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Cas is trans because his assigned gender was âangelâ and he chose to be âsemi-human manâ and âFATHERâ, even if heâs only vaguely interested in masculinity itself, and Dean is trans because his assigned gender was somehow BOTH âmost Macho Manly-Man to ever Manâ and âunendingly loyal and patient Maternal Caregiverâ and //heâs/// actually a âweird, dorky little guyâ who likes horror movies and cars and LARP and cooking and being cozy đ„°đ„°
also theyâve both shown genuine interest in romantic and sexual connections with people of a variety of genders which means theyâre t4t AND bi4bi and their love LITCHERALLY unraveled the heavenly/CW established narrative and saved the multiverse so THATâS THE THAT ON THAT!!!!
Well somebody has to say it and not everyone will agree but
Pan!Cas truthers I love you Cas is filled with so much love to give and I think Dean would raise a pan and say "this you, Cas?" And Cas will chuck an apple at him
Bi!Cas truthers I love you do you write Dean and Cas buying small bi stuff for each other cause that would be so cute
Gay!Cas truthers I love you and I hope you get your gay essay and when Cas first comes out as gay he starts to buy too much rainbow stuff cause he would be so happy and excited
Ace!Cas truthers my girls (gn) I love you Cas would feel so comfortable and safe when he's with Dean and maybe he doesn't want to be touched all the time but Dean would understand and they will be happy and in love
Cas sexuality is a personal headcanon to us all. The only thing canon is that he is definitely not straight.
so i guess weâre talking about whether or not cas is âgayâ, and i do kinda wanna share my opinion just cuz iâm bad at keeping it to myself. i definitely love the energy behind calling cas gay, i support yâall! yes cas is technically non-binary as his true form does not have human genitalia and angels probably do not have a concept of gender. however weâve been addressing cas as a man for the past 11 years so really thatâs not relevant at all. itâs 100% valid to label his sexuality with the assumption that he is a man. the thing that bugs me is that cas is canonically attracted to women. you can come up with a lot of different ways to explain that away and like thatâs fine as a headcanon but, i, personally, have elected to believe that cas is written as bisexual or pansexual since heâs been canonically attracted to women both while human and while an angel. but thats getting a little more technical than necessary, really. if gay cas makes you happy, absolutely keep calling cas the gay angel, we deserve that. the show is so inconsistent anyways we have a lot of freedom to pick and choose what we want to believe about the characters.
Pairing: Dean x Reader add Cas
Word count: 3.1K
Warnings: language, SMUT, lots of oral, bi!Dean, bi!Cas and bi!Reader just go with it.
A/N: This was written for Jordanâs trope Challenge @queen-of-deans-booty. My trope was Body Swap, so this might get confusing but I tried my hardest to make the correct distinctions. Also I blame Jordan because she convinced me to give you guys all the smutty goodness that you are getting. Which meant this fic went from about 1,500 words to over 3K. Iâm sorry, no, Iâm not sorry. I hope you enjoy!
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Dean pulled out his phone and went to his car so he could talk in private, âHey Sweetheart, did I wake you?â
âNo, no you didnât. Â I was just reading a little.â Your nose was still stopped up a little but your voice didnât sound deep like Casâ anymore. Â âHowâd it go?â
âReal good, real good. Â No injuries. We burned the witch and we should be home tomorrow.â He informed.
âOh that is great. Â I really wanted to come this time. Â Iâve been so bored without you guys.â
âItâs late Sweetheart, why donât you go to sleep.  Hopefully, you will be over this crud tomorrow because⊠I um⊠canât wait to be with you. If you know what I mean.â He implied.
âI know exactly what you mean. Â Iâm going to let that thought get me right to sleep.â
âGod, I wish I was there. Â Youâre probably wet right now arenât you?â
âOh yeah! Do you wanna know where my hands are?â you asked.
âYou would be 400 miles away and turned on.â He smirked at the phone.
âYou know you could get here by morning if you drove all night.â You teasing suggested.
âIf it was just me Iâd do it in a heartbeat but Sam and Cas are exhausted.â
âI know baby, just get some sleep. Â I should be better tomorrow. Â I love you.â
âI love you too.â He mumbled.
âI didnât hear that, what did you say again?â You giggled, he was always so quiet when he said it.
âI love you.â He spoke clearer this time.
âMuch better, night Dean.â Then he hung up knowing that you were satisfied by what he said. Â
Dean and Cas crashed in the same bed since Sam was known for moving a lot. Â The next morning, Cas woke up early and walked to the bathroom to pee. Â He found this constant need to vacate oneâs bladder and bowels completely tedious. Â He grabbed his toothbrush and paste from his leather toiletry bag, looking in the mirror, he dropped everything on the ground. Â âDean! Dean!â He yelled as he touched his face.
Dean came running âWhat is it, buddy?â
âLook, look Dean!â Cas stuttered.
âWhat the fuck?!?â Dean gasped touching his face well actually Casâ face. Â
âWhat is going on guys?â Sam asked still groggy unsure why the two men were looking in the mirror at themselves.
âSammy, look at me!â A higher pitched voice came from Casâ mouth.
âWhy are you calling me Sammy, Cas? And why do sound like that?â Sam scratched his head.
âBecause he not Cas, I am.â Deanâs voice was deeper than normal, finally Sam foggy mind started to put things together.
âDammit, I knew something was going to happen. Itâs too early for this shit. Â Iâll make us some coffee.â Sam made his way to the small motel coffee pot. Â
Dean and Cas just stood and stared at each other. Â âShit, fuck.â Dean started to laugh.
âWhat is so funny Dean?â Cas questioned sternly.
âIt could be so much worse. At least, weâre still handsome.â Dean smacked Cas chest laughing hard. Â Dean ran his hands over his new body grabbing at his junk realizing he was hard. âDamn Cas, ok I can work with that.â He pulled at his waist band to get a better look at his new penis. âYou shouldâve told me you were packing.â
Sam chuckled at how stupid his brother was being, âSo how do you guys feel anyway?â
âLike Iâm in a new vessel.â Deanâs mouth open but Casâ words came out.
âYeah, Sammy so far Iâm good. Â Wait until (Y/N) sees me.â Dean flopped on the bed.
âCas, did you recognize what the witch said last night?â Sam continued his round of questions.
âYes, she said, âchange your soul, change your formâ. I assumed, as we all did, that since we killed her the spell wouldnât work.â Cas explained. Â
âWell letâs get dressed and get back to bunker (Y/N) and I will figure something out.â Sam suggested.
You heard the rumble of the Impala in the kitchen making yourself some tea with honey to soothe your still semi-scratchy throat. Â With your hips pressed up against the counter, two arms wrapped around your waist, feeling the scruff against your neck. Â You looked down noticing Casâ trench coat and you straighten up slightly pulling away from his touch. Â This wasnât right but it still felt like Dean. You turned around and your hands slid around his neck, âCas, you know we canât do this in public. Â What if Dean finds us?â You giggled.
âWhat?!?â Casâ form moved away from you. Dean walked through the door, âYou!â Cas lunged at Dean. Â Yeap something went wrong on the hunt. Â
âHey! Dean, I was just joking.â You tugged at Casâ trench coat. Â
âYou know?â Casâ blue eyes looked at you, but you could tell it was Dean.
âYeah, baby I know. Donât look so shocked okay. Once a witch always a witch. Â Plus Cas would never try and make a move on me.â You took his hand pulling him into a kiss.
âWhoa well that took no time.â Sam stood against the fridge watching you kiss Dean in Casâ body.
You hummed never knowing how good Dean could kiss you in any body. Â âBody swap?â
âBody swap.â Sam replied.
âWhat did the witch say? What did she do?â You asked.
âShe said, âconvertere anima tua mutare speciem tuam.ââ Cas informed her.
âOh thatâs a soul swap spell then. Â Man, that witch most have been a nube. Any decent witch wouldâve have known that this kinda spell takes time to happen. It should wear off in a day or two.â You took Deanâs hand and looked into his new blue eyes. Â âThat means I have plenty of time to give this body a good test drive.â You raised your eyebrow, kissing his chapped lips. Â
âYou do know that is my body right?â Cas inquired.
âUh huh, thatâs why you should join us. Â I wouldnât want to do anything to your body without your consent.â Cas gulped at your comment.
âIâll be going now.â Sam let out a snicker as he left the room.
âWhat cha say boys? I want Deanâs mind and body and I think Iâve just hit the jackpot.â You smiled walking down the hallway stripping your shirt off as you went. Â
âDean, I donât know about this.â Cas aired his concerns.
âDude, what the lady wants the lady gets.â Dean answered and made his way down the hall.
He and Cas both pushed the door open to the room you and Dean shared. Â Both men eyed your almost naked form, only sheer lace from your bra and panties kept you from being totally exposed. Â Watching Deanâs expressions of arousal on Casâ face was a new experience, those blue orbs raking over your body and that smirk on those kissable lips sent shivers down your to your core. Â You walked up to Dean and kissed him passionately, hands roaming over your bodies, you slid off Casâ trench coat wanting touch his tight firm body. Â
Turning your head, âDo we look good together, Cas?â You chuckled.
Shyly he confirmed your suspicions, âyes, you do look good together.
Your hand reached out for Cas, pulling him closer to Dean and you. The focus shifted, from Dean to Cas kissing those wonderful plump lips. Â Casâ kisses were timid, almost nervous, your lips grazed over his cheek and sucked onto his those ear lobes you loved so much, âCassie, honey bee, are you ok with this?â
âItâs just unusual being in a different vessel and feeling this way.â He explained.
Dean put his hand on Casâ shoulder, âUnusual but not bad right?â
âNot bad at all. Itâs just I havenât had a lot of experience with intimate relationships.â He replied.
âDonât worry about that cause Dean and I want to take good care of you.â You kissed Casâ collarbone, while unbuttoning the top few buttons on the dark red flannel that he was wearing. âDonât we Baby?â You asked Dean.
âYes, buddy, good care.â Dean pressed his chest to Casâ back, kissing softly on his neck and running his hands down front of the flannel shirt. âYeah this is weird touching myself but not actually touching myself.â Dean let out a small laugh. Â
You palmed Casâ cock through the thick denim, âGod, do I love this cock!â
Dean kissed Cas on the mouth has he moved to his side. The surprise from the kiss on Casâ face was priceless. You touched the front of the blue suit pants Dean was still wearing, he moaned at your touch and Casâ lips on his. âWow, Casâ you turned your head and looked into Deanâs green orbs, âyou are so thick! I canât wait to taste you.â Cas shyly hung his head and blushed, all of those lovely little freckles standing out against the pink in his cheeks.
âI know right.â Dean let out a chuckle. Â
Clothes were flung all over the room until you could finally feel their soft taut skin under your fingertips. Â You giggled watching Dean and Cas together; they had been crushing on each other since before you joined the picture. Â
âCas, do you like me or Dean more?â You asked.
âI um I like Dean more, you are a beautiful, nice woman but we share.â
You cut him off, âI know a profound bond. Itâs ok Cassie. Â Maybe you two should spend some time together without me.â Your smile indicated to Dean you were completely ok with this.
âOh no, I donât think Iâll ever be ready to fuck myself.â Dean replied. âYou gotta stay and feel what the two of us can do to you.â
Your tongue moved over your bottom lip, âok then but you two should have alone time when  y'all switch back.â
âI would like that very much, Dean.â Cas kissed Dean interlocking his hands into his.
 âThat is so sexy. Maybe Iâll call Charlie, when you two have your fun.â You kid.
âIâm so there, watching in the corner, if you and Charlie get together.â Dean smiled and he left a trail of wet kisses down your neck while you giggled. Â
Your fingers played with the top of both of their waste bands. âThese need to come off.â
Standing back, you watched as Cas and Dean helped themselves out of their underwear. Oh my they were beautiful, with thick long dicks standing at attention, Deanâs hand began to stoke Casâ cock and vice versa. You got on your knees in front of the men and took Deanâs cock, ok it was Casâ cock, in your mouth, Dean moaned. Â This was going to get confusing but they would understand if you screamed the incorrect name. Â With your other hand you added your hand to Deanâs and helped to slid your hand up and down Casâ shaft. Â You watched through your eyelashes as Cas and Dean continued to touch and kiss each other, your pussy clenched around nothing wanting some friction. Â Casâ cock was pressed near your face and and you stopped sucking Dean and focused on Casâ. Â You knew what Dean liked and you wondered if Cas would react the same way. Â You swirled your tongue around his tip and ran your tongue down his length. Cas let out the deepest moan, you didnât know that Deanâs vocal cords could go that low.
âThat good?â You chuckled.
âYou have no idea, (Y/N)â Cas growled.
Your hands stroked up and down both of their shafts, guiding the tips of their cocks into your mouth. Â Fitting as much of both of them between your lips. Â Listening to the sinful expletives Cas and Dean groaned was positively heavenly. Â
âYou that so well, Sweetheart.â Dean told you. âYou ready to feel what we can do to you?â
âOh yeah!â Dean took your hand and helped you up off your knees.
You flopped on the bed finally feeling your wetness, you rolled on all fours. Â âOh no, (Y/N/N), we gotta make you cum before you get this cock.â You complied and rolled over on your back, âCas,â Dean kissed him, âhave you ever eaten out a woman?â
âNo, Dean I have not.â Cas informed.
âOh youâre in for a real treat buddy âcause (Y/N/N) here, make the most unreal noises as she comes.â
Dean spread your legs and went straight to work lapping all of your juices, licking into your folds. Â Cas watched with those emerald eyes you loved, as Dean made you wiggle and squirm.
âOh shitâ you yelled, âoh baby just like that. Â Iâm so close.â
âGood, âcause I want Cas to finish you.â Dean smiled as he called Cas over. âJust lick into her, she is already warmed up.â Dean instructed and Cas cautiously did what he was told to do. âShe likes it when I circle my tongue right there.â Dean pointed to your clit.
 âFuck yes!â Your whole body shook, your hand flew into his hair keeping him in place.
âDamn she must like that. Now, put two fingers into her and curl them up then suck right on her clit.â Dean showed Cas. âYou ready baby?â
âYes, please!â You pleaded.
Casâ lips wrapped around your clit he suckled gently for a moment before he dipped his fingers in your needy hole. Â He increased the amount of pressure when he was sucking and thrusted his digits in and out with great force, that had you moaning his name. Â Your thighs boxed his ears pulling him closer to you as you felt your climax hit you.
âMake sure you work her through it.â Dean coached. Cas kept licking until you were a giggling mess and your legs finally released him. Â The familiar smug smile that Dean normally wore spread across Casâ face when he came up for air. Â âCan I assume I did well?â
âOh Cassie, sweetie you did amazingly.â You pressed your hand to your forehead, still trying you wrap your head around how wonderful that felt and gaining your composure. Â
You watched Dean unwrap one of your favorite ribbed condoms and you gasped at the sight of his glorious thickness. Â He took ahold of your hips and roughly turned you over on your knees, he knew how you wanted it, you were in that kind of mood. Â You pressed yourself up from the bed and signaled Cas over. Â âI want to return the favor big boy.â
Your breath hitched when you felt Dean press his cock head into your pussy. âFeel good Sweetheart?â
âUh huh!â You moaned, biting your lip feeling the slow pleasurable burn of his dick push into you. âOh! Oh! That feels perfect.â Deanâs new penis and his years of experience were going to make this a night worth remembering. Â âCassie, come right hereâ you instructed in a sensual voice. Â He crawled onto the bed, presenting his cock to your face.
Dean didnât move until he saw you licking the tip of Casâ cock. âGod, thatâs a good view. Â Itâs like watching myself in a mirror. Â I am completely phantom limbing it over here.â
Deanâs thrusts had your mouth moving up and down Casâ length by the sheer force alone. Â Casâ fingers became tangled in your hair, you moaned around Casâ cock feeling the ramming plunge of Deanâs dick in and out of you. Â He hit your g-spot perfectly knowing you wanted to be fucked into a blissful submission. Â
Both men yelled out their pleasure, they were about to hit their climax and you were too. Â
â(Y/N) just keep sucking. Thatâs just so fucking sexy to watch.â Deanâs voice was low like Casâ normally was. Â
It sent a surge right to your core. Â âFuckâ you somehow said with Casâ cock still in your mouth.
âIâm going to cum!â Cas announced, his hand was even tighter around your hair telling you what he wanted. Â He bucked his cock in your mouth a few more times allowing him to hit the back of your throat before ribbons of cum shot into your mouth. Â You greedily swallowed everything he could give you when sated Cas flopped on the bed to watch Dean and you come undone.
Chasing your ecstasy, Dean picked up the pace now that you didnât have a cock in your mouth anymore. Â You slipped onto your shoulder, your face buried in the sheets as he fucked you so hard you started to see black spots in your vision. Â You cried out feeling your orgasm hit you as Deanâs cock swelled right before he came. Â Your bodies came crashing down on the bed as limbs became entangled with each other. Â The neediness of earlier was gone replaced with sweet kisses and praises for everyone. Â The trio stayed like that until morning when the boys reverted back to their regular bodies. The bond between Cas and Dean grew as your bond with Cas did. Â Nobody was jealous or upset when the threesome became a twosome for an evening because the three of you always found your way back into each other arms. Â
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Summary; On the way home from sioux falls Cas stops in a bar and meets a curiously familiar stranger, someone who will turn his life and his understanding of the world upside down. But Cas loves Dean, Can an angel love two people? must he choose? or will events take the choice from him?
Bi!dean, BI!cas, torture,pining, angst, some fluff, pissed off bitch face sam, canon divergent, Bi!female bamf oc. fluff and angst this chapter
The streets of New Orleans were hot and crowded with tourists. Chris threaded her way through the chattering masses with all the self importance of a local, Cas gripped her hand tightly. Humanity en-masse had always disconcerted him. She pulled him off the side walk and into a side street populated by book and antique shops. âAre you okay?â
âI find crowds difficult.â He admitted âWhy did we have to come here?â
âI need to see an old friend, it wonât take long.â She touched his face and he kissed her. The beautiful mundanity of it struck him, this was normal life.
âCanât we just go home.â He asked raising his eyebrows suggestively. She laughed and shook her head.
âNo, Come on this way.â they walked a little way down the street, to a Hoodoo shop that looked like all the other hoodoo shops in the city, a tacky plastic Baron Samedi hung in the window amongst other tourist tat, but a hunter sign was scratched into a corner of the glass. Cas sensed that the place was warded. Chris pushed the door open somewhere a bell rung. Inside the shop was less tacky, herbs hung from the ceiling and a number of scattered tables contained the usual arrays of chicken feet and other Hoodoo wares. Chris headed to the back of the shop âAunty are you here?â
âOf course Iâm here, childâ A very old woman appeared from a shadowy doorway by the counter. She wore a bright orange and white head-cloth and matching dress, her dark skin was deeply lined. Her bright eyes scrutinised Chris for a moment and flicked over Castiel, she grunted. âWhat has happened to you child and why have you brought a fly boy into my home?.â Her voice was smooth and heavy with a southern accent.
âAunty Asasa, this is Castiel he is my friend.â Chris held out her hand Cas took it and stood next to her.
âMore than your friend I think.â Asasa snorted. Cas swallowed hard and stared at his feet. The old woman laughed âWell now just when I think I have seen everything, a blushing angel.âShe turned away, âChris a word with you please, in the backâ
âOkayâ Cas made to follow them.
âNot you flyboy, stay there and donât touch anything.â
âShut the door, Chrisâ
âAre you out of your mind girl?â Asasa demanded as soon as the door clicked shut. âDo you have any idea how dangerous it is taking up with an angel-especially that angel?âChris took a step back, her aunts rages were formidable. âAnd where are his friends? Those Winchester boys, they are never far away.â Chris didnât bother asking Asasa how she knew about Sam and Dean, her aunt had always seemed to know everything about everything.
âThey are in Kansas, Aunty.â
âWell I damn well hope they stay there.â Asasa paced the floor angrily. âChristine you are my only kin in this world, please give him up. Angel and a human thatâs a story as never ends well and of all the host of heaven you choose Castiel. Death follows him around like a shadow.â
âDonât say that.â
âYou know its true.â Asasa paused. She hugged Chris âChild, I know you love him and Iâm sure he thinks he loves you. But this is going to bring you nothing but pain.â
âHe doesnât just think it Auntyâ Chris growled.
âWeâll see.â Asasa said it blithely, as if nothing but time were needed to prove her right.
âI came to you for help, not a lecture.â Chris wiped a bitter tear from her cheek.
âWhat is it you want?â
âCastiel, his wings are broken. He is in agony, can you help him?âChris replied tersely.
âOnly God can restore an angels wings, baby girl.â
âThen I will be going, thank you aunty.â
âWait, I may be able to help with the pain. Iâm not promising.â
They walked back into the shop, Cas was fiddling with a display of hex bags he was holding one up and examining it. âI should put that down if I was you Castiel, or you wonât be able to to get it up for the next six monthsâ He dropped it with alacrity and rubbed his fingers on his shirt, when he turned round he was frowning, the frown deepened into a scowl when he saw Chris.
âWhy are you upset?â she was in his arms in two quick strides. âWhat did you say to her?â He demanded, his eyes flickered with light and he raised his hand.
âNothing but the truth.â
âCas Iâm alrightâ Chris told him and pushed his hand down.
âCool your jets Castiel, I may not seem like much, but I am a lot older and tougher than I look.â
âThis woman is a witch, Chris.â
âYes I know, she is also my aunty, sort of. Sheâs a very old friend of my family.âCas stood stock still as Asasa swept him over with a critical gaze.
âMmmm a seraph, well I canât blame you child. heâs a beauty. If I were a few centuries younger I doubt I would have said no either.â
âThis conversation is making me deeply uncomfortableâ Cas interjected.
âHush now, show me your wings lover boyâ
âWhy? And how can you see my wings?â
âI told you sheâs family, its okay she wonât hurt youâ. Chris reassured him.
âI may be able to do something for the pain and I can see they are hurting you.â Cas looked round the crampt shop dubiously.
âThere is not enough room in here.â
âYou only need to unfurl them a little, let me see the damage. Thereâs no need to be embarrassed, you are not the first fallen angel Iâve seen honey.â Slowly Cas turned round and reluctantly half spread his wings. Asasa gasped âOh my poor boy, these are bad. Iâm going to touch them, try to bear it for a moment.âCas sagged to his knees, suppressing a scream as she ran her fingers from shoulder to wing-tip. âAnd we are done, Iâm sorry that hurt. Chris help him upâ. Chris hauled him to his feet. He was breathing hard.
âYou said she wouldnât hurt me.â
âIâm sorry blue eyes, but I lied this one time.â Trembling, he leaned against her. Asasa was walking around the shop picking up things and dropping them into a ready made hex bag mumbling to herself in Swahili and Latin. âSo can you help him?â Chris demanded. Her aunt held up a warning finger for interrupting and popped a few more bits into the bag.
âFiat voluntas tua.â she said loudly, a flash of bright light followed briefly illuminating the bag. She wound a leather thong round the small thing and hung it around Castielâs neck. âI cannot stop your pain, but I can reduce it. This is nothing more than a band-aid, your wings are an open wound, and like all open wounds the dressing will need to be changed periodically.â Â As she placed the thong round his neck Cas cried out âBetter?â Asasa asked.
âCas!â Chris reached for him concerned, He smiled broadly at her and laughed. âAre you alright?âHe nodded.
âIâm fine, I can barely feel it. Thank you Asasa.â
âThatâs Aunty Asasa to you, boy. Iâll write the spell down for you, shouldnât be more than a moment.â
âYou really feel better?âChris looked anxious. Cas didnât answer her, he just pulled her close and brought his mouth down on hers.
âHey thatâs enough you two.â Asasa reappeared and handed Cas a piece of paper. She looked at them sadly. âI canât say Iâm happy about this. You look after her Castiel, she is all I have.â
âI promise you-â
âDonâtâ she snapped in a warning tone. âJust go home.â
âOne more thing aunty, I have a questionâ
âWhat is it now child?â
âI got hurt, when I was up north. I nearly died.â
âWas it his fault!â Asasa rounded on Cas, who ridiculously found himself stepping back from the frail old woman.
âNo Aunty, Cas saved me.â Cas breathed a sigh of relief as Asasa switched her gaze back to Chris. The old womanâs eyes were like razors, he had a suspicion that no corner of himself would be sacred under that diamond edged stare.
âJust as well,â Asasa sniffed, âIâve never liked killing angels.â
âDid you do something to me Aunty?â
âI donât know what you are talking about child!â Cas could tell she was lying, so evidentially could Chris.
âI think you do Aunty, tell me the truth. I nearly died, if Cas hadnât been able to break the warding-â
âYou broke the warding!â The momentary panic in her voice, hidden almost immediately gave away her guilt. Asasa seemed to sag and grow older before his eyes, âYour Daddy asked me to do it.â
âWhy? Why would you do that without my permission.â
âChris, you were a babe in arms. He wanted to protect you.â
âAnd Sarah? Did you protect her too? Cause that didnât work out did itâ
âIâm sorry about your sister, I truly am baby girl. I should have taken steps when she got married, but she didnât want my help. I didnât know he would find themâ
âWhoâs âheââ Cas interrupted, he reached out and snagged Chrisâ hand.
âAsmodeusâ Chris said softly.
âThe prince of hell?â Cas took a breath, his chest suddenly tight.
âHe has a grudge against our family, I donât know why.â she looked up at him dark eyes filled with remorse, âIâm sorry I should have told you.â
âItâs alright, I wonât let him hurt you.â
âHeâs no ordinary demon seraph, how can you possibly face a prince of hell.â Asasa scoffed, cas took a lingering step forward.
â I will have you know, I have faced three princes of hell.â
âAnd what happened to them Cherie?â
âThey diedâ Cas stalked away, allowing himself a grin at Asasaâs shocked intake of breath. âLets go homeâ he called to Chris and stepped onto the street letting the door slam behind him.
Asasa shook her head at the disappearing angel and pulled her niece into a hug detaining her. âI love you child and yes I think he does love you, but he is not for you.â
âWhat do you meanâ Chris asked softly.
âI donât know, but its not just his wings, you know that. He is broken, and it will be for the one who broke him to fix him.âAsasa dropped her gaze, âprovided he lives that long.â
Chris pushed Asasa away and walked out without a word, she grabbed Casâ hand and pulled him after her.
âDid you really kill three princes of hell? Because Iâve been in your head choirboy and that is not the way I recall it.â
âmaybe, not exactly, But they are dead. Is Asmodeus really after you?â
âI have spent my whole life running away from him, so yeahâ
After a couple of minutes of awkward silence Cas said âShe doesnât like me.â
âUnderstatement Cas, if Iâd brought home Lucifer sheâd have been happierâ Cas caught her round the waist, he was smiling.
âWell I have met Lucifer and I can tell you now, he is not relationship material.â
âBut you are?â she teased
âYour closest living relative is a centuries old witch, youâre lucky to have me.â
âAnd your Dad is God, in messed up families Iâll take mine, thanksâ, He kissed her again, in the middle of the crowded street, just because it felt good.
âIf we ever get married the seating plan will be a nightmare.â
âdonât joke Casâ
âI love you, never doubt it.â he told her earnestly, not expecting a reply.
âI love you too choirboy.âShe said it softly with a smile and Casâ thought for a moment his heart had stopped, he gaped at her. âIs something wrong?â
âNo, uh, itâs just that,uhâ
âSpit it out blue eyesâ she was laughing now, eyes sparkling. Cas felt his cheeks grow hot, he stared at his feet reluctant to answer.
âthatâs the first time, anyone has ever said it back to meâ Chrisâ smile vanished and Cas found himself caught in a fierce hug.
âCan we do something fun?â Cas asked
âWhat do you mean?â
âSomething normal and boring and human.â Chris looked at him in amusement.
âOkay.â
Cas had loved the farmers market, watching Chris choose fruit. Sometimes she would call him over, introduce him to someone. Sometimes she would urge him to taste something or admire some handicraft. She had called him over to one stall in particular where a grizzled old farmer was selling  pots of golden honey. âCas this is Larry, he is our local go to man for all your hunting needs.â Cas had shook hands with the man.
âWhere you from Cas?â Larry had asked.
âHeâs from up north, friend of Bobby Singers. I ran into him on a hunt.â Chris explained. Larry narrowed his eyes suspiciously.
âWhat did you say your name was son.â
âCastiel.â
âAh well I have heard about you, Bobby told me all about you.âCas stiffened, suddenly aware he was unarmed. His angel blade was in the trunk of Chrisâ car.
âWhat did he sayâ
âNothing badâ Larry had smiled at him, âBobby was a good friend, still miss the old son of a bitch. You need anything you call me.âHe had handed Cas a card and two jars of honey. âOn the house.â
âThank youâ
Now Cas was driving down the 55 as the sun set, driving towards home. Chris was a humming along to a song on the radio, her hand resting on his leg. âThank you for letting me drive, Dean never let me drive the Impala.âChris didnât answer for a moment.
âYou and Dean, you are close arenât you?â she asked when they pulled off the highway and on to the scrubby road leading to her house.
âHe is my brother. He and Sam they are my family.â
âYouâre lucky to have them, No-one should do this job alone.â There was something painful in her voice, Cas glanced at her, she was staring out the window.
âYouâre not alone any-more, Iâm here and Dean will come round.â
âDonât hold your breath, Cas.â Chris leaned forward and turned the radio up âLove this songâ, she explained. Cas listened to the words frowning.
âAngel with a shot gun?â he asked eyebrow raised. Chris shrugged.
âCould almost be about you.â
âI donât own a shotgun.âHe sounded confused, Â Chris laughed, then realised he was serious.
âSometimes you are too adorable.â Cas spun the wheel and turned up the drive, there was a car already parked outside the house. He recognised it with a groan.
Canonically I get that Castiel is gay. Like heâs thee gay angel. But, I still sort of vibe with bi/pan Cas simply because I project onto him. He is me if I took the decision to transition.
Most people always write Cas as 100% gay even after the whole April thing and it sucks cause half the time they use his âutter gaynessâ to turn Dean bi but like
A) if you have to âturn Dean biâ chances are you arenât writing bi!Dean all that well
B) as an angel Cas was utterly indifferent to sexual orientationâhell, Cas didnât even have a gender until recently.
That is just a fountain of potential for bi!Cas feels. Man, Cas has so much potential sexuality-wise that you could write him pansexual as heck and it wouldnât be all that OOC.