I - The last time I felt jealous, and why.

many of my friends seem to be leading very fun/productive/adventurous/more fulfilling lives than me, and i feel that me and my life are seriously lacking in comparison (but i know that’s not necessarily true, and many of them have expressed feeling the same as me so it’s a ‘grass is always greener’ moment). ugly bc i truly am happy for them when good things happen but part of me is always very :/ bc Not Me

R - For me to tell 10 of my curiosities.

oh man i am bad at the list ones also i cant tell if this means things im curious about or like... knickknacks lol but going with the former: 1. astrology 2. space/alien life 3. coincidences and stuff in life that feels too wild to JUST be coincidences4. planes and especially plane crashes (this one bites me HARD in the ass every time im on a plane) 5. psychology but specifically “deviant” and “abnormal” or w/e 6. drugs. like the idea of psychedelics? so cool to me 7. what do whales think about. do they ever think about us? 8. true crime but i dont actually watch/listen to any apart from buzzfeed unsolved LOL 9. we dont know what we dont know so fucking like GHOSTS and other otherwordly stuff that we cant PROVE doesnt exist babey!!! 10. the changes that everyone and everything will have to go through when capitalism falls (the good the bad and the different!)

S - 2 habits.

AH! HELLO!! Hahaha!!

I missed you quite a bit as well, Bonk.

I hope you've been having fun and being good, well, to the best of your ability. And staying healthy!! Drink water!!

If you don't, I'll send Mumza after you. She's coming over this weekend and she gets onto me about it too haha.

Though I really did just dip for a while didn't I, very sorry about that,,, There's so much going on it's insane. But now I have a hand to hold so I'm calming down a bit. Won't ruffle my feathers too much.

But all in all, I really do hope life's been treatin' you well, kiddo. Or at least it'll get better.