#bloater

.⋆♱pairing:Abby x afab reader

.⋆♱summary: you’re alone, no group to tend too, nowhere to go, walking in the middle of no where. Until someone finds you, will you be safe or will you not?

.⋆♱content: smut, su1cide

.⋆♱word count: 4.2k

.⋆♱authors note: i apologize for the heartbreak😞😞😞

You’ve been wandering the abandoned streets of washington for days..surviving on nothing but adrenaline and scraps left behind for days.

You didn’t realize life would be like this since you left the camp where your abusive parents resided but this had to be better than that right?

The days felt like weeks as they slowly passed by, your hunger and tiredness getting the best of you, you’ve been running on little to no sleep, the gunshots and sounds of infected keeping you up, the worry of being bitten or worse, killed in your sleep. This couldn’t be what finally being free finally felt like.

You found a place, secluded from all infected and quiet enough to finally perch just to get a few uncomfortable hours of sleep, until you heard it. Someone or something attempting to be discreet but clearly not enough.

The only thing close enough to even hide in, is a tiny crawl space barely big enough to fit your head, let alone your whole body.

you’re at loss, just accepting your fate as the sound of foot steps get closer and closer, so you close your eyes bracing for whatever is about to come.

“hands up” a harsh yet sweet sounding voice screams

You throw your hands up, eyes still closed, shaking like this may be your last moment alive

“please don’t kill me.”

you manage to squeak out as your body goes through full panic

“who are you.”

“y/n..”

“are you trying to get yourself killed out here with all the infected around? or better yet the fucking scars???”

“i don’t have anywhere to go”

your voice drops saying it, tears welling up in your eyes as you remember why you ran away.

“where’s your family? did they just leave you here?”

“no no I kinda ran from them”

“now who in their right mind would do that?! are you stupid?”

You sit there, dumbfounded, wondering if this is even worth explaining everything

“look it’s complicated..”

The girl stands there awkwardly now, knowing she hit a soft spot and not wanting to intrude more

“listen uh why don’t you just follow me back to base, we have a big group of people and i’m sure that’s what you’ll be needing right now”

“what are you gonna try and kill me there?”

“you know forget-“

“I will.” you cut her off before she can take back what she said seeing you desperately need somewhere to stay

The girl leads the way out of the building and out into the open forest looking left and right every few seconds so you guys don’t get jumped by infected

Her hand brushes against yours as your walking at times, which gives you a feeling in your stomach but you take no mind to it

As you guys continue, gunshots and infected are heard in the distance which makes you and the girl extra cautious

“soo what’s your uh name?” you say quietly not wanting to disturb anything around you

“Abby.”

She doesn’t say much after that, just continues walking through the woods until you guys get to base

You guys get to base, everyone pointing their guns at you and you only.

“calm down guys she’s with me”

As the gates open, multiple people walk up to Abby asking who the stowaway is and if she’s out of her mind

Abby rolls her eyes and grabs your arm to pull you along through the crowd and into base

You look around, mesmerized at all the people and how big the place is, especially in the apocalypse

The camp you were in was no where near like this, this was something totally different, almost exciting

Abby drags you into base, sneaking you around so issac wouldn’t see you, not just yet anyways

You end up in a shared bedroom between her and someone else and stand there awkwardly while waiting for abby to say something

Another guy comes through the door and starts talking to abby about how she’s going to get in trouble and in deep shit from issac

Abby walks back over to you and you fully expect her to kick you out back in the middle of no where to be left for dead

“y/n stay here, if anyone besides manny comes in, hide behind my bed and don’t make a sound”

You nod as she walks out the door having no clue what she’s doing

You sit down on her bed, waiting patiently before manny walks over to you

“Abby just find you and bring you here or something?”

“yeah..something like that”

“wow didn’t know issac’s top scar killer had it in her to be sweet”

You sit there awkwardly as abby finally comes back through the door and manny leaves

“Everything okay?” You say to Abby as she seems a bit off the edge

“yeah just made sure no one will say anything.”

You sit there silently as Abby turns around and starts changing which makes your eyes widen

Her muscles glisten under the light, her movements causing you to stare at every crevice of her back

“like what you see huh?” Abby says as she keeps her back turned, but moving to flex her muscles more

“what i- uhm i wasnt..”

Abby chuckles and puts on a shirt sitting next to you on the bed

“i know gorgeous i was kidding”

You sit there looking down, embarrassed but also heavily turned on from seeing her…like that…

“i’m gonna go to sleep, early patrol in the morning..”

You nod and move to the hard concrete floor to attempt to sleep that night

“yk you don’t have to sleep on the floor princess, my bed has plenty of room..”

You look up at abby with a bright red face, thankful you don’t have to sleep on the cold concrete but also blushing like a mad man

“uh thank you.”

Abby moves over, letting you lay in the spot she once was, finally being able to be on a comfortable mattress, and covered by warm blankets instead of freezing your ass off while attempting to sleep when you ran away

You lay there for a few just staring at the ceiling, noticing abby already had dozed off for the night, you smile seeing her sleep so peacefully

You get the feeling in your stomach again, the feeling of pure attraction and arousal

“fuck I can’t fall for someone I literally just met…” You say to yourself praying abby didn’t hear it

Abby who is dead asleep, subconsciously drapes her arm across your waist and pulls you in, adding to the attraction you’re feeling as well as the start of the pool between your legs

You move slightly which causes abby to wake up

“oh shit sorry I didn’t mean too..”

“Can’t sleep huh y/n?”

“uhm not really”

Abby keeps her gaze on you, looking at you with those dumb fuck me eyes as if you wouldn’t notice

She tucks a piece of hair behind your ear as you turn to face her in the bed

“what’re you doin abby…”

“nothing at all..absolutely noth-”

You cut her off by kissing her lips, not giving a fuck that you just met her, you need too, you needed this.

She deepens the kiss, putting her hand on the square of your back and pulling you in, almost on top of her

You wrap your leg over her and roll yourself on top, continuing to kiss her

Abbys hands roam down your body, her fingers playing with the hem of your hoodie

“can I?” Abby asks still tugging on the hem

“fuck, please.”

And with that she pulls the hoodie over your head, along with your bra, then continues kissing you as if she was never going to see you again

“mmm” you moan into the kiss slightly which causes her to get turned on, along with you

“fuck i need you so bad” Abby says as she starts kissing down your neck while guiding her hands all over your bare back

you arch your back up slightly as she touches you, so lost in the moment of her soft kisses and her hands on your body

She hooks her fingers into the waistband of your jeans, looking at you for permission through every kiss

You nod and she slides the jeans down your thighs along with your completely soaked underwear

“wait abby isn’t manny gonna come back?”

“Nah he’s sleeping in his flings room tonight”

“Oh thank god.”

Abby chuckles and then continues looking at you, sliding her hand down to rub your thighs

She sits up, which makes you move back a bit, taking off her own shirt and pulling down her pants and boxers

“holy fuck..” You say absolutely dumbfounded

Abby smiles and then moves her fingers straight to your folds, going up and down through the complete wetness

There was no warning before she fully sticks then in causing you to jump and moan at the same time

“fuck abby, jesus-”

“found a sensitive spot huh princess?”

You nod letting her continue fucking the shit out of you

“quiet, can’t have the whole base hearing you”

You bite your bottom lip, making sure not a sound passes through your lips as she fucks you senseless

She continues her attack on your neck, leaving kisses and marks all down your neck and chest

“Abby- I’m gonna cum..”

“No not yet keep going, don’t you dare fucking cum”

The sweetness that Abby had toward you at the start had completely disappeared in this moment, but god she’s so hot

“Abby please- I can’t..”

“A little longer baby keep going.”

She starts going faster, making sure you don’t cum just yet

“Abby..Abby please..”

“fine baby cum for me”

The band snaps in your stomach, a waterfall rushing between your legs as you cum all over abby’s fingers, soaking her pants

You collapse on her chest, trying to catch your breath from your orgasm

“Don’t crash just yet princess, i’m not done with you”

Abby moves you off of her, letting you lay down in her bed as she dips beneath the covers and pulls them over her head

“abby- what- Mmm”

She goes straight into eating you out, not caring that your previous orgasm had made you super sensitive

“Fuck- Abby-”

She continues her attack on your pussy, keeping her hand on your lower stomach and pressing down to make you cum faster

“Too- Sensitive…”

Abby grins against you, sucking on your clit, making you grind up against her

Abby holds down your hips and continues pressing on your lower stomach

“Can’t- can’t- abby-”

Before you can even get the words out of your mouth she presses more on your stomach causing you to cum

She cleans you up with her tongue, and comes up from the covers, her face flushed with your juices glistening on her mouth

You lay there catching your breath yet again, unable to speak

“Went too hard on you, did I baby?”

You look at her, your eyes low and you breathing somewhat pacing out

Abby lays down next to again, pulling you into her

You look at her, this sudden doubt hitting you

“Do you just find random people on patrol and fuck em?”

Abby looks at you and pulls you even closer

“if I did that princess I think id be dead long ago”

You look at her, confusion in your eyes

“you know you cant trust people ever, but there was just something about you.”

"something with me huh?" You say confused yet curious

"You were left alone, in the middle of no where, obviously scared, but when you opened your eyes for the first time I just- I knew there was something about you and something in me that need you so desperately"

You pull her in, kissing her again but not in a lustful way this time, In a way that your body craves her and has craved this for ever, the love she's given you in such a short time makes you forget about how shitty you were treated back at camp, how awful your parents and ex girlfriend were, you lose yourself in the moment of finally feeling loved.

Tears start to fill your eyes as you kiss her, dropping onto her face, Abby pulls back, hands cupping your face as she rubs your face with her thumbs

"Oh baby.. whats wrong.."

"Nothing just overwhelmed thats all" You say chuckling through tears to try and subside what just happened

"Dont lie to me sweet girl I know somethings wrong" abby says softly but with enough concern that you know she cares

"Abby seriously its just a bunch of bullshit, its really stupid I-"

"Ill listen to whatever you have to say, no questions, just listen..."

"You know how you found me in that abandoned warehouse? I ran away from my old camp. Ran away from everyone I knew knowing id be putting myself at risk of being ambushed or bitten, just to find peace in myself. I didnt care when I ran away of being infected or killed I cared about finally getting out of that hell hole, of getting away from the people that abused me and getting away from everything that ever hurt me"

Tears spill out of your eyes even more explaining it, while abby holds your hands and listens, keeping her promise of not asking questions or making you feel worse

"oh my sweet girl..."

As abby says that the door opens, Manny stands there as you and abby scramble to cover yourselves from the pervious activities.

"Yo Manny ever heard of knocking jesus"

"Its my room too abs, but Issac is looking for you, think someone snitched on you taking the straggler back to the base"

"for fucks sake, stay here y/n, and turn around for a sec manny"

Manny turns around allowing you and Abby to get situated, abby gives you a pair of sweats and a hoodie of hers to make sure your comfortable as she goes to deal with issac

"Manny stay here and make sure nobody comes in here and I mean No one, Im gonna deal with Issac, Y/n just sit there and look pretty, ill be back

Abby leaves the room, leaving you and manny alone in the room

"so y/n you part of some ambush group that abby just had to find attraction too or something"

"Uh no, im alone"

“are you stupid, alone with all the infected around and ambushers???”

“listen, I didn’t have a fucking choice”

The room goes silent, manny knowing he hit a soft spot

After what feels like hours, Abby comes back, noticeably pissed off and slamming the door as she walked back in

“so abs did issac give you shit for picking up a straggler?” Manny laughs as he says it

“fuck you manny”

Abby sits on the bed next to you, sighing and putting her head in her hands

Manny puts his hands up in defense, as he leaves out the door

The morning light starts to stream through the windows, beaming in on you and abby

“you need some sleep babe.”

Abby says, her voice monotone, you already know something’s up you just can’t place your finger on it

“abby baby what’s up..”

“nothing seriously everything’s great”

You look at her knowing she’s not but not pushing any further

Abby lays down in her bed, still completely silent but pulling you closer

“listen y/n issac isn’t happy one bit about me bringing a random into the base, he thinks you could be here for ambush reasons or whatever.. i tried to tell him it’s not like that but seriously there’s no getting through to him”

“so what do we do..”

“I don’t know, i seriously don’t know, but i’m not letting you go back out there no matter if my life depends on it. But for right now I just need some sleep.”

You nod and get under the covers with her once again and cuddling close, not knowing if this will be the first and last time you sleep skin to skin

Even though the light was already flickering through the room, you guys slept peacefully holding eachother through—out the early morning hours

Abby wakes up, forgetting about her patrol, and kissing you on the head as she lays there, still upset about what issac told her

you move a bit but don’t wait up which makes abby lay in her thoughts for longer

what is she gonna do? what is she gonna do with you in specific

You roll awake, looking her in the eyes

“morning” you smile at her

She smiles back kissing you, not knowing if this will be the last time she kisses you

“hey babe.”

You lay you’re head on her chest, confused on what might happen throughout the day

Manny then barges in, pissed off and angry

“Abby you were supposed to be on patrol hours ago what the fuck happened, or should i ask who the fuck happened”

“calm down manny it’s fine, we slept, im not going on fucking patrol with issac right now”

“you’ll have to sooner or later, I mean the man leads the whole damn base”

“I don’t care, just fuck off manny i’m not in the mood”

Manny leaves the room, slamming the door but a few minutes later a soft knock can be heard

“yeah?” abby calls out confused on who it may be

Mel opens the door, and letting herself in before shutting it behind her

“Issac wants everyone down to the cafeteria for a meeting, something important apparently”

“for fucks sake”

Abby stands up, holding your hand to help you up as well

“y/ns coming with me this time i don give a fuck what he thinks anymore”

You all head down to the cafeteria, people staring at you not having a clue who you are

Issac gets up on the table in the middle of the cafeteria, making sure everyone had their attention on him

“It’s been brought to my attention stragglers are being brought into base, without my permission nor without notice”

Everyone looks at you, not knowing your face and quickly assuming it’s you who has been brought into the base by someone

Issac rambles on about the base rules and stragglers along with safety protocols until everyone was dismissed

“issac, office, now.” Abby says more stern then usual

You stand there with mel hoping nothing else goes down, and that everything will be fine after their talk

Abby walks out issac’s office even more pissed then before

“Issac wants to talk with you y/n”

“w-what..”

Abby points to the door, not even baring to make eye contact with you anymore

You slowly walk in, terrified about what’s about to go down

“uhm you wanted to see me..?”

“ah y/n, have a seat”

You sit down, hands crossed in your lap as you bare to face what issac’s about to say

“you’re a straggler huh? waltzed in here with one of the wlfs and didn’t for a second thing I wouldn’t notice?”

“No sir i-”

“The amount of wlfs we have lost to stragglers like you… and abby decides she’s just gonna bring you in here.”

“I’m sorry sir, but i’m nothing like them, i’ve been alone for weeks now, im not a straggler, I was from a camp, I ran. There’s nothing I can do to fix what abby did and how I shouldn’t be here but I had no place to go, and she took matters into her own hands and gave me a place, even if that meant getting in trouble”

“ran away huh?, what camp?”

“uhm the wired camp out in nevada”

“Happen to know noel y/l/n?”

You go silent, never thinking you would hear that name ever again

“that was my mother.”

“ah your mother? me and noel have happened to have a few run throughs back in my day, why’d you run?”

“she was abusive..and a firefly.. so i ran from it.”

“well that’s certainly a reason to run”

You sit silently, just waiting for issac to let you go

“Listen, knowing your not a firefly or a scar, what do you think about being a wlf, yk work around here”

“you mean that?”

“might as well, can’t lose abby and a possible new soldier in the same day”

“You’ll be assigned in abby’s room from now on, manny will be moved to a different room, you’ll have a patrol tomorrow morning. simple enough?”

“uh yeah thank you. seriously”

You leave issac’s office, the feeling of anxiety and worry that you’ll get separated from abby brushing off of you

You meet abby at the far end of the cafeteria, the look in her eyes filled with worry about your meeting with issac

“Listen abby.” You try and sound beaten down to surprise abby with in a few

“don’t tell me you’re leaving”

You look up at her and then start to smile

“I have a place here abs”

Abby pulls you into a kiss, straight in front of everyone in the cafeteria, including people she’s had previous relations with

“Holy fuck that’s amazing baby”

You smile and abby drags you up to the room which is now no longer shared between her and manny but you and her

“Manny is also being moved, i’m staying with you now…”

“Oh thank fuck Mannys pissing me off lately”

You both smile and lay in her bed excited for the days to come that yall get to be together

As the months pass abby’s once sweet demeanor turns into a more harsh and brittle one

your one caring “girlfriend” has now turned into a closed off violent person which you’ve never seen before

“abs are you okay?” you say walking into your shared room after a patrol

“fine.”

You sit down next to her, trying to give her some sort of comfort but are left with what seems like a brick wall

You try and pull her in but are left with a hard shove, making you fall to the floor

“Abby…”

“fuck off, genuinely, just fuck off.”

You get up, the once gentle hands that would hold you if you were upset or give you comfort after having sex was now not so gentle

“yk what maybe i will”

“Fine then just fucking go.”

With that you pack up your things and head out, Abby thinking your being dramatic and not gonna go far

You sneak out of the wlf base, making sure the guards and people around you can’t see anything, tears filling your eyes as the girl who once found you and loved you has completely turned on you

You continue walking, upset about how your perfect life after everything has now become shit

You walk until the sun sets, trying to get back to the place where abby once found you

The sounds of infected around you start to get closer and closer, making your grip on your gun stronger

You finally make your way back to the abandoned warehouse, placing all your stuff on the ground, but something seems different this time

You sit down thinking nothing of it and rest back against one of the walls

But everything seems quiet…a little too quiet…

You’re suddenly met with a group of stalkers, pulling out your gun but only having a few bullets

You keep shooting, tears falling down your face, accepting your fate this time

A stalker jumps you, biting your shoulder, which makes you scream in agony

Even though you already accepted what was about to happen to you, you didn’t want this outcome, as much as you told yourself you didn’t care, deep down this isn’t what you wanted

You save your last bullet, having to end the infection one way or another

You never wanted to get infected, you never wanted this to happen, but now it’s either turn or die

You place the gun against you temple, closing your eyes as you pull the trigger

No pain is felt, just peace beyond this point, you’re finally put out of your misery, nobody to hurt you ever again, and not able to be infected

Back at the base abby finally starts to get worried, seeing you actually ran off, a hint of regret filling her seeing she was the one that told you to fuck off

She looks all around base, asking around if anyone has seen you, but nothing. Nobody has seen you, nobody knows

Abby takes it out of her to find the one and only spot she thinks you could’ve ran off too, the spot where she once found you and brought you back

Abby spends her night searching through the forest, finally coming upon the abandoned warehouse where she had met you

She expected to find you, but not in this state

She walks in, killing all the infected around, but the state that she faces is not what she expected to see

“y/n..”

She runs over to you, holding your body as if you were just unconscious

“nonono y/n baby… you’re okay, cmon sweet girl you’re fine…”

Tears fill her eyes, blaming herself for the death of who once was the only thing she cared about

I plushified the giant Bloater fella from Ep 5 of The Last of Us...

This might be one of my most favourite plushies I’ve ever made.