he keeps me worm

shoplifting does not hurt workers. if a company REALLY punishes an employee for things be stolen, (which walmart/target etc DO NOT) why are you angry at a single person stealing something instead of being angry at a corporation, already stealing labor from their employees, that decides 1 single employee is responsible for something being stolen.

looking through my old posts im realizing just how impressionable i was as a teen and how my aesthetics/personality/taste changed literally every week and i always thought i was broken and like yea shitty things definitely happened to me and its normal to experience what i was feeling after traumatic events but the one thing that did not help me was the idea that i shouldnt have to work on my behavior. saying that feels weird even now because some part of me is like í was traumatized! my actions are appropriate for the situations ive been in!’ and yea sure they were but this idea that i should accept all the harmful and sometimes abusive behaviors that negatively affected myself and people close to me.... i dont like it. and a big part of it was focusing more on the community of people who were experiencing the same thing, and while its great to feel like you have people who know what youre going through, it made me feel safe in my destructive behaviors. 

honestly i think the reason why neurodiverse/disabled people dont like getting the advice ‘drink more water’ ‘do yoga’ and other advice like that is honestly, for one, Everyone tells us this, it gets old constantly hearing this, and it kinda just.... insinuates we dont do everything we can for our health. disabled people, physical and mental, are usually doing what we can to help our health. 

Drugs fire/ Listen i literally just set my hair on fire trying to light my bowl listeging to swimming pool by tfb and i thought of u in that moment of panic