#biolar

First podcast in Messy Minded Matters 

So I am now on 5mg of Aripiprazole (albilfy). After day 2 I'm only a little tired. I feel no different so far. Anyone else have experience of this tablet? Thinking of making vlogs on how they affect me over time

Soooo today I got some sculpting clay to make Pokemon 😊 today has been nice with Jon, I'm feeling good and we've been out and about. One thing I want to talk about is energy drinks. When I drink a monster I feel super chill and as high as a kite. I feel happy and I apparently get manic. I wonder if any other bipolars get this too. Monster is like a drug to me lol it's weird how it makes me super crazy.

I always admired this guy at hockey but never got the opportunity to ask his name or even talk to him. Being an ice hockey goalie means you're a little isolated from the rest of the team. I had seen this guy (Jon) for months maybe even a year and I was too shy to say hi. We moved to the new ice rink which got the ball rolling. I started straightening my hair and arriving at the rink all girly to catch his attention which it did! We had moments of catching each other looking and after a match (we won and I got a shut out) he skated down the ice and hugged me. That evening I messaged him on Facebook and we ended up hanging out and going on little dates to the beach etc. Now we've been together for almost 4 months and it's the happiest I've ever been . He's my best friend, my soulmate and my rock. He is the most amazing person ever who loves me as much as I love him. He's my normality my everything and I hope for many more years of happiness 💕