thank you friend! ^^

3 places that makes you feel peaceful:  alone in the woods, laying in soft grass with the sun or moonlight on my face, and anywhere quiet where I can hear the ocean

3 types of flowers you love the most:  white lilies, dogwood, and forget-me-nots!

Thank you so so much for asking!!!

4: 3 topics you’d love to learn more about?

I always always want to learn more about Judaism and more about psychology. And for the 3rd...let’s go with fiber arts!

28: 3 things you love cooking/baking?

Banana bread, veggie chili, and my carrot tomato sauce! 

Thank you for asking friend!! 😊❤️ You guys sent me two asks, I'll answer the other one later 🤗

10. how would you describe your style?

Practical, simple, comfy. 😁 Floral patterns, crop tops, colorful pants, knitted sweaters. Baggy pants when I'm staying home (=99% of the time 😂).

55. what is your dream job?

Ohhh, some of my parts would love to become an archeologist one day!! There's no way for me to tell if I can become functional enough to actually go back to school and stuff, but that would be the dream! 🥰 If that doesn't work out, I'd like to become a vet's assistant or an animal care attendant. 😊 I'd also love to work with children?

Oh, and someone inside says becoming a marine biologist.

Cozy: Describe your ideal fall day. It’s misting outside and not too cold. I wear layers and go for a walk and look at the trees that are changing colors. Then I dry off and sit at the window to read and/or write. Tea and baking are involved in there somewhere. And a cat. Definitely a cat.

Leaves. Favorite candle scent. I have one right now I love that’s mango, papaya, and orange blossom. Just anything fruity and light

Thanks for sending these, friend! 

6) how is your life different now from two years ago

Well, 2 years ago I was still in college and hadn’t been licensed in my field yet...we still had our pet...I wasn’t in therapy...we were still living in the same place...and I was unemployed. So a lot of things have changed but a lot has stayed the same. Honestly, right now feels a lot like “2 years ago but slightly to the left” except school / clinical has been replaced with a job, and our old pet has been replaced with a mouse we rescued.

I will say though that I feel like during the past two years, I’ve learned a lot about who I am and what makes me tick. I’ve also strengthened my support network through going to therapy, making friends, and exploring how to set healthy boundaries. So on that front, a lot has changed.

11) what are your ambitions

This must have been a good luck charm because work was very chill yesterday and I was delighted with that. Thank you for sending questions! I did answer 3 already, so I’ll do 12 (which is one of my favorites so hopefully I have some brain juice left for it) : 

Choose some parts/alters and describe each in 5 words or less.

Tristan: Dude, no thoughts, head empty

Reki: Lonely, cuddly black kitten

Jasper: “Fuck you, fuck off, fuck” 

Mal: Gentle, patient, kind, soft, warm

Abel: Cold, calculating, pragmatic, resolute

Thank you so so much for asking!!!

3: Do you have an inner world? If you do, what is it like?

I don’t, actually. This is another area where I feel like we differ from a lot of systems. I think maybe the Doll subsystem might have an inner world but I’m not positive, and definitely the main system doesn’t. I’ve considered trying to consciously create one but it doesn’t come naturally to us and we’ve been able to get along fine without one, so I haven’t tried that hard.

16: How many parts/alters do you think you have at this time?

Alright I don’t have an exact answer for this. Somewhere between 13 and 20 is my best guess. There are 10 of us that I know of for sure in the main system, me, Eloise, Cypher, Silver, Ghost, Cricket, Luna, Mimsy, Thimble, and T.N.F. And then we have a subsystem, the Dolls. I know that there are 3 kind of groups/archetypes within that system, Doll A, Doll B, and Doll C, but I don’t actually know how many alters and fragments fit into each group. Idk if that makes any sense but that’s the best I can describe it.