The moment of honesty.
I came out to myself as a bisexual lady when I was 20 yo. It took a year to understand that it is true, that I am not faking and that my feelings towards people are valid. And I was sure I finally accepted myself BUT I still feel THAT. I mean, every time I fall for a girls it’s like “probably not true, you’re trying to catch attention, you’re straight”. Every time I fall for a boy it’s like “told you so, you’re straight”. It’s great to be straight but I spent the 20 years of my life feeling it wasn’t my nature, it wasn’t about me and it didn’t fully describe me. Now I know who I really am but it’s still hard to tell myself it is real. Every romantic relations just fail because I am afraid to fall for boys, I don’t believe myself when I fall for girs or people of other genders. It will probably take a lot of time to calm down and start to trust my heart but I know that one day I finally will, and if you feel that way too - you are real, you are valid and I love and appreciate you’re being in this world.
To all my bi-kittens here, I am with you and I know that it can be hard but we will make it through. We are the sweet children on the Universe and she made us that way, and our sparkling purple aura protects us from harm and misunderstanding.
No matter who you love, no matter who you like, no matter who you date or marry - you are real, and nothing can change your georgeous bisexual nature.
Love you all!!!
Stay safe 💙💜💗🖤✨
