. We are all confused when they release this short films, thereās a lot of theory roaming around and mine was this: If we dissect all of their meaning and consider it part of the whole story line. This a self-reflected, it means that those messages inside is a part of themselves, words they cannot express, they show those scene to seek personal understanding. I will explain it as an individual point of view.
BEGINS: is about his love for his six Hyungs as Jungkook himself and it also his character inside the storyline.
LIE, the trauma of JIMIN that he witnessed when he was a kid inside the Grass Flower Arboretum. Where that crime take away his innocence thatās why he doesnāt want blood on his body just like his part at Highlight Reel. Ā
STIGMA, Taehyungās innocent and torment words inside about his abusive relationship with his father.
FIRST LOVE, a deep meaning of attachment of Yoongi in his motherās piano. There is also a part of him that he blame himself from what happened to his mother.
REFLECTION, Namjoon being stuck inside the container. We also saw how he wanted to answer the phone, he knew Taehyung was calling him. In the storyline, we saw how they are really closed to each other. Namjoon is a big part of Taehyungās life. Ā
MAMA as Hoseokās background story itās about him seeking for attention. If you are going to read Hoseokās notes in HYYH, he said that he was faking the narcolepsy and its true he has Munchausen syndrome. (According to webdmd, Munchausen syndrome is a factitious disorder, a mental disorder in which a person repeatedly and deliberately acts as if he or she has a physical or mental illness when he or she is not really sick.Ā Munchausen syndromeĀ is considered a mental illness because it is associated with severe emotional difficulties.) He did this to seek more attention, he is craving from it as he grows up inside the orphanage.
AWAKE, SeokJin played an important role here. At the beginning of the short film we can see him wearing an earphone again and this time he refused to listen to it, grabs the apple and drop it on the floor and his well-known camera is in there too. (I donāt want to tackle the symbolism here, I will explain it later on.) SeokJin was trying to show the effect to him the moment he centered himself to be a good kid. (I just explain this as an individual meaning of the short film not the meaning of the song. I will explain the partnering later on.)
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā All their solo tracks are connected with each other. First with Yoongi and Jungkook, they show the true brotherhood. Yoongi grow up without his mother care while Jungkook also crave for his fatherās love. We can see the effect of a broken family to them. They seek each otherās love. Namjoon and Taehyung, even life is both hard for them, even poverty comes to their life, each other become their source of strength. In HYYH NOTE 1: Namjoon has a coworker or a friend that he called Taehyung. He said this young man has a similarity yet different from Taehyung, he thought maybe he just missed the true Taehyung. While Namjoon is struggling with his life to be breadwinner to his family and for his sick father, Taehyung has his own battle with his abusive father. HoSeok and Jimin, these two is emotionally attached to each other. From their illness to their past, both of them has a damaged childhood.
overall:Ā interesting that bangtan decided to have a song called āģ ķģ§ ėŖ»ķ ģ§ģ¬ā = The Truth Untold in one of their more recent comebacks which would be āLove Yourself: Tearā with their title track called: Fake Love.Ā
warning(s): mentions of deathĀ
ā theory masterlistĀ
theory:Ā now delving deeper inside this, if you look closely at the lyrics of the song, it exactly depicts the story of Smeraldo which were released on blog posts 2 years ago when they have the comeback of Love Yourself Her - a smeraldo blog was set up as such and they actually told the story and history of the smeraldo flower and its relationship to the florist ( the owner of the shop )Ā
but what was interesting was that later on before the comeback of Love Yourself Tear, this smeraldo blog was taken down and the latest post was that they are currently renovating and would come back soon, as it was meant to be a blog to show the opening of the store around August but was delayed.Ā
170903 // 2.06AM KST
we are shutting down everything temporarily
due to personal circumstances, the opening of the flower shop and blog operations would be temporarily postponed. to the people looking out for us, we want to give our thanks and apologies to you.
( trans: the smeraldo blog is put on hold for now and seemed to have deleted the other blog posts )
PostĀ
now, fast forward to the upcoming comeback of the Love Yourself Answer, the smeraldo blog was somehow magically brought back to life, as if it was back in business but rumours had it that the blog posts were slightly altered, but the gist is remains quite the same ( hence the idea as though they are time travelling etc; the idea of changing events ).Ā
comparing the content of basically the smeraldo blog, the same posts were being uploaded just a year later. ( as if they went back into time )
anyway, in the past before i could even translate everything, i managed to translate a few of the blog posts before it was taken down. ( masterlist here ).Ā
the 1st blog post mainly introduces about the blog and about the floristās adventures into finding the smeraldo, mainly saying that itās a flower that is part of a love story.Ā
170709 // 4.21PM KST
[1st ever story] the fate of smeraldo, the prologue story
hello. im ātestessoā the florist.
i started this blog because i wanted to introduce the flower, smeraldo. i just want to let you know in advance that i am preparing to open a flower shop that specializes in smeraldo in the middle of september. however you might think of it, this blog may be seen as its meant for publicity, i think ive ever met that this smeraldo ( shop ) is not a simple business.
my first connection with smeraldo dated 5 years ago. during that time, i was studying abroad in north dakota, in far north america. while in america, we participated in the academyās <Flower 2012> that opened in virgina for a week. it takes a flight that is more than 5hrs from north dakota to virginia and no less than 7hours from my dorm to school.
[TSAās caption: The Smeraldo Academy (TSA) that researches and specializes in the smeraldo.
Beneath it is the academyās facebook link]
but when i entered the distant event hall, I discovered a placard that said 'the origins of playing cardsā. <Flower 2012> had already ended last week at the event of the academy at the time of americaās playing cards. i wrote the wrong date in my diary. at that time, itās absurd to think that all are connected if i look back at it. i was so tired that i couldnāt afford to move anywhere else so i sat down and listened to the speech. fortunately, the speech was interesting as it was talking about future career of a florist and the connections between flowers was very exciting. of course as expected, itāsā¦ 'smeraldoā
as you know from seeing the picture, the smeraldo carries a warm feeling. the romantic petals that are magical and subtle colours, and donāt you think thereās some kind of sad meaning behind it? thatās right. smeraldo is a flower with a passionate and heartaching story behind it. the story can be said by ānon potevo dire la veritĆ ā, that means 'inability to convey sincerityā in italian. speaking of flowers in love stories, can you guess whether it was sad?
in the future, through this blog about smeraldo, let me unfold the story about this flower gradually in the playing cards.
the 2nd blog post mainly talks about how the florist wishes to bring in Smeraldos for his shop etcĀ
the 3rd blog postĀ talks about how the Smeraldo was first discovered so there is nothing much here.Ā
it is the 4th blog post that it becomes more important. Ā
170720 // 1.56PM KST
[4th story] the smeraldo legend
everyone, can you confidently say that you're beautiful? in the past, i was blinded by a door that said 'i am beautiful.' ive also been blinded by a door that said 'im not beautiful' and to some extent, you can choose which door to pull and enter. everyone, what do you think you would do? im going to tell you something now, starting the entangled love story of smeraldo.
the story of smeraldo is estimated to have begun from 15th century-16th century, in a rural village in northern italy. there's a small solitary castle in 'Sita Di Smeraldo' (La CittĆ di smeraldo). there was a man with a really ugly appearance living there.
ā² the estimated village of 'Sita Di Smeraldo' in northern italy
there was not quite as much information about the man. 'the illegitimate child of the duke of Florence, the duke who fell in love with the gardener's daughter who gave birth to an illegitimate child, the man's mother died at the time of childbirth, and the wife and children of the man tried to kill the man, and so the duke sent the man away.' though there were full of rumours, none of them were claimed to be true.
the man alone hid himself in solitude at the old castle. because of the hatred and jealousy he received upon his birth and growing up, he didn't open his heart to anyone, when anyone tried to approach him, he would hid himself away angrily. his only joy was to grow flowers in his garden. one day, a woman appeared near the vicinity of his castle. the shabby woman picked up the heels of the garden fence, climbed over it and stole some flowers. the man was furious at first, and spent all night protecting his garden. but when he fell asleep for a while, the woman started to pick flowers again. the nights continued like that night, the man pretended to be a joe and observed the returning woman. curiosity killed the cat. the man waited for the woman, and one day decided to follow her. with the woman wrapped in a cloak, the man followed her to a place, the man found out that the poor and sickly woman was selling the flowers to earn a living.
the man wanted to help the woman. he wanted to teach the woman personally how to grow the flowers, and how to grow beautiful flowers. but he couldn't get ahead of her. the woman herself would be scared of him, it was obvious that she wouldn't love his ugly appearance. in the end, all he could do was to plant and grow flowers so that in a matter of time, she would stay in the garden.
the man decided to make a flower that does not exist in the world. the woman started to sell the expensive flowers that she made. after many consecutive failures, the man finally succeeded in making a flower that does not exist in the world, filling his garden with those flowers.
but when he started on this, the woman stopped showing up. no matter how long he waited, the woman did not appear at his garden, the troubled man went down to the village. and so the woman was found to have died.
and up till here, this is the story of smeraldo. i don't know if this really happened, but whoever saw the flower does not know whether it's made up. but every time i look at the smeraldo, i recall the story of it and think of it. if the man had the courage, would he have shown his face and expressed his sincerity? of course, the woman might have been scared and run away, even get mad. to have bravery is easier said than done.
actually, i have a similar experience. it's about the friend that i met at the playing card event at the academy in the previous post. i actually had a crush on him. he was a very bright, cheerful person. after hearing the news of the discovery of the smeraldo, he received the story related to the flowers, and promised me that we would go together to Sita Di Smeraldo. he told me to go with him if he really didn't mean anything to me.
even now, i recall and think about that day. the expression on his face that was full of courage and expectation, with big, short and quick steps and strapping on a knapsack, he excitedly grabbed an opportunity to reserve a plane in schedule.
i will never ever forget that moment. and even though a lot of time has passed, it is still a raw wound that will not heal.
this is of utmost importance. because it is exactly what is being relayed in the songĀ āthe truth untoldā.Ā
the most important post of all is the 7th one.Ā the story of the florist being almost identical to how the Smeraldo flower was made and then put into a song by bangtan.Ā
170813 // 2.02PM KST
[7th story] āthe truth untoldā
Actually, I'm not from a very wealthy family. I also had a hard time studying in America.
I was a foreigner, henceI was not fluent in English, and I couldn't afford to have a great future.
On the day we promised to go on a trip to Italy, I waited for that friend at the airport and saw her get off the bus with a handsome and wonderful man over the glass door. I hid myself right away. Why did i do that? I don't know...I just hid myself reflexively and turned around and walked away.
'That's it then. I couldn't have tried to make her to go on a trip to Italy with me. For her, I was just a poor foreigner who didn't know anything.' That was my feelings then.
She called while I was walking, but I didn't answer. I stared at my face in the mirror in the airport toilet.
Then, I turned off my cell phone and got on the plane. I booked the same flight, so I thought she would be there with him somewhere on the plane, but I didn't find her. I just wished for it. I don't know how much I wanted her to look for me around the plane. But until the plane crossed the Atlantic and landed in Italian airspace and got off at the airport... No one came to see me.
ā² Pictures taken while waiting for her at the international San Francisco airport in America
Sita di Smeraldo remains a painful and happy memory for me. The flowers were so beautiful that I cried. And that night something strange happened. I woke up with a strange sound while sleeping in a private house. There was a bed just below the window, and I could hear someone knocking on the window. The room was on the second floor and it was quiet outside. The time was past midnight and the curtain was pulled down so I couldn't see what was outside the window.
It wasn't scary or fearful, but it was still strange. I thought I'd woken up and open the window on the second floor, but I didnāt. I was forced to sleep, thinking that it would be better for the branches to shake in the wind and hit the window, but I couldn't sleep very well. I laid still for a long time listening to the sound, as if holding something back.
It was around lunch the next day that she called. No, it wasn't her who called. It was her brother. She had an accident at the airport where she was chasing someone in a hurry, and her breathing became unstable a little after midnight last night, and she ended up leaving the world.
Before I left my dorm that day, I opened the window next to my bed. The sunlight came in, and there was a colony of Smeraldo flowers. As I looked at the flowers and felt the wind passing by in the sun, I felt as if I was standing next to her by the window looking at Smeraldo.
ā² Painful and happy memories, the beautiful scenery of Sita di Smeraldo.
On my way home from the United States and from the airport, I heard some news that I had been looking forward to for a long time had been achieved. It was the fact that the Smeraldo flower shop in Korea was approved by the Smeraldo Society. Because Smeraldo is a rare species, the association strictly manages its overseas sales and so on, and it was approved by me to apply to the association later on. Later, three years have passed since the opening of the Smeraldo flower shop in Korea, but I decided to think that the news from the conference was the last message she gave me.
And that's how she gave me the (non-potevo de la veritĆ ) and went to a different world.
This is the special relationship that I talked about in the first post.
but for easier reference, i have also placed the lyrics of the song right here.Ā
This garden is filled
With blossoming loneliness
I tied myself
To this sand castle filled with thorns
What is your name?
Do you even have a place to go?
Oh could you tell me?
I saw you hiding in this garden
And I know
Your heat is real
Your hand picks the blue flowers
I want to hold it but
This is my destiny
Donāt smile on me
Light on me
Because I canāt go to you
Thereās no name to call
You know that I canāt
Show you me
Give you me
I canāt show you my weakness
So Iām putting on a mask to go see you
But I still want you
A flower that resembles you
Blossomed in this garden of loneliness
I wanted to give it to you
As I take off this stupid mask
But I know
This canāt go on forever
I must hide
Because Iām ugly
Iām afraid
So pathetic
Iām so afraid
In the end, will you leave me too?
So Iām putting on a mask to go see you
What I can do is
To make a pretty flower
That resembles you
Blossom in this garden, in this world
Then breathe as the person you know
But I still want you
I still want you
Maybe back then
If I had just a little more
Courage
And stood before you
Would everything be different now?
Iām crying
At this sandcastle
Thatās disappearing
And breaking down
As I look at this broken mask
And I still want you
But I still want you
But I still want you
And I still want you
now, letās look at each section of the song one by one. it is exactly the story of the Smeraldo legend in which the man whose appearance he refused to show to the woman who he grows to love ( despite her stealing his flowers ), he wears a mask so not to scare her away etc.Ā
the idea of the man just out of reflex hiding from the woman as such and the ending that she died before he could even confess that he loved her - thatās the truth untold.Ā
yet, if you compare with Fake Love, there is some semblance of the Smeraldo flower here as well.Ā
If itās for you
I can act like Iām happy even when Iām sad
If itās for you
I can act strong even when it hurts
Hoping love will be perfected with only love
Hoping that all my weaknesses will be hidden
In this dream that wonāt ever come true
I grew a flower that couldnāt be blossomed
just like the man in the Smeraldo legend, he created a flower that couldnt be blossomed by anyone else. that was how much effort and love he has for the woman that he barely knew the name of. he only knew her as someone who was sick and sold flowers for a living.Ā
now, see this is related to a whole love story, not so much of the HYYH period, and remember the articles posted regarding the highlight posters were meant to talk about love, in a way this is an extension of the HYYH era but now the idea of love, relationships and dating is now involved and not so much between the brotherhood that we all thought it was just about before especially with Prologue.Ā
