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@saint-starflicker this song instantly made me think of my BHS story, but I also thought of Mysterious Skins so had to share. It was mostly the line about "where others have a heart" being similar to that line about him having a black hole where others have a heart. I'm putting the English version of lyrics first. Also just sharing because it's a good German song I've been digging.

[Verse 1]

Wanted to thank you again for the pain with which I write songs

Hope that I don't write you ever again

Maybe you'll hear that in two years with a broken heart, yeah

I wish you this pain

And you know what doesn't help? Your "Sorry, ya know?"

Wave, I see you in the first row

[Refrain]

And thank you for the fear of commitment, crazy that you managed it twice

I'm thankful for the superpower

That you make me into Achilles

(Immortal, because I leave when I see feelings)

And thank you for the fear of commitment

For the remnants in my chest where others have a heart

Do you think that this is a joke?

Maybe because it's no longer March

[Verse 2]

We're standing outside, seeing the people inside dancing

I taste vomit and wine, you say

Of yourself, you don't know what it's like to be number two, hmm-hmm

Actually your huge ego kind of makes you stand out

But from today on, I'll laugh at you for it

You know I hoped that we'd see each other again

Now I don't hope for that anymore

[Refrain]

And thank you for the fear of commitment, crazy that you managed it twice

I'm thankful for the superpower

That you make me into Achilles

(Immortal, because I leave when I see feelings)

And thank you for the fear of commitment

For the remnants in my chest where others have a heart

Do you think that this is a joke?

Maybe because it's no longer March

[Outro]

And thank you for the fear of commitment,

For the remnants in my chest where others have a heart

Where others have a heart

Where others (others, others, others)

Where others have a heart (Where others, others)

(Where others have a heart)

(Where others, others)

(Others, others)

(Where others, others)

(Where others have a heart)

@k1tae Thanks for the song "maybe" by flower face share eith your edit again. I like a few songs by that singer but that on hits for the dynamics I've been writing for, and I just really appreciate the song rec. Been pretty emo and fatigued with writing out sm of the details to follow plot lines and character developments in such a short amount of time that the post was a reminder of the OOF of this song. I've move back onto the radical love and acceptance stage with looping Hoizer but still, sometimes the oof is needed. The oof is all there is. God, this is painfully tumblr vibes, innit?

You cut so deep, but I always loved you deeper These voices in your hallway, if you let her in, you gotta keep her Who've you been talking to? What do they want you to do?

Baby, I'm afraid you've been reckless with my heart While I was sleeping, you slipped in and fell apart God knows I love you so, but I won't be your ghost

You're the one who's in my body, ripping at the seams And you're the one who's crashing on the highways in my dreams Maybe I won't, maybe I will

I haven't slept so easy since you left me in the wild I wish I could've loved you right, but I was just a child Maybe I won't, maybe I will run back to you

There's something dark inside me, and I can't get it out My thoughts ring in your voice now, and I can't make a sound

You loved me holy with your cross and your disease Did you feel that close to God when you had me on my knees? If you don't love me now, well, then we all go down

I'm your sweetest parasite, you fill me up with pesticide Bleed me, baby Gemini, hurt me 'til you feel alright And I won't, no, I won't

You got into my head, and now I'll never be the same My trigger finger twitches every time I hear your name Maybe I won't, maybe I will run back to you

You're the one who's in my body, ripping at the seams And you're the one who's crashing on the highways in my dreams Maybe I won't, maybe I will

So on m bolter rp blog, i have a different voice for bolter desite her fc. This is cause i imagine bolter singing like the song below. Plus shes literaly part of a clan that is music and television so she has to have a singing voice