#blank rambles

Vegetta statue? Child's play! Here's a statue he built:

Dragon base? Nah, massive SAND/PYRAMID BASE

Gothic castle? Impressive, but this giant mansion made him lose his sanity LONG before, and now he has chandelier trauma

Hey, hey, you're still paying attention, right? Because if you don't, you'll miss the insane attention to detail on this entire TOWN he made for his friends

There are dozens of pictures I couldn't fit into here BUT. New doozers, from an elder watcher, our streamer needs building enrichment so bad that one day he will snap and make something fuckoff massive beyond your wildest dreams. He will go insane. We will go insane. The streams will be 16 hours a day. And it will be BEAUTIFUL

EDIT: VERY LOVELY REBLOG WITH MORE!!

I swear it's not on purpose- In fact, I think about the notification I get; the messages I don't click so i don't forget to read (but end up taking too long to reply so it's just embarrassing and I dissapear instead-), the ask that I planned to draw something in response to but am too spend to be creative, the tag on a post made just for me or a post including me in something I'd love to be included in and probably dreamnt about it- I'm not one who gets included in many things after all...

i saw a rlly good post reacting to someone else's rotten take, unfortunately at the time i was too tired to read the full post and i ended up losing it, so i don't remember what all it said but basically the rotten take was calling laios creepy (in a "funny haha way" to disguise it) due to his traits, and op of the post i saw was explaining how that's fucked up. I think from what I skimmed it was very personal, comparing their own experiences to laios and honestly that might be my favorite thing about him. He doesn't just have the "palatable" traits that people are comfortable seeing. He is clueless, he had no idea someone disliked him, he even thought they were close friends, because that person never let him know when he was crossing a boundary until it was too much. Soon after this almost the opposite happens, where he doesn't believe someone else wants to be his friend, because now he's aware that he can't pick up on social cues, and he also knows he caused this person discomfort before, so why would they want to be his friend? He's "messy" in that he has a lot of traits people like to avoid when talking about autism, because it's stuff neurotypicals don't like.

He's literally that kid who people would be like "oh well if i knew he was autistic i wouldn't have treated him badly" (which is stupid, you should treat people well in general and not be an asshole then apologize because someone is actually neurodivergent or mentally ill). And guess what? He has friends who love him. They know he's awkward and clueless and has "weird" interests and they still love him. He has people who will stand up for him even after coming to the conclusion that he's "a little creepy" because they know he's a good person, and they like his honesty. Someone explicitly admits they envy his ability to be so openly himself, even after that same person tried to frame that trait as a bad thing, because they realized what they hated wasn't laios honesty but the fact that laios is able to act that way, while most people feel trapped by social rules and don't have that same freedom to be themselves. Laios can be himself not because society accepts him, in fact the first assumption when the elves learn he likes monsters is that he must be prone to evil. Because that's weird and creepy. Society does not accept him. His friends do. His sister does, she loves him and looks up to him as an adult as much as she did as a child. He has a support system. He is loved. Even people who don't necssarily love him know he could never become evil, even if they also think his special interest is a bit creepy. Because they know laios, actually know him, and they know that in his awkwardness he's still a kind person. He misses a lot of social cues, sometimes he says things that are tone deaf without realizing at all, and his friends know he means no harm. He just struggles with these things.

C: "How about a gargoyle?

F: "*incoherent sobbing"

C: "No, no! Nevermind! No gargoyle!"

F: "*already looking up 'minecraft gargoyle'"

Doozers watching in shame.

EDIT: here's the clip!

(transcription under the cut)

Transcript and Description:

Phil and Talluluh are in the art museum looking at and talking about a drawing of Roier and Cellbit.

Phil, laughing: We get it, you're happy. We get it! *Retches* We get it. It's fine, I'm not missing Missa, alright? It's fine. I don't want to talk about it.

Phil runs out of the museum, glancing at his chat amused.

Phil: Anyway.