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I'm a billion problems glued together.
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were like shadow people. we walk in the shadow places forgotten by the sun.
Care coordinator: Sounds like you are doing lots, be careful with the drinking and not eating much, especially with your meds
Me: Sure, although I'm not worried about my appetite at all, it's great. *internally: hahahahahahahahaha I'm fine. I'm not even taking my meds lmao. What's there to worry about, I'm going to be invincible soon.
Dear people on the imdb forums: borderline personality disorder (BPD) and bipolar disorder are not the same thing. They have some similarities, yes, but once again: not the same thing. So please do not use them interchangeably.
Then again, what do I expect from un(der)educated neurotypicals.
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tip for ppl w bpd or bipolar disorder!!! it helps not 2 rate ur mood from 0-10 but rather from -10-+10 with 0 being neutral. because of the manic or depressive moods it's cool 2 go in and be more specific. when i say im a 6, that might seem low to others but that's pretty high for me, so it helps to put it into perspective
Dating under the Influence of Lithium
Dating is hard when you have a normal brain. When you have a bipolar brain it's even harder. You have weird, obsessive behavior that you have to explain. They are like involuntary muscle ticks that make you seem crazier than you really are. The multiple texts if you don't get answered in what, in your mind, is a reasonable timetable. Then multiple texts explaining that you really aren't crazy. You keep trying to dig yourself out of the Hole of Insanity that you bury yourself. This is what I'm most famous for doing. I have gotten to the point now, I give them full disclosure right up front that I do this, especially when I am manic.
Speaking of full disclosure, disclosing your bipolar. I had a hard first year after my diagnosis. I spent a week at a mental facility for a week for suicidal ideations. I moved home (where is still am). I spent every penny I earned. I was depressed, angry, broke. After my first year on meds and constant therapy, I started putting the pieces of my broken life back together. Now, three years in, I have both the mental ability to start dating and the confidence that allows me to do so.
I treat my bipolar like one would treat that weird cousin on your mom's side, he's a little fucked up, and you have to ignore his antics, and you love him. I am very a-matter-a-fact about it all. Like Idris Elba in Luther, "I was sick. I got better. Any questions?" The brilliance of this technique is that if you treat it like a big deal, that you are somehow broken, you will be treated as such. But, if you treat it like anything else, it will treated like it's no big deal. Because it isn't. You cannot define yourself by your fucked up brain chemistry. I tell my dirty little brain secret on the first date. But, the stigma, you say. What if they reject you?, you ask. If they do just tell them to suck it and move the fuck on. You do not want or need people like that in your life. You want to surround yourself with people who support you, and if that guy can't get over the fact that you take a pill everyday, then thats his fucking problem. It's like rejecting someone because they are an asthmatic.
It's taken me three years to get to this point. You have to realize that the stigma is not you. It lies within the other person. You just have to be open and honest. I promise you, they will only treat you like a mental patient if you treat yourself like one.
