it honestly felt like a dream  -----  just a dream that he can't wake up from, but sadly, it was reality.  nothing was a dream;  the dead walking around was not a dream and it scared him, as well as the rest of his members.  but after a while of surviving, he built up his walls;  a very strong wall.  he was one who showed emotion, the one who was always smiling and happy and he had the nickname of sunshine by many.  but now, he wasn't like that anymore;  his exterior had hardened and it scared his members how much youngjae had changed.  not only that, but before the whole outbreak, none of them knew how to use weapons.  and now they all know how to use them, not expertly, but enough to survive.  youngjae, on the other hand, managed to train himself and learn how to use more weapons than just a simple handgun or a knife.   Â
right now, he had volunteered to go out on his own to scavenge; Â he held the hilt of his knife tightly in his hand as he walked slowly whilst his dark hues flickered around, searching for food and water and anything else they really needed. Â it was so hard to find those things nowadays for himself and his six members. Â with his free hand, he fixed the black face mask over his mouth and nose so it fit more comfortably but as he did that, he saw a figure a little ways away, stumbling a bit and his dark hues narrowed slightly. Â there was no way there was a lone biter walking around.