#boy 19

So. 2 and one of the friends he shares with 19 needed help with a movie they were filming and I was like "sure, why not," which was a mistake in the beginning because not only did I have to get up early on a Saturday, I also had to wear a dress and it was freezing!

But anyway, I showed up and there were many cute boys but this was real life so I didn't expect too much until this boy said something along the lines of "it's freezing and this obviously requires some hot chocolate. I'm buying if you come with me," which is obviously important because a boy asked me out on a semi-date in real life and do you understand that this has not happened in literal years? So yes, very exciting.

13

We see each other every weekend for viewings of our favorite TV show, we're friends, it's cool.

16

He randomly pokes me on facebook sometimes and who are you even?

19

We cool. Also still see each other a lot as friends.

SOS I touched his butt by accident a while back.

20

Discovered we work at the same place.

22

Still talk a lot and hang out sometimes.

Last Friday he invited me to his frat party and it was nice because he only invited me and we spent most of the time together.

Unfortunately he was drunk and danced with this other girl briefly and this would be fine except dancing in frat parties means grinding by default.

Also in his drunken state he said that he wanted to have sex with me but wouldn't because he wanted our first time to be sober because he liked me a lot and apparently enough to date me.

If you were saying "whut?" when you read the previous bullet point then let me tell you that I'm right there with you.

But we held hands and kissed and stuff and it was cute.

He asked me a few min ago if I wanted to hang out.

So after our date we texted a couple of times a week and I thought it was fine because we were busy getting ready to head back to school and yeah...

So, as previously stated, he lives on the floor above me and when we got back to school we talked a little but nothing happened so yeah.

1

We texted all summer on and off. It was nice. I see no future, too dangerous since I like him so much but oh well, I predict a good frienship.

2

Okay he was sorta right about 19. Still wants to do physical things with me. Not gonna happen but also friendship.

9

It's kinda pointless writing about this on here since we are always going to be friends and that's it but we hung out so much (like 24/7 this week) that now we are getting on each other's nerves a lot.

11

He texted me a few hours after saying that it was nice seeing me in person and isn't this a little of "eh" a response to a date? Who knows once again

We've been texting but not super frequently and this makes me sad.

He's been on Tinder, gah.

We went to Chipotle for like dinner

We greeted each other with a hug and he was so tall omg

He opened the door for me and what a man

He paid for my meal so it was a proper date

At first it was kinda slow but then it picked up

Sometimes he says jokes without laughing and it was really confusing to me at first what was a joke and what wasn't

I thought it went pretty well overall

At one point we were comparing hand sizes and he kinda folded his fingers so we locked hands and omg this was too cute for this life

He drove me home

He opened the car door for me and yes, what a man

OKAY SO THIS IS WHERE I MESSED UP UGH OKAY HEAR ME OUT: It was raining so when we got to my house he asked me if I wanted him to walk me to my door but like it was raining and I didn't want to be a horrible person so I said I was fine since it was raining and everything

It didn't hit me until waay later that when we had been talking prior to our date, this had happened:

Could that have been the moment that he wanted to kiss me at? Who knows!