#bookofataru

If I can be honest to you, I'm scared. For what feels like the first time in my life I'm scared, and it's not even because of something that makes sense. Then again maybe it does.

I've been watching from afar for so long, so very truly long. I've done it happily too, because look what's become of you. Some would mock you, I know I have in passing in my thoughts long ago before I truly saw you for you.

What you have become though, grown into with your own will and through the trials you've faced, and the friends you've made along the way. It's amazing to have seen it, brother.

I don't feel I can just watch anymore, I have to take part. I have to participate and do what I can to look out for you. Every other time in your journey I've not felt you couldn't handle yourself in these battles and moments. This time though it's not about doubting you, it's about being afraid of God chosen foes doing their worst to get you, and prevent you from having what is rightfully yours.

I've no doubt of who you are, at your core you are a good soul baby brother. Anyone who knows you personally knows that undeniable truth.

These five men though, I don't feel that from them. They are at best powerful hollow vessels for evil higher beings, or at worst powerful spiteful wicked willing players in a game that feels all too stacked against you.

I'm scared not because of the fights that I will be facing when I go down this road, the blood I'll spill with my hands and the blood I will lose myself, but I'm scared… Scared of when you find out who I am, and what you've not known for so many years of your life.

Suguru, you have a big brother. One who loves you and only wants the best for you, because you are the best of our bloodline. You deserve to live long, and call Planet Kinniku your kingdom. I won't let anyone, Human, Chojin, or God, stop that from happening, or stop you from becoming what you are destined to become.

This is my final entry, baby brother. The final one before I stop being an observer. I hope one day you will read all this, and I hope you can forgive me for being hidden for so long and understand my choices in doing it all.

All my love brother...