#blush'starot

Pile 1

general: seven of cups (reversed)

You may have a lot of things going on right now, many places to go, many decisions to take, so try to relax and think clearly. It's easy to get overwhelm without realizing until it is too late, so take a break to see if the things you're choosing to do, or agreeing to, are actually what's best for you and aren't based on wishful thinking. Be realistic, know your limits in what you can do, and the correct path will come to you more easily after so much indecision.

Also, based on the image of the card, it looks like there's this kind of party, friend reunion, event, whatever you want to name it; maybe you already agreed to attend, or maybe it's something that will get planned later this month, whatever it is, be realistic about it. Don't feel pressured to agree to it, there's no reason if you can’t give it the time and attention it deserves, so don't be afraid to turn it down if you really need to.

love & relationships: seven of pentacles (reversed)

If you're in a relationship, I'm going to be honest, you're probably going through or are going to hit a rough patch this month. An not too call out you pile 1 people, but maybe you're too focused in other things to put time and effort in the relationship, be it work, finances, or whatever. So try to separate yourself from that, make some "me time" and give yourself the time to relax and think over what's happening. In any case, this can also be your partners lack of effort into the relationship, or just straight up both, and maybe because of it there's this feeling of losing the connection you have between the two. Try to talk it over, see how your partner is feeling about it too, and also try to reach together for a solution to it.

If you're single... honey, I'm going to hold your hand when I say this, but you might be doing too much. Too much of nothing, or too much of everything. There's two paths for you people here, the "I'm too focused on my career to care for love" that actually does care about love, or the "I'm doing everything I can why won't I find someone to date", so let's all try and find a middle ground here. No, I'm not asking you people to stop "looking for love" or "focus on your career", I'm just asking you to tone it down a bit, because either way you're probably frustrated at how your love life is going. So make the effort to meet new people, but also try not to come off as desperate or needy, love does need to be nurtured, but it also needs to have space to develop, don't try and force it.

money & career: ace of swords

Okay, I see. I see so clearly now why so much indecision and things revolving around career. So congrats in your new job, or promotion, project, or whatever you got, you deserve it ♡ and in case it hasn't happened yet, it will soon.

Now, related to money, make wise decisions with it. Don't get carried away, don't make any decision on the go, especially if it's driven by emotion rather than logic. Take you time to think if you really need something, if it's worth on the long run, how is it going to affect your finances, etcetera. I really can't stress this enough, remember the reversed seven of pentacles card, be realistic, if a friend or family member asks you for money, or to invest, it's okay to say you can't right now.

**As in all the PACs, just take what resonates and leave what doesn't, this is for entertainment only, so have fun with it!

Pile 2

general: seven of pentacles

This is the month when you get rewarded. What ever you've been putting your time and energy into, it's going to finally give you results. Also, if there's a situation in your life that seemed to be stuck, and that it wouldn't get resolved anytime soon, this card means that success is just a few steps away, so don't give up!

If you guys are into manifestation, this month is also good for you guys to start manifesting what you've been wanting to but have been putting off for later. Today is that later, so focus on what you want to achieve.

love & relationships: two of cups

Honestly, great card to get, congrats people.

If you're single, then this means you'll get in a relationship with a person that has a strong connection with you, maybe even someone from your past coming back into your life.

If you're in a relationship, this means you have a great relationship, it's loving, balanced, you both support each other, the list goes on and there's only good things in it. Soon you might find your relationship going to the next level, whatever that means to you, it could be either by a the next level of commitment, or just a deeper emotional or spiritual connection.

money & career: king of swords (reversed)

So, in general it says there's a lack of structure, or self-discipline that it's impacting you career (either work or school), and that it's not only affecting your career but you financial management too, so try to look into that. Also there's this message that I don't really think applies to the majority of people from this pile, but I feel like I might need to address it still. There's or will be, someone intimidating or even bullying you, with the king of swords I can assume its an older man, but it really I get the feeling that could be anyone. That being said, they could make you lose your temper really easily, so try to make rational and logical decisions, take a step back and think if what you're going to do or say it's really okay and it's not just an emotional response that you could regret later.

**As in all the PACs, just take what resonates and leave what doesn't, this is for entertainment only, so have fun with it!

Pile 3

general: the hierophant (reversed)

You guys might be changing something from your life style this month, and not just any minor change, but you might feel compelled to go against what you normally do. Maybe it's a family tradition, or something that has to do with religion, for little or big that this change is it might make people close to you not understand or even get mad at it, but don't mind it too much, this change is something good for you. And in case you're thinking that you don't need to change anything and that you're fine with the way you are right now, really think about it; are you really fine or are you just clinging to what you already know in fear or change, or maybe even in guilt or shame in doing what you really want/need to do.

love & relationships: two of swords

If you are in a relationship, there might be an argument between you and your partner, or maybe there already is, and both of you are avoiding the topic. Whatever this is you guys can't agree on it's causing a stalemate on the relationship, and you guys need to talk about it to keep moving forward. Maybe it's hard, because it's a painful decision to make and that's why both of you refuse to address it, but think about it, is it really fair to both of you to not be able to move on? It doesn't matter how much you love each other if you are in a constant disagreement about something so important, it will only wear you guys out and just make it worse the more it keeps dragging on.

If you are single, there's two paths here, the "I'm scared of rejection" in which you guys are not letting the person you're interested know because of it, and the "I don't know who to choose" because there's two potencial partners you have your eye on but don't really know who you want as a partner. Either way, it's unfair for both paths. In one it's unfair to you because you're making it difficult for your own heart, and I we all love a good slow burn but there's a limit to it, try to get the courage to tell them. In the other, I don't want to say you're leading them on, but you might as well start to if you don't make a decision, and that's something nobody wants, so try and take your time to think about it and see how you're going to handle this, date one, date both (consensually, we don't condone cheating here), or date neither, do what you heart tells you to do.

money & career: king of wands (reversed), strength (reversed)

So basically, you're not doing what you need to do, maybe you're too distracted, or are simply waiting for things to fall into place, not prioritizing your tasks/commitments, whatever you're doing or rather, not doing, you're being too passive. That being said, apparently my deck wanted to throw in a word of advice (the reason why there's two cards instead of just one), and in this case it was with the Strength being stuck to the king of wands card. With Strength we can see that it's most likely a fear or anxiety holding you back from being proactive, and you should let your self-doubt control you. You have more inner strength and skill than you realize, all you need to do is trust in yourself, gain some confidence and in no time you will find direction again.

As for money, the message is more or less a reminder of being smart with how you spend your money, right now it might seem like you're okay and that there's an abundance of it, but remember that anything can happen and it's better to be safe than sorry. Also, if you're planning to invest you money, don't be afraid to ask around for advice, and for more information about it, even if you think you have everything figured out, it doesn't hurt to double check, since maybe you missed something without realizing.

**As in all the PACs, just take what resonates and leave what doesn't, this is for entertainment only, so have fun with it!

Yes, a reading after what? half a year? I haven't been either motivated, with enough free time, or straight up not in a good mental space, and I didn't want it to rub on my deck (which I still had to cleanse anyway), and more importantly, in the readings. So sorry for being gone for so long 😭

Thanks for reading! Let me know what you think and if you want more readings like this.

You can find more of my PACs on my master list, and if you have any suggestions on future PACs you want to see me do, you can send me an ask. Curious about me? want to know how my blog works? want to look at more tags I use? you can see all that on my pinned post.

Pile 1

nine of cups, four of wands (reversed), the magician (reversed).

Okay, but this pile is giving me really sweet vibes, your future self feels like a genuinely carrying person, and looks back at you as a mother figure would. They just want you to be happy and feel welcomed and the energy is overall very heartwarming. Quick thing I want to add before y'all actually read the letter, i don't know if some of you are fans of musicals, specifically of Hamilton, but while I was writing the letter, the melody of dear theodosia was playing in my head so yeah, it might be important for you to know.

"Right now you may feel like you don't fit in, that you lack support, and that you aren't enough. I know you feel insecure but believe when I tell you that you don't have to be scared about that, you are enough and you all the skills and abilities you need to be successful. The universe is working to bring blessings your way, but you have to put some work on it too. Use your intellect, concentration and willpower to make this wonderful things happen, you have the power to manifest the outcome you want. Leave the past behind and put your mind in anything you want to accomplish, I know all our wishes and dreams will become a reality soon enough, for now it's the time of time of happiness, joyfulness and fulfillment."

**As in all the PACs, just take what resonates and leave what doesn't, this is for entertainment only, so have fun with it!

Pile 2

page of cups (reversed), strength (reversed), page of pentacles.

I actually had to redo this pile because I got busy with something important mid reading, and when I had time to continue I couldn't really connect to it again, so I pulled other three cards to do the reading again. The vibes then and the vibes in this new one, suggest that your future self know you are having hard times, and are probably dealing with some childhood related issues, but they want to tell you that things will get better. Also something tells me that they REALLY wanted you to get their message, since they sent both the bearer of messages and the bearer of good news.

"You're going through difficult times, and right now I want you to try to connect with your inner child by embracing the fun side of life. I've always loved how we are young at heart, even sometimes a little bit naïve, but lately you've been ignoring your inner emotions and listening too much to people that are bringing you and your self-esteem down. I bring you good news from the future, a future where all our goals are achieved, but that is only possible if you make the right decisions now and put the groundwork necessary. The future I'm from might seem too far away from were you are today, but time passes quickly and is unforgiving, so I want you to take my advise and keep it close to your heart. I know you can become a person who is both mature and young at heart, I've seen it and have been cheering for you through all that journey, because after all I'm you, and I've already done it."

**As in all the PACs, just take what resonates and leave what doesn't, this is for entertainment only, so have fun with it!

Pile 3

the fool, strength (reversed), five of swords.

I feel like your future self is encouraging you to start something new, maybe something you always wanted to try but never really made time to give it a chance. They want you to focus on the positive and to stay away from people that don't support your dreams. Overall, I feel this is more of a warning of what's to come, in hopes it helps you to be more prepare to face it.

"You're going to enter a new chapter in your life, it may look like something difficult at first, but you need to tap into your inner strength and don't let your fears and anxiety paralyze you. This new chapter is full of exciting and thrilling adventures, you just have to trust your heart and make a leap of fate. If you are not careful, you might end up self-sabotaging and getting involved in a serious conflict, causing unnecessary stress. When the time is right, I need you to stand up for what you truly want and what you believe."

**As in all the PACs, just take what resonates and leave what doesn't, this is for entertainment only, so have fun with it!

Thanks for reading! Let me know what you think of your message.

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Pile 1

queen of swords, the star, ten of pentacles (reversed).

In your past you went through a lot of bad situations, and probably were suppressing a lot of pain and suffering because of it. I see someone calling you out, a feminine energy, for bottling up all of your problems, or it might even be yourself snapping out of it, and working to get yourself to a better headspace. The past, although it hurts, have taught you a lot of valuable lessons, and when you look back to it, it feels like right now you are in tune with the universe. Maybe you are involved heavily in spirituality, and this has brought you peace and healing, making you feel all the issues that plagued your mind are now gone; however, you still have some more to learn and a long path to go. There may be some problems left for you to face, some that could involve your family, this could rock your foundations, specifically of the way you think and the things you believe. This changes might be sudden and cause you to break with traditions in dynamics in your family, but don't fear it, take this changes as something positive, and as an opportunity to learn and grow.

**As in all the PACs, just take what resonates and leave what doesn't, this is for entertainment only, so have fun with it!

Pile 2

page of swords (reversed), queen of cups (reversed), queen of wands.

You used to be one of those persons who claim to be brutally honest and direct on how you talk to people, but ends up just coming across as blunt and abrasive. This might have caused you to be seen as someone who is being defensive, cold, vindictive, cynical and that thinks is better than everyone else. Maybe some of you spread gossip about someone else, with ill intentions, and even manipulated (knowingly or unknowingly) someone closed to you. I would suggest working in your communication skills if you aren't doing it already. Right now, you might feel ashamed by your old ways, shallow and even directionless, but take this message as a warning to avoid becoming bitter with how you used to be, specially if now that you are trying to change things don't go your way. Sometimes you might still come across as sensitive, needy or clingy, as well as self-centered and with a lack of empathy, so watch out for when you unknowingly repeat the same mistakes you did in the past. If you keep going in this path of working on yourself, you future seems bright and optimistic, you might keep your chaotic energy, but I see a lot of growth and success in what you want to achieve.

**As in all the PACs, just take what resonates and leave what doesn't, this is for entertainment only, so have fun with it!

Pile 3

Eight of cups, the sun (reversed), knight of cups.

You feel like someone you care about abandoned you in the past, even if it didn't physically abandoned you, it could be more of an emotional thing, were they weren't present when you needed their support. This might have lead you to feel disappointed, lonely and looking for ways to escape your reality, making you overthink too much. Right now you probably still feel sad about feeling abandoned, and are refusing to see the positive things in life, making you cling to this negative emotions and use them as a way to filter how you view life and make decisions based on fear. I also see you trying to break free from this and starting to look for guidance, probably the main reason on why you ended up reading this PAC. You trying to change how you feel and expressing it is a good thing, take this message as an encouragement from me and my deck to start doing what your heart wants, and become who you want to be. One bad experience doesn't define you, you define who you are and only you can decide how to live your life. When you feel ready and safe enough, try to reach out to someone you trust about your feelings and your problems, I promise you're not a burden. If you continue this path I see gentleness, affection and warmth in your future, and exciting news too, the type of news you've been hoping to have for a while.

**As in all the PACs, just take what resonates and leave what doesn't, this is for entertainment only, so have fun with it!

Thanks for reading, let me know what you think of your message!

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Pile 1

general: the magician

The universe is aligning to bring positive energies into your life, if you were thinking in doing something new this is time to put your time and energy into it! But even with the universe helping you, remember that you actually have to do your part to achieve your goals, so trust in your abilities and don't try to leave all the work to the universe.

love & relationships: nine of pentacles (reversed)

There would be a lack of stability and/or security, and specially issues regarding money.

If you are in a relationship, you or your partner are acting a little spoiled, in the sense of wanting all the rewards without actually putting in the work, this month is a great opportunity to reflect and communicate with your partner on this.

If you are single, reflect on why you want to start a relationship, it could be in general, or with someone specific in mind. The answer might seem obvious, but there's a chance you or the one interested in you is seeking the relationship to gain wealth or status rather than actually being romantically interested.

money & career: ace of wands (reversed)

There would be a lack of energy and enthusiasm on your work, maybe you are getting tired of the routine or you aren't feeling really creative (if that is relevant for your work). 

There might be some money related issues, like losing money on investments or some unexpected bills.

**As in all the PACs, just take what resonates and leave what doesn't, this is for entertainment only, so have fun with it!

Pile 2

general: five of swords

There might be self-sabotaging and communication problems, this could lead you to stress and serious conflicts. With the arrival of this issues (or continuation of old ones), there might also come an opportunity for you to stand up for yourself and fight back and emerge victorious from your problems.

love & relationships: five of wands

If you are in a relationship, there might be situations that provoke frustration, irritation or competitiveness, which may lead to conflicts and fighting. Now, some people like this kind of relationship so this is not necessary a bad thing, if you prefer a more calm relationship, you might want to take a step back, think about the situation, and once both of you are calm enough, communicate and try to compromise.

If you are single, you love life this month will get a little chaotic since there will be a lot of people wanting to get your attention, this might be good or bad depending on your preferences, but just try to not let things get out of control since it could easily turn south.

money & career: justice

Separate 👏 your 👏 work 👏 from 👏 your 👏 personal 👏 life 👏 .

You have a schedule for a reason, don't take the work home, enjoy your free time; and if you work from home, designate some "me time". I know sometimes is difficult fully separate yourself from work, specially if it's something important, but you have to remember that it's not healthy for you is all you do is work and you don't relax from time to time. Start some new hobbies, spend time with your love ones, anything is okay as long as you are relaxing and having fun.

In terms of money, everything will be fine, your hard work will be rewarded. This is more of a reminder that as long as you act with integrity in your business and other money related affairs, you will be compensated.

**As in all the PACs, just take what resonates and leave what doesn't, this is for entertainment only, so have fun with it!

Pile 3

general: the high priestess

Follow you intuition, trust more in your instincts. If you feel you are getting signs of something, trust it and do research on the topic, there's a reason the universe is sending it to you.

love & relationships: knight of pentacles (reversed)

If you are in a relationship, this month it might become a little unstable, it could be for lack of effort in the relationship, lack of commitment, or just the routine is starting to make the relationship a little boring, dull even.

If you are single, you might not be ready for commitment in a relationship just yet. This is not necessarily bad, just let the other person know beforehand that you aren't looking for anything serious, so no-one gets hurt in the process. There could also be the case that someone is seeking a relationship with you, but they are the ones who aren't ready for commitment.

money & career: death (reversed)

Maybe you've been thinking of changing careers, or get a new direction on the one you currently have, and you weren't really sure to do it, for any reason. This month take time to figure out what changes you want/need to make for it to happen.

You might go through a rough patch this month, or maybe you already are going through it. Take time this month to plan ahead and rethink how you are going to manage your finances to lessen the impact. Don't freak out though, this will be temporary, maybe you just have to cut some unnecessary expenses for a short while, just be sure to manage your money wisely.

**As in all the PACs, just take what resonates and leave what doesn't, this is for entertainment only, so have fun with it!

Heey, I'm not really sure if I'll do this type of readings monthly, it mostly depends on if you guys like it or not, and ofc if I'm having fun doing them! Personally, I had so much fun doing this kind of reading, hopefully the next ones will be posted before the month actually starts. So huh, yeah, this month the love readings aren't looking to good, I'm not versed in astrology, but maybe something is going on? I don't really know.

Thanks for reading! Let me know what you think and if you want more readings like this.

You can find more of my PACs on my master list, and if you have any suggestions on future PACs you want to see me do, you can send me an ask. Curious about me? want to know how my blog works? want to look at more tags I use? you can see all that on my pinned post.

Pile 1

knight of swords, two of wands, the high priestess.

With the two of wands, it seems that you have two paths you can follow and choosing either one of them it’s going to be a big change in your life, this is something that you already know or something you don’t know yet. Whichever is the case when the time comes to make the decision you need to be assertive, direct and honest with what you want, even if it means going against the flow. I feel you probably are a little indecisive about what to choose, and that’s why you ended up in this reading, but you know that deep down you already know what to choose. The high priestess is all about intuition, gut feelings, signs and symbols that whichever or whatever you are asking for guidance is leaving for you, as well as intellect and common sense, you probably have been seeing a lot of signs, or having dreams that can be trace back to this, you have to trust your intuition and pay attention to the signs that are being presented to you.

**As in all the PACs, just take what resonates and leave what doesn't, this is for entertainment only, so have fun with it!

Pile 2

page of swords, six of pentacles (reversed), three of pentacles.

For some reason, I’m getting the feeling that you are in a school setting (working or studying) and that you are being protective and guarded with someone, sometimes getting into unnecessary arguments or conflicts. You may come out too blunt when you try to communicate with them and that is what’s causing the arguments, and for some of you I see a more passive approach, where you act friendly with that person, but then talk bad about them to other people, maybe even spreading gossip. The six of pentacles indicates that there’s a lack of generosity and sincerity in the situation, you need to revaluate this relationship and see if you’re not being too extreme with the way you are acting, or in the other hand, the passive approach to the situation is maybe a little too passive and you need to stand more your ground.

**As in all the PACs, just take what resonates and leave what doesn't, this is for entertainment only, so have fun with it!

Pile 3

five of wands, six of cups, nine of pentacles (reversed).

In this pile with the five of wands and the nine of pentacles reversed I’m seeing a lot of negative feelings. You may feel that you aren’t in control of a lot of situations happening right now, and it can vary from just arguments and disagreements about trivial things, to feeling a lack of freedom, security and even some internal issues like problems with confidence and self-control. I feel your message is about taking support from family and friends that you trust and are comfortable with, and start working in more areas of your life, maybe right now you are feeling overwhelmed because you are just focusing in one aspect of your life, which isn’t wrong, but there’s more beside that, is not the only thing that defines you.

**As in all the PACs, just take what resonates and leave what doesn't, this is for entertainment only, so have fun with it!

I was going to wait a few more days to upload a reading, mostly bc I wasn't sure what type of reading to do, but for some reason I felt that I needed to do this reading, so I hope it helps whoever needed to read this!

Thanks for reading! Let me know what you think and if you want more readings like this.

You can find more of my PACs on my master list, and if you have any suggestions on future PACs you want to see me do, you can send me an ask. Curious about me? want to know how my blog works? want to look at more tags I use? you can see all that on my pinned post.

Pile 1

general: the emperor (reversed)

The emperor reversed could mean that an authority figure in your life is either abusing their power or being too authoritarian, but honestly I see it more as someone would try to give you some guidance and just coming across the wrong way because of the way there's phrasing it or taking into account their past behavior comes as not genuine and trying to be manipulative. On the other hand, it can also sign that you are (or will be) overthinking too much, and you need to find a way to get your self-control back, as well as bring more structure to your life.

love & relationships: the moon

If your are in a relationship... you might be doubting your relationship or feeling insecure about it, most likely this is due to miscommunication, which lead to arguments, mostly about old issues or insecurities. I would advice to ask to look into it with your partner and seek guidance before jumping to conclusions.

If you are single... this can indicate that someone you are seeing isn't being 100% honest with you, this doesn't mean that it's on purpose so they can trick you, it could honestly be because they're embarrassed or just want you to see them as someone cool, either way, be cautious.

money & career: nine of wands

In your career... you might feel like going to work/school recently has been more of a battle that has left you feeling tired and questioning if is really worth it, and the nine of wands is here to cheer you on, and tell you that it's okay to be tired and have doubts, but if you continue to give your all you will eventually find success.

In money... there will be unexpected expenses, if you are the type of person that has savings for emergencies, it's okay to use some of that money to deal with them. In the other hand, if you are the type of person who doesn't really save money, don't worry about it, you can try to cut back in nonessential things, or look for a way to earn a little extra money for the time being.

**As in all the PACs, just take what resonates and leave what doesn't, this is for entertainment only, so have fun with it!

Pile 2

general: nine of wands

This month would be a struggle for many of you, but don't let that make you feel bad, gather up your strength and push through it, you will be successful in whatever you are facing and will eventually get what you want. This month is all about courage, persistence, and perseverance; you are so close to success so hang in there!

love & relationships: the moon

This is literally just the same as pile 1 btw.

If your are in a relationship... you might be doubting your relationship or feeling insecure about it, most likely this is due to miscommunication, which lead to arguments, mostly about old issues or insecurities. I would advice to ask to look into it with your partner and seek guidance before jumping to conclusions.

If you are single... this can indicate that someone you are seeing isn't being 100% honest with you, this doesn't mean that it's on purpose so they can trick you, it could honestly be because they're embarrassed or just want you to see them as someone cool, either way, be cautious.

money & career: three of pentacles

In your career... you will be putting even more effort, and all your hard work will be rewarded. You might also find yourself collaborating with other people in a project; if this sounds a little intimidating to you, try not to worry much about it, everything will go smoothly, so give your best.

In money... as said above, all your hard work will soon be rewarded, and if you are currently facing some struggles with money, all the time and energy you invested into fixing it will pay off.

**As in all the PACs, just take what resonates and leave what doesn't, this is for entertainment only, so have fun with it!

Pile 3

general: five of pentacles

This month may have a lot of hardships in store for you, like rejections or negative changes in your life. You might feel as if everything is wrong and the world is against you, since the five of pentacles represents homelessness, unemployment, sickness, break ups, scandals, and many more negative things. However, this things in specific may or may not happen to you, but always remember that this bad situations are temporary and it's always okay to reach out for help when you are feeling down. It doesn't matter what kind of hardships come to you, you can (and will) overcome it, so don't lose hope.

love & relationships: seven of wands

If you are in a relationship... there are some challenges coming and you will need to put effort into overcoming them and you shouldn't wait for them to solve themselves, or let your partner handle it alone. The problems might come in the form of pointing fingers for who is to blame of certain issues, or come from an external party that is attacking one or both of you.

If you are single... you are (or will be) interested in someone, and you will have competition to get that person's affection, if you want to be with them you might have to put in extra effort to get their attention.

money & career: three of wands (reversed)

In your career... there might be a lack of opportunities to progress and in your job/business, so you might feel stuck.

In money... you have too much going on, take a moment to put your finances in order and keep a better control on what you spend your money.

**As in all the PACs, just take what resonates and leave what doesn't, this is for entertainment only, so have fun with it!

A lot of wands, a lot of fire element on this month. Also I find funny that pile 1 and 2 both got almost the same cards, I get a feeling some of you really needed to see the msg and my deck wasn't about to let y'all skip it. Very fun reading to make overall, I'm just kinda sad that I ended up posting it in august already. Also for anyone who cares, I'm starting uni again this monday and depending on how things go, I won't have much time for planning readings, so please be patient and just know that I haven't abandoned this blog.

Anyway, I might change the images of the piles at some point, They don't really convince me, but I needed to get this reading out so I'm just letting them there for now.

Thanks for reading! Let me know what you think and if you want more readings like this.

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Pile 1

the moon, ten of pentacles, ace of pentacles.

So, right of the start, without the interpretation of the meaning of the cards, the moon is in 2/3 of them, and what is the moon associated with? exactly, water. So right when I pulled the second card I knew y'all vision was hydro. I have this feeling that in genshin you would be from a kinda rich family, of course you're not feiyun commerce guild rich, but your family is well off and you don't need to worry about money. Talking about family, it seems that you have a good relationship with them, and they just support you and want you to live a fulfilling life.

So, for how you got your vision. It was at night, you were in your room, laying in bed or looking out the window, and you were thinking about your future. You wanted to continue the family business, how could you not?, your family has always done so much for you, and asked so little in return, this had to be right the way to repay them. At this point someone from your family close to you entered your room, I'm getting father figure vibes, definitely a masculine energy. One thing leads to another and you confide that you want to continue inherit the family business, but something deep within you is toughing at your heart strings, as if to trying to tell you something. This father figure tells you to really think this through and that the feeling you have might be because you are not fully convinced in what you want. Before leaving he reassures you that the family business is not that important, that you don't owe them anything, and that all they've done for you has been out of love. Then when you are all alone again and finally realize that you don't want to stay in the family business, but to do your own thing; a hydro vision appears next to you, and you know you've made the right choice, in wanting to pursue what you are passionate about.

**As in all the PACs, just take what resonates and leave what doesn't, this is for entertainment only, so have fun with it!

Pile 2

three of swords, king of cups, the empress.

This pile is giving me a lot of mixed messages, like in your genshin life y'all are a kind, compassionate person, and also a very wise, but something tells me that is not dendro wisdom, but more like leader wisdom, if that makes sense. With the empress I see that you have children at you care, could be your actual children, but I'm getting more of a head of an orphanage type of vibe.

For how you got your vision, I'm picturing that you are in some kind of meeting with important people, and they are pressuring you sell the orphanage, so they can close it and make something else where it's located. This is a negotiation they've been trying to make for quite some time now, and are trying to convince you with any way possible to sell it, and at this point you were tired of them showing up to the orphanage trying to convince you; probably some of the older kids starting to piece things together and are worried you might abandon them. So you agreed to go to their company headquarters to negotiate, away form the kids so they can't listen. So once you're there they start to bring up the fact that you're the only staff in the orphanage, and don't have anyone to help you finance and care for the children, and after some other valid arguments you start to doubt if you should just sell it and use the money to open a new one some other place. But something doesn't feel right and you stand your ground, telling them that the property is not for sell, that is your home and the home of all the children, you just can give that away like nothing. When you go back to the orphanage the first thing you see is the kids waiting for you, and you figured that everyone was aware of the rumors of you abandoning them, since you could see some of them had been crying. When you tell them the good news, they run to hug you, and only when one kind complains that they hit their head with something that was hanging from your waist, you realize that the gods had looked at you, and granted you a geo vision.

**As in all the PACs, just take what resonates and leave what doesn't, this is for entertainment only, so have fun with it!

Pile 3

wheel of fortune, the high priestess, queen of swords.

Something about this pile gives me anemo, but at the same time it feel too different from it. In your genshin life, you went through many hardships, and there was a point were you ended up in a situation where you couldn't defend yourself, and needed help to overcome it. This brought a big change into your life, an that's how you were able to obtain a vision.

Now, the story of how all that happened, actually started long before you got your vision. When you were on your lowest, a feminine energy help you, someone intelligent, witty, honest, and strong. She saved you from some monsters that were attacking you, and even tho you tried to fight back, they were way more stronger than you, so when she came to your rescue you felt ashamed for relaying on another person that happened to pass by and were kind enough to help you. You ended up asking them to teach you how to fight, so you could become stronger and better defend yourself. At first she refused and point out that your intentions weren't pure and that you just wanted to become stronger for selfish reasons. After some meditation on why you wanted to become stronger, you reached the conclusion that you actually wanted to be someone reliable, that everyone could depend on if they ever needed your help. After you told her that, she agreed to train you. You spend day and night learning from her, not only things combat related, but also how to be a better and more kind person. By the ending of your training, you viewed her as a mother figure, even to she wasn't exactly caring and gentle, despised her cold and serious face, you knew she cared for you. When you finally finished training and she said you were ready for anything you wanted to do, she gave you your first weapon as a gift, along with a box that contained a another gift she prepared. When you opened the box, next to the bracelet she bought for you, there was a pyro vision placed next to it, although no one knew how it got there.

**As in all the PACs, just take what resonates and leave what doesn't, this is for entertainment only, so have fun with it!

Pile 4

ace of pentacles, the emperor, queen of swords (reversed).

I'm getting this strong feeling that you would be some business owner, although I don't get a feeling for anything specific. You also probably come across to others as someone really intelligent on the art of business even if you follow these unorthodox methods that look like they are meant to fail, but for some reason for you it always work out. I feel that some might see you as a stubborn, maybe even ruthless person, like you are definitely a serious type.

For how you got your vision, you were probably in your office, just when you started to see profit from your new business. You went through a lot of challenges to get where you were, but you still weren't satisfied and had a lot of goals in mind, so you never let yourself take a break and were always working. You were drowning in paperwork, quiet literally, you couldn't even see the surface of your desk because of all the papers scattered. At this point you had too much in your mind and were starting to get a headache, so you decided to take a short break to eat something. Before leaving you decided to clean your desk and organize all the papers on it, and while moving them, that's when you realized that there was a dendro vision on your desk.

**As in all the PACs, just take what resonates and leave what doesn't, this is for entertainment only, so have fun with it!

Pile 5

the sun, page of swords (reversed), queen of wands (reversed).

I'm getting really positive and playful vibes, almost childlike, so my guess is that y'all are really young, or that are in touch with your inner child so much that even in a hypothetical scenario about a video game, you still are coming across as someone curious, with and adventurous spirit, and overall really happy and someone comforting to be around, definitely someone who is always playing with kids and helping those in need. With that being said, it may come as a surprise that y'all are involved in a bad organization, and not bad as in "they don't pay extra hours" bad, but more like "we control all the city and we decide what are the rules and the only valid law is ours" bad. The thing is, I don't really have any information about what the organization does, or what is the thing that you're supposed to do in it, so I think you actually don't really know either, and that's why I can't see it, OR there's too much hidden things around you that you want to keep a secret. Like I feel that you want to bring justice to bad people, and that you joined the organization because they basically lied to you and made you believe that they were good guys. I really have a feeling that you found out about what the organization really does but you're unable to leave so you are ashamed of being part of it or are ashamed of what the organization asked you to do, so you don't want anyone to know. Anyway, this is funny because I can't see how you got your pyro vision either, just that it happened near the time you joined the organization.

**As in all the PACs, just take what resonates and leave what doesn't, this is for entertainment only, so have fun with it!

Pile 6

ace of wands, four of swords (reversed), ace of cups.

Something happened to you that made you isolate yourself from the word, in the literal sense. I feel that the was a heartbreak, not necessarily romantic, that made you so sad that you decided you needed to go get yourself lost in nature, to meditate and work on yourself. I don't have a clear answer on who that person was, but I'm getting the mixed signal that was a lover or a really close friend that betray you, and your trust, and then not long after they got out of your life, either by death or by moving really far away.

So, how you got you vision is a little interesting. Remember I said you went out and got lost in nature? Well I'm not sure if it was 100% true, I can feel that for quite some time you actually were living in this sort of cave, with a river nearby and some sources of food, but also I can see that some weeks before getting your vision you were living in a really really really dark cave and I believe is some kind of metaphor on were you where mentally at the time. But then this beautiful moment happens where you decide you've been lamenting and torturing yourself emotionally for a long time now, so you gather courage and decide to go out of the cave. and of course at first the sun is too blinding, and you have to close your eyes and cover them with your hand at the same time. Then you start to thinking about going back to the comfort of the darkness, but really want to feel the warmth of the sun in your skin again so you continue forward even with your eyes closed. After some steps you can feel that you are outside but are too afraid to open your eyes so you just keep walking until to feel your feet touch something metallic, you look down and open your eyes to see what it is. And the first thing you are able to see is an anemo vision, and at that moment you know is yours, and it feels as if you've been born again.

**As in all the PACs, just take what resonates and leave what doesn't, this is for entertainment only, so have fun with it!

Pile 7

the magician (reversed), wheel of fortune, king of swords (reversed).

I don't know how much y'all are gonna like this but listen, someone from this PAC had to be the bad guy, surely from 9 piles not everyone was going to be good people... it's you guys, y'all are the bad ones, and you know it and you aren't ashamed of it (remember this is about your genshin life and that I'm not actually saying that in real life y'all are bad people). So, how do I put this. Y'all actually don't have a vision right now, you will, you will soon, I promise, just not right now.

Okay so, give a chance to explain. Y'all are power hungry, ruthless, tyrant, or at least that's how the others perceive you. They see you like an authority regardless of your ethics and morals not aligning with what everyone considers as "good", and they trust your judgment in a way, since you seem so disciplined and don't allow yourself to doubt on what you believe. That being said, I so feel that there's some major event that is going to shake your foundations, and send you on a spiral of some kind of identity crisis, and realizing that the things you believed in were wrong, or weren't even true at all. When that happens and you try to seek support on someone you trust, they're gonna deceive you again and betray you, which in return will amplify all the negative and complicated emotions you are feeling, and somewhere along your journey of change and acceptance is when you're going to get a cryo vision that's going to make you company for the rest of your life.

**As in all the PACs, just take what resonates and leave what doesn't, this is for entertainment only, so have fun with it!

Pile 8

ace of cups (reversed), four of swords, ace of wands.

So, you guys had a lot going on, that left you in a really bad mental space. With the ace of cups we can assume it was something like a wedding or engagement getting cancelled, but that doesn't have to be necessary it, since I'm also seeing that there was some type of social event where there was something you did and people didn't approve that left you so anxious and/or embarrassed that you had to leave early, so if you're not vibing with the wedding/engagement thing, it could be that. The point is that that event made people single you out and start to be more wary of you and more hostile. This left you feeling overwhelmed since you always thought that you were well liked in the community, like at the end of the day it wasn't that serious to them, but for you it hit really hard and made you see that maybe the world wasn't really like you believed.

At the end you allowed negativity to really set in your life, until at some point you decided that you needed some peace and quiet, make some introspection, relax and really think about how you are going to life your life from now on. Thankfully you found a solution once put your mind into it, and made a plan of moving somewhere else, to start again, so actually in that same day you started looking into it and by the end of the day of the day you had almost everything sorted out. You went to sleep really excited to the though of finally having your life back in control again, and there was definitely this new spark in your eyes and this feeling that almost didn't let you sleep, thankfully you did, and when you wake up you'll start this new life and the first thing you'll see will be this electro vision that accompanied you on your sleep.

**As in all the PACs, just take what resonates and leave what doesn't, this is for entertainment only, so have fun with it!

Pile 9

two of swords, the high priestess, the devil.

So uh, a lot to unpack here. First things first, like pile 7 based on the story that the cards are telling me, I don't see you having a vision right now, but you will have one in the near future. Funnily enough, you guys also share with pile 7 that you will have a cryo vision. So yeah, I just wanted to be straight forward with it in case you don't care about your backstory that much because it doesn't really mention how you got the vision, I just a very general idea of how it happened.

So your story is that you're feeling trapped, and like if things are out of your control, and that you have to make this big decision between two friends. I feel that one of them is trying yo leave, it could be from town, or organization/institution, or isn't happy with the friend group anymore and how it has changed. And they're your best friend so of course you want to support their decision, but you have another really close friend that isn't happy with they wanting to leave, and this ideals they have, so both of them start fighting with each other. And you are such a loving and caring friend, you don't want to see them fight, so you're trying to mediate the constant argument, and trying for them to reconcile, and it's very stressful because none of them wants to give in and compromise. And this is pretty much what the cards say, except for the high priestess, that is encouraging you to trust what you believe, and take action, follow your intuition, etc. So my guess is, you guys realize that the argument is pointless, and let your friends know, and kinda distance from them yourself from them because you realize they're not the friends you've always loved anymore, and that their change is not really the best thing for you right now, and then when you do that and you accept it and really embrace and believe in your decision, you'll be granted your vision.

**As in all the PACs, just take what resonates and leave what doesn't, this is for entertainment only, so have fun with it!

Thanks for reading!

I usually write this notes before doing the readings, so I don't really know how it went, BUT I can already tell this is gonna let me feeling really tired.

So yeah, I'm drained, it's been two days and a lot of hours spend on this so future me can worry about spelling mistakes to fix. If I ever do a PAC this long again, I better get paid or something this felt like working 12 hours straight, I had so many issues with the formatting it's not even funny, and don't get me started with pile 5, or that error I had with the poll, or the fact that the cryo users didn't have a vision yet. Anyway, this will be my only 9 option one in a while, the next ones will be back at 3 options, 4 if I'm feeling generous.

All jokes aside, it was really fun and I really wanted to do this PAC, so it's still worth it. Can't wait to read what you guys think, lot's of love! 💕

You can find more of my PACs on my master list, and if you have any suggestions on future PACs you want to see me do, you can send me and ask.

Pile 1

ace of swords, the tower, six of pentacles.

They think that you're someone who is connected to them on an intellectual level, or at least that you have a similar mindset. They think really highly of you! They see you as this person who has faced difficulties but still manages to still be kind enough to help others when they need it. They may even see you as someone with great knowledge and wisdom, someone that is determined, assertive, has a sense of justice, and is always thinking of new things (ideas, projects, plans). And in some way that last thing also gives them the impression that you can let yourself fall in unrealistic goals and dreams.

**As in all the PACs, just take what resonates and leave what doesn't, this is for entertainment only, so have fun with it!

Pile 2

ace of cups (reversed), nine of swords, temperance (reversed).

I see you meeting in some kind of social event, it could be a party, or a fancy dinner, either way, it's a gathering where there's alcohol involved. And I get some negative emotions on their part, not towards you, but to the gathering itself, maybe they're not a very social person, or didn't like an aspect of the event so they didn't want to be there when they met you, and that made them, see you in a negative light for a while. When you tried to make small talk you noticed that something was bothering them, and after making some small talk you realized that it was better to leave them alone and not bother them. The next day, in retrospect, they probably thought about your interaction and started worrying that they came across like an asshole, or that they were too mean with you; so most likely they started to feel anxiety on what kind of impression they left on you, which probably caused them to overthink too much, to the point of having trouble sleeping or having nightmares. Because how would they not feel bad, this really nice person came to talk to them, probably looking to be friends, and we're really polite and understanding of them, even thought they were being really dry in the conversation and answering with an angry/annoying tone. They most likely would try to talk to you if they see you again, and hope to not come off as rude again, I get the feeling that they would like to be friends and apologize for your first conversation.

**As in all the PACs, just take what resonates and leave what doesn't, this is for entertainment only, so have fun with it!

Pile 3

Six of wands (reversed), queen of wands, ace of wands.

They approached you with I'll intentions at first, I'm not sure with what in mind exactly, but nothing too serious probably, maybe they wanted to make you a joke or just wanted to take advantage of you in a please-do-this-favor-for-me kind of way. But then when they got to know you more, they saw you as this very positive/optimistic person, really outgoing, wanting to help everyone, cheerful, and mature/wise. That made them reconsider their first impression of you (someone not so smart/easy to trick), and started treating you more genuinely and caring than before. I don't really see them coming clean on their own with what were their first intentions to approach you, but if you for some reason decide to ask them about it, they would tell you the truth and pray you forgive them so they can continue being your friend.

**As in all the PACs, just take what resonates and leave what doesn't, this is for entertainment only, so have fun with it!

This took so long because I decided to procrastinate instead of finishing this reading, it's been in the draft since the same day that I uploaded the last one, so I the first pile feels a little off compared to the other two, that's probably why.

Thanks for reading! Let me know what you think.

Bye byeee ✨