#bluevsred

It was only a matter of time before liberals, democrats, progressives started to rip themselves apart clearing the way for more cracks in an already broken system.

I hate it here. I'm tired and sick

I'm a few months shy of 40 with 2 degrees and yet I have no idea what to do with life.

I've lost my motivation to write, read, or even sleep.

Do I know why?

World events, debt, constant wondering what the fuck is happening in this country and how that's going to effect my kids, our lives, my husband, his job...

You know:

Helping people with student debt while 1%'s and repubs/dems get their not needed ppp loans forgiven, tax breaks, money from lobbyists, shouldn't be an issue that breaks these groups apart.

Helping people with medical needs and Medicare shouldn't sound like our country would be taking a knife in the back.

Standing with the marginalized shouldn't be killing people.

The state of law enforcement and what is, once again, is on display for the world to see how regular people are charged by a different set of rules versus those with money. Doesn't matter the crime.

The Bible? The misguided teachings of Christianity, once again being used to kill people.

Really in 2023?

At 40 I saw way too fucken late that as a Mexican American, my vote, my voice, doesn't matter.

I wish I could go back.

Because no, I wouldn't of taken out a school loan that has more than doubled due to interest. I'm not saying I shouldn't pay it. That's not my argument. My argument is..at eightfuckenteen I couldn't get a car loan for 12 grand and 230 bucks a month, but that same year I was able to sign for a 20 thousand dollar school loan.

Did I understand what I was signing?

No. Because the idea of going to school was one of the few choices I had. School, menial job, or military.

Is that my fault, yes? Because I was easy prey and uneducated.

Then, I watch my parents struggle even though they've worked hard all their lives and now scraping by on retirement/security. My dad is 70 and yet can't afford to retire. But in that same note can't get his retirement/social fully if he still works part time?

Wtf? Social security? Something we pay into since we first start working.

Medicare? My mom can't afford tooth surgery although on insurance and social security.

GUNS...hey they're being used to kill children and minorities, and because Jim Bob fuckstick feels threatened he can go to fucken subway with more guns and ammo on him than a marine, but fuck it right. Second Amendment

And that's just a few..pfff...

I've voted red. I've voted blue till I was blue in the face for men and women promising, using our/my plight for their soapbox.

I'm fucken done with all this bullshit.

I needed my own soap box today. Of course this sounds so whiny and one sided but I'm so fed up. Insomnia, anxiety, depression aren't helping.

“Blue VS Red” is an upcoming sci-fi/fantasy visual novel/otome game.

In the large city of Direhold, the capital of Sol Regnum, you will play as a knight of Team Blue, who represent the humans. When the unexpected happens, you realize there is more to the war than what propaganda will have the humans believe. You are the key to ending the war of against the vampires, whether it be for better or for worse.

You, as the player, can chose your pronouns and your fighting style (long or short range).

As of now, these are six love interests to chose from:

Arthur - The stern, orderly knight who you grew up with and would do anything to protect you.

Seraphina - A knight who has stayed by your side since you joined and always made you feel like everything was going to be okay.

Drystan - The quiet king of Sol Regnum who, supposedly, no one has seen in years.

Victor - The sympathetic leader of the vampire rebellion who never wanted the war to happen.

Fortunata - The snarky vampire who feels strongly for the vampires’ cause.

Leon -  The light-hearted vampire who can’t seem to take anything seriously.

Feel free to romance any of the characters, but romancing a character is not necessary.

As of now, “Blue VS Red” is in the process of being developed. Follow along to see updates, concepts, and the game come to life!