#bsc thesis

Lol thesis is due in on Monday. And I have to still add images. Put references of images. Actually sort out the content, format it all correctly. I just hate looking at it now and I want to cry. I know I should have written it at least last November at least. But I was just staring at it and not doing anything. Like I wrote a bunch of written notes. I'm not good at arthematic, or doing data things. But I enjoy looking at literature and picking out the information. I haven't spoken to my supervisor once and he hasn't reached out to me, it was just easier for me to not talk to him. So I dunno. It will be pointed out probably in my defence and it is not very cohesive.

By God I’ll write this. I WILL. No matter that I have written 103 words in like 2 hours. 

Just realized my latest fanfic is longer than my bachelor thesis from last year. Well, I’m not exactly surprised but still... What the hell

My thesis defense is tomorrow and I'm looking at my presentation and feeling useless and like I don't know anything. And I need to leave a good impression with my defense to have a hope for a raised grade, because I know my work deserves better than the C my reviewer has suggested (she wrote three sentences about how my topic and content was really good and then proceeded to nitpick little fucking typos and citing issues for two damn pages. I had to do some last-minute revisions, alright?!).