maya

You are still alive, and i’m very proud of you for that.

how to stop endlessly analyzing your own behavior as if you were a scientific experiment

When you tell ur self “it is what it is” but deep down you wish things turned out differently.

My brain is getting more demanding again. I'm not sure how long until I take it again. It's like this incessant need, one I don't know how long I can ignore. And part of me knows I should tell someone about these thoughts to prevent them from coming into fruition. But another part of me only wants to keep the secret, let it fester inside my head. Then in a moment I can't take it anymore act on them and live out the consequences.

just because someone is hurting doesn’t mean you have to too

not to be dramatic, but i’m the worst thing that’s ever happened to me

self reflection is a good thing but too much self analysis is so exhausting. constantly questioning your own motives and how you're being perceived and whether or not you're being real and what's authentic leads to such a convoluted mentality like. u don't even know who you are cause you just end up being a case study and not a person. i just want to let myself move through the world for a moment

sorry for being mentally ill can we still kiss

There is still hope. There is still time. You will get through this. It will be ok.

when someone asks you what your interests are and you have to stop and actually ponder it because you don’t have a true interest that’s lasted longer than 5 minutes. just bpd things!