#bri365

Today felt like bleh, basically. I need to get back on focus (again). On another note, I'm starting to get to know my friends better. Which is a good thing, but sometimes it scares me how much some people struggle. kjsakjfskjl. this post turned out like shit but I need documentation of something okay i'm leaving because i have a fucking 7 am which fucking sucks and yeah so bye 

I woke up late today, made myself a nice cup of coffee and went to work on re-organizing my room. I realized I have a lot of clothes, yet I still can never find anything to wear. It's tragic honestly. I put away all my clothes while catching up on The Carrie Diaries. I still have a lot more organizing to do. Then I went to go hang out with T-Raw. I've missed him so much. This semester is going to be so weird and different and I'm ready for it but I also really miss last semester (or maybe I just really miss my ex but that's another story for another time). Either way, new semester, new way of living, better me. 

I have to remember the strength of my family when times get tough. I didn't come from a long line of strong Wilkerson women to be acting this retarded lately. No siree. I'm getting my shit together, starting right now. 

Yuna is my spirit animal swear. I've been listening to her music for the past 24 hours and her voice and music speaks to me. Coffee and Lullabies speak to me the most, but that doesn't mean all her other songs don't make me feel amazing. That's the thing I love about music. It can bring out emotions in you, no matter what. So I've decide that even though it's reckless, and retarded, and probably pointless, I'm going to make this mixtape. Might as well. I've been thinking about it for over a month. Might as well liven up my life. Plus, I think I would great never doing it, never trying, more than trying and having something, anything happen.