May 8
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I can’t wait to have more emotions and feelings back less apathy and emotional numbness and blunting and less sedation when I finally agree to just take the Wellbutrin to counteract the side effects of my meds, at the next psychiatrist visit I have coming up in October
Actually you know what :) I will actually agree to just take the Wellbutrin and try it once and for all. If it’s true that it will counteract the sedation and apathy and loss of feelings and emotions and low energy and motivation of my Invega Sustenna antipsychotic injection, then I’ll just try it once and for all. Because I know I feel this way on Abilify too. Just to a lesser extent but still very blunted
STONER
eldest daughter unfolding conversations in my bedroom
my freeze-burnt bones scream with all the music i no longer play
all i write about is silence, all i write about is restraint,
songbird swallowed to hide from the fingers down my throat
from the torpidity snaking its way up my sternum
from the music being torn from my bones,
this is something that is mine, nothing to be taken from this choking lethargy,
there is ownership in pleading to no one
no blood, no bone, no beating, i've been smoothed by oblivion
and spit out into someone blunter
there is no rhythm anymore but that of mundanity,
i take hold of nothing that could form a song,
there is no choir in my bloodstream,
but the swallowed songbird and fingers plucking sinews raw
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I wish I could find a word to express my emotion. I’m not quite sure if it’s somber, bittersweet, numbness, hollowness, emptiness.
Something just doesnt feel quite right.
It’s not depression. It’s more like complete confusion. A loss for words, so to speak.
It feels like i’m wearing my social mask but i’m by myself. There’s no need for masking now.
So why am I on edge??