He knew it from the electricity in the air, from the shadows in his fever dreams, and the whispers in the wind: the revolution was doomed to fail. Every moment he spent in their company, their jester and their skeptic, was another nail in the coffins they'd never see.
Harbinger. The curse he'd known since he was a boy. Where there would be tragedy, Grantaire was drawn with a gravity he could deny no more than the air in his lungs. Disaster and ruin were ever on his heels and yet nothing could change it. His words constantly fell on deaf ears. And who would believe him now? Just a drunk, lost to the madness of spirits and opiates.
And yet he couldn't look away, couldn't force himself to leave. These boys with their dreams and their hope would die violent, bloody deaths, and still he sat with them, drank with them, called them his friends.
Harbinger. Masochist. The two seemed forever intertwined.
The steps to their back room creaked with the arrival of another revolutionary and at first, Grantaire refused to stir from where he'd sat, but as they drew closer the air grew heavier, thicker in his lungs. Tragedy since past. It was not a sign he felt often in these halls of revolution. Blue eyes, dulled with spirits now bright with curiosity, flickered over to the new arrival. He poured himself another glass and crossed the room with a boxer's grace, spirits be damned. "And which of our merry revolutionaries recruited you?"