the first time randy jerks off thinking about his brother being after he got the shit beaten out of him at school. some boys in his class didn't like the way he looked, the way he talked, the way randy's just...himself. benson's pissed because he taught randy to throw a punch, got him a knife a few years back. so either randy didn't stand his ground or the shitheads that did this to him ganged up on him so randy couldn't do anything.

do you think a ranson incest au would have them the same level of unhealthy codependence or even More unhealthily codependent

benson giving randy some of his shirts to wear so his little brother can put on boy clothes for the first time...and there's something so satisfying about the dress randy's mom had laid out for him laying discarded on the floor while randy's beaming wearing benson's ratty, well-worn shirt with the sleeves cut off. he's the happiest benson's ever seen. even though randy can't bring any of the clothes home with him---his mom would throw an absolute fit---he asks benson if he can wear them again next time they hang out. and when he pulls the shirt over his head to change back without thinking to tell his brother to turn around---not wearing anything under the shirt except for white panties with a little pink bow since benson didn't have any bottoms that'd come close to fitting him---randy makes a muffled comment that he likes how the shirt smells like benson, too. smoke, sweat, and benson's cheap but reliable deodorant

brocon! ranson would be the WORSTTTTT coworkers. benson bosses randy around but just Death Glares anyone that tries to do the same. randy has no spine except when he snaps back at benson and it always catches everyone off guard. benson complained about his back one morning and randy laughed at him, asking if 'nee nee' was getting old. their coworkers are pretty sure they're fucking after that because. what the Fuck. chris would be dead within two months for pulling his shit💀

I know you're getting a lot of brocon! Ranson asks but omg there's something I just thought about. So they've always been pretty affectionate with each other as kids. Hugs coming easy and beds were not rarely stared cause Randy always came up with some excuse; a scary dream or loud thunderstorm or he's scared of tomorrow or he's cold. A thing that might make their mom look twice though is how they shared kisses. Not just a sweet cheek or forehead kiss, no, Benson would cup Randy's cheeks and plant a firm peck on his lips. Randy's always soo giggly about it, cause Bensons lips feel wet and funny on his. Making it a habit of sneaking up to his brother, standing on his tiptoes in front of him and making a kissy mouth signaling him he wanted a kiss.

randy who wakes up early every morning to his mom in his room, picking out the dress for him to wear at school. something that means he can't be running around on the playground with, something that means he has to sit out from PE and watch everyone else run around. his mom says that girls that like playing sports end up as dykes. the dresses are glittery and scratchy and he's Always disliked the way they feel on his skin from a texture level but now that he's gotten to try some of benson's clothes, clothes that his brother lays out for him the same way his mom does but it's different because benson doesn't get mad at him when randy puts his clothes on the floor instead of laying them on the bed. benson doesn't make him stay still to fix his hair when it gets messy, if anything benson helps it get messy. benson's fine with randy wearing pants and prods at him to be louder, to have opinions. he lets randy have junk food and doesn't comment on him getting fat from it. once, he has randy look through his fridge for something to snack on and when randy tried to say he wasn't hungry---not seeing his mom's preferred snack of celery sticks---benson said that was bullshit. that randy was a growing boy. the offhanded comment made randy so happy he started crying in the middle of the kitchen.

t4t brocon ranson where benson's been out and passing for years and years. when his dad left and remarried, it was never something he mentioned to his new wife. he takes her transphobia and homophobia with a passive listening ear. when randy's little, it's all dresses and skirts, hair bows and clips in hair put in two braids by her mom every morning before school. benson thinks his sister looks like a cherub plucked from easter sunday church service. kid looks fucking stupid going out in public looking like a doll.

sorry i'm always spamming you with my brocon ranson thoughts, never feel bad if you want me to back off btw!!!