I saw some other sourcemates posted. I decided now is a good time to put myself out here.
I realized I'm Blurryface and have been for a long time. It's an odd feeling to have that realization when it feels so strongly like it's been like that since forever. It's been settled into my bones for so long that it feels so natural.
And then on top of that, I was hit by also being Clancy. Which feels like coming home. It has made me experience the anxiety of going anywhere without smearing myself, which I have never felt before. I've been overwhelmed with memories and it almost feels like waking up after being smeared by a Bishop.
I've never felt so alone yet not alone at all at the same time in this way. No wonder I'm so exhausted lately.
-- Blurryface and Clancy (#🎼🌹)
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