I'm in a toxic relationship with no where to go but down. We're both firestarters, you with the match and I with the gasoline, and no way to put it out. We enjoy the burn until it takes hold of our bodies and leaves us burnt and charred. The high I get from you is like no drug I've ever smoked, shot, or snorted. It leaves me half broken, but fully alive. And when I come down, its the hardest crash I've ever felt. Like my world is coming to pieces right in front of my eyes and all I can do is stare wide eyed and mouth half open. You tear me apart piece by piece to make me into what you think I should be. I try to please you, but always fail. Maybe I'm crazy, sick even to believe that we are right for one another, but deep down I know that no one was made so perfectly wrong for me.

In my eighteen years in this world, i still cannot fathom the reasoning for heartbreak. You give your heart to someone, A boy, a girl, a human being, And they take it and they devour it, wholey and without warning. They take it and they rip it to shreds. Sometimes they don’t even understand that they are hurting you but they are.