you never asked his name, not at first.
the cook told you weeks after you first saw him stumbling into the diner. simon.
he only showed up after midnight, sometimes even later, blood on his knuckles, sweat drying on the back of his neck, an old and beat duffel bag swung over his shoulder, and more often than not with a split lip or a black eye adoring his pale skin.
youâd bring him extra napkins when his lip was split, and heâd nod a thanks, a quiet understanding.
he always ordered the same thing: black coffee, eggs, hash browns, sausages, and no tomatoes. heâd pay in crumbled bills and often tip enough for you to feel guilty about taking them, but then again, youâd never had the chance to argue about it as heâd always leave the money on the table and disappear into the night.
he never talked much, just sat in the corner booth of the crappy, fluorescent-lit diner youâd started working at for some extra money, watching the rain smear the windows as he ate alone.
you told yourself it was none of your business, the busted-up knuckles, bruised jaw, the way he sometimes limped, none of that was yours to pry into. it didnât take you long to connect the dots: it was a sketchy neighbourhood, and youâd heard enough about the illegal gambling and fights going on in the back alleys to understand he mustâve been one of the fighters.
still, youâd find yourself watching the door every time youâd work the night shift, waiting for him, until one night, simon didnât show.
at first you pretended not to care.
you wiped down his usual booth four times, refilling all the sugar jars of the diner hoping theyâd keep you busy as the clock behind you kept ticking.
the cook, a welsh man who wasnât too keen on personal hygiene, would spend the dead hours smoking outside, leaving you alone, elbows propped up on the counter as youâd stare at the door, hoping the next time the bell over the door jingled, itâd be him, hood up and eyes dark instead of a strong gust of wind.
but it was never him.
youâd told yourself maybe he got tired of the place, or that heâd gotten hurt too bad. you tried not to dwell on the second option too long.
the next night, simon still didnât show.
three nights later, just after two am, he finally stumbled in, blood dripping down the side of his face and holding onto his side.
the diner was empty, and you almost dropped the sugar jar you were refilling behind the counter.
âjesus, simon-!â it was the first time youâd said his name out loud.
he blinked just once, like he hadnât expected you to know it. he was swaying slightly, favouring his left leg. âdo ya mind-?â
âiâll grab the kit.â you rushed into the storage room, coming back with a small red and white box.
âsânot as bad as it looksâŚâ he tried saying as you guided him to sit down in a booth.
âyouâre bleeding.â you pointed out more sharply than you meant to.
simon didnât argue again.
in silence, he let you patch the cut on his eyebrow. it was messy but shallow, didnât need stitches, so you gently placed a bandaid on his brow ridge.
his ribs were worse, and simon winced when you tried pressing some ice to his side. âgimme thaâ-â he snatched the ice from you, lifting the hem of his hoodie, careful to hide the old scars that reminded him that his violence wasnât something for a pretty thing like you.
his hand kept the ice under the hoodie to try swell down the purpling bruise blooming across his side, his eyes never leaving you as you moved to grab some tissues.
âtold ya âs not too bad.â he grunted.
âand i told you to sit still twice already, havenât i?â you lifted an eyebrow at him, cleaning the blood off his face.
he coughed out a laugh, looking away.
âwhy didnât you come in this week?â you murmured after a couple of minutes of comfortable silence. âi thought youâd finally gotten tired of finding richieâs hair in your plate.â
he grinned.
âgot jumped after the last match, tuesday night. wasnât exactly in walkinâ shape for a coupla days.â he then answered.
you grimaced, and simon felt the need to reassure you.
âsâalright.â simon shrugged. âstill standinâ.â
âbarely.â
a few moments passed before he cleared his throat, tilting his head to look at you. âdidnât think youâd notice.â
âi noticed. also- youâre the only regular at this time, itâd be hard not to.â
silence stretched between you again, and you almost grew impatient, craving to hear his tired voice once more.
âmânot used to thaâ.â
âi figured.â you replied gently.
âthis placeâs the only part of my night that doesnât feel like hell.â he admitted then, as quiet as a prayer. âwhereâd ya know my name?â
âheard the cook once. picked it up.â you shrugged.
âah, richie and that big mouth aâhis.â simon snorted, wincing at the piercing pain in his ribs. you looked at his hand, resting on the table, bruised and with dried blood under his nails.
âyouâre quiet. never asked me anythinâ âbout the cuts ân the bruises. thought ya didnât pay attention.â
âi always pay attention.â
the silence stretched on as you two sat one in front of the other with steaming cups of bad coffee between you.
âwonât miss another night.â
âyou better not, simon.â

















