#bpdstruggles

dealing with some #fp shit .. never felt so horrible before .. send me some love and support please :/

sometimes I look at pics or think about myself and feel really uncomfortable because it’s almost like someone has stole my body and is impersonating me, it doesn’t feel like it was me. it’s hard to explain what it’s like to not know who u are. I know who I am now but in 5 minutes I might be totally different. I don’t think I’ll ever understand the person that other people see. I’m sad, I hope I’m a cool person

recently my worst symptom would be identity disturbance and right now i’m looking in the mirror and it just literally isn’t me. it’s frustrating when i can see me under a layer of not me. i feel like i am me but i don’t look like me. yet who is me? i don’t know !

why is being a loner such a bad thing? why do I need to talk to people to make other people happy? what about my own happiness?

imagine actually knowing what you look like and what you’re like as a person? imagine looking at a picture of yourself and actually recognising it as you?