#blehlife

New Guernica 

BLAHSUM

It seems that my life is falling apart. Or maybe it's just a growing period you know. Like this growing up shit. On top of being stressed and tired (more so that) about work, my birthday ended up with me in a college town partying with work friends, having an anxiety attack and then opening the next morning. Later on in the week, after both of us having a conversation, M and I decided to be friends (keeping this on the DL). So. Along with deleting my fb, losing my mind, no bf, you being 500 miles away, and just having to deal with life. I'm a little overwhelmed, strangely calm, free to do whatever and still so anxious about it all. My emotions are out the freaking door, going every which way. 

Is that how you know you're living?

Just trying to take it one day at a time. 

On a brighter note...my new friend, A, is great! We have allotted at least one day a week to hang out- whether it be with her kiddos or just us. Either way it's always really fun. Her brother lives in Atlanta and she wants to vacation there this summer (sightsee and stay at a beach house). She's invited me to go with her and the kids-which is truly an honor and a great deal to look forward to.

How are you!? Anything new? Have you talked with Rose or Mary or Katie W.? How's school? When's the next travel home? What are your plans for summer? School next year? (we need to pick an area of the the world for our coffee shop. let's get a move on ;) ) 

Sorry for such a lengthy post.

love you forever and ever and ever and ever and ever...etc.